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		<description><![CDATA[And it&#8217;s been the ruin of many a poor boy and God I know I&#8217;m one&#8230; Hybel 6th, 1513 &#8211; Finessa Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion The window Charlie was looking out rattled, as probably every window in the entire estate as a door slammed above. &#8220;What d&#8217;you think that&#8217;s about?&#8221; Sev asked from the [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>And it&#8217;s been the ruin of many a poor boy and God I know I&#8217;m one&#8230;</em></p>
<p>Hybel 6th, 1513 &#8211; Finessa Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
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<p>The window Charlie was looking out rattled, as probably every window in the entire estate as a door slammed above.</p>
<p>&#8220;What d&#8217;you think that&#8217;s about?&#8221; Sev asked from the place where he lounged on his bed, a book propped up on his stomach, wrinkling the silk of his waistcoat. Charlie tipped his head to the side and shrugged. Leo was home and he&#8217;d just gotten back from the FitzChivalry estate. It could be anything. Vivi was a powder keg whenever their brother was around. He&#8217;d suspected that something was&#8211;wrong&#8211;between Leo and Vivi probably before Vivi and Leo suspected that something was wrong between them.</p>
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<p>Their parents, when they were around, were the very picture of loving care and parental concern. The problem had been that they hadn&#8217;t been around that much. Their mother spent far more time at court with the queen than here with them. Their father sometimes disappeared for weeks on end with no word as to where he&#8217;d been or when he&#8217;d get back. It wasn&#8217;t unheard of, lots of kids in their class were in the exact same boat. Or worse, their parents were never around and didn&#8217;t even care about them on the rare occasion that they were.</p>
<p>Still, if the Ferriera blood carried one thing over the year, it was passion. Loyalty was given absolutely, and once a Ferriera loved someone, it was nearly unshakable. Even when it probably should have been shaken. It had cost them a few times over the years. Vivi had been Leo&#8217;s pet pretty much since she had been born. Her first word was his name. Anything that Vivi had ever wanted, Leo had made sure that she had, sometimes even begging pocket money off his brothers, even at Charlie&#8217;s outrageous level of interest, to make it happen.</p>
<p>He imagined it was pretty heady stuff, having someone worship you. To know you could ask almost anything of someone and they would do it&#8211;somehow. The only thing that Leo had ever seemed to want from Vivi was her to be happy. He was content with that. Then somewhere, somehow, a line got crossed. A point of no return. And suddenly what had started as sweet, mostly an emotional shelter from the storm, became something it shouldn&#8217;t be. Maybe it was a societal thing. Leo, after all, was almost the stereotype of a &#8220;leading man&#8221;. Tall, handsome, with picture perfect manners and even the fiery disposition that was called for in books and theater. Pair that with parents who weren&#8217;t there, the knowledge that she was to be married off to some bloke her parents picked because they thought it was a good idea. Maybe it did make some sort of twisted sense.</p>
<p>&#8220;Finding all the answer to the universe out there?&#8221; Sev asked, sarcasm tinting his voice. Charlie laughed. If only the answers to the universe were out there in the reflection pool or the carefully tended rows of hedges and their mother&#8217;s prized purple roses. What was the answer to life, the universe, and everything? Forty-two, a voice seemed to whisper in his head. Whatever that meant.</p>
<p>&#8220;Nope. Just thinking.&#8221; Charlie tossed a stocking at his brother. He needed to ask the upstairs maid to come in and clean up Sev&#8217;s side of the room again. He&#8217;d ask his brother but the likelihood that his brother would actually clean anything was remote. The two of them could have had their own rooms, that was one thing the estate certainly was not lacking. But Charlie supposed that this was, in part, his way of dealing with the same issues that Vivi and Leo had. Sev wasn&#8217;t his everything, not by a long shot, but some nights, the only way he slept was closing his eyes and waiting for his breath to sync with Sev&#8217;s.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hey, Charlie?&#8221; The double doors popped open and Leo stuck his head inside. Leo&#8217;s eyes were dark, not a good sign, and there was a stress crinkle between his brows.</p>
<p>&#8220;Yeah?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You finished with my philosophy text?&#8221; A hundred questions piled up in his throat, Leo wasn&#8217;t the type to work out temper by reading a book, certainly not a text book.</p>
<p>&#8220;I can be.&#8221; Charlie said, moving over to his desk, picking the leather bound volume out of the neat stack by the inkwell.</p>
<p>&#8220;Thanks, I&#8217;d leave it for you to read, but I&#8217;m heading back to Camford tonight.&#8221; Charlie and Sev shared a glance. It was after tea. To even make it to the Lothianshire High Cross tonight, he&#8217;d have to ride well into dark or cruelly push his horse.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh?&#8221; Charlie asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye, I should probably get out of River Sulis <em>before</em> someone else never wants to see me again. I&#8217;ve already got Vivi and Caroline saying it.&#8221; Leo sighed, tossing the book in his hands. &#8220;Not to mention what I&#8217;m sure Lady Henry will be sending over for me breaking her poor daughter&#8217;s heart&#8211;as if she has one&#8211;and our betrothal.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Wait, what?&#8221; Sev asked sitting up and staring hard at their brother. &#8220;You and Caroline broke your engagement?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye. She wants the Rances to lose their estate so her father can have it. I just can&#8217;t with her.&#8221; Leo shook his head.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is that over her coldhearted lack of regard for her own kin or that her understanding of political succession is so poor that she thinks it&#8217;d work that way?&#8221; Charlie asked curiously. Sev and Leo both looked at him for a long moment. &#8220;It&#8217;s a valid question.&#8221; Charlie defended.</p>
<p>&#8220;More the former. I had long since figured out that her understanding of anything of consequence was limited at best. And even if I hadn&#8217;t, Vivi is always reminding me of it.&#8221; Leo said leaning against the wall, shaking his head.</p>
<p>&#8220;So what<em> </em>went wrong with Vivi.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Who knows?&#8221; Leo asked. &#8220;I actually had just told her that she was right.&#8221; Charlie looked sidelong at Sev who shook his head. &#8220;I don&#8217;t get it.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Maybe&#8230;&#8221; Sev trailed off. Charlie gestured for him to continue, if he had an idea about why Vivi would respond like that, it was better than anything Charlie had. He&#8217;d have thought that Vivi would have been happy to know she was right. &#8220;Maybe it was the way you found out that she was right. She&#8217;s been telling you for years, right? But it took Caroline being incredibly stupid for you to listen to her.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I was listening to her!&#8221; Leo protested. &#8220;I just didn&#8217;t think that her being&#8211;not bright was worth breaking my engagement to her. I mean lots of men marry women who are not&#8211;that smart. In fact there are lots of people who believe that it&#8217;s better <em>not</em> to marry a clever woman.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know.&#8221; Sev said with a shrug. &#8220;Girls are complicated.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Yeah. Well, I&#8217;d better get going.&#8221; Leo sighed. &#8220;You know how the Remans are. If I give Lady Henry too much time, I&#8217;ll be dodging Reman bounty hunters all the way to Camford.&#8221; He laughed without humor.</p>
<p>&#8220;Whoa.&#8221; Sev said, pulling his legs up onto the bed and looking at Charlie. Charlie nodded in agreement. &#8220;Should we draw straws?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Over what?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Which of us should go brave Vivi in her lair?&#8221; Sev pushed a hand through his hair. &#8220;Someone should talk to her.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Do you really think she&#8217;ll want to see one of her brothers right now?&#8221; Charlie asked, unconsciously mirroring Sev&#8217;s position on the bed. &#8220;I would think that one of us would be toward the bottom of that list actually.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, I don&#8217;t know that she&#8217;ll really want to see either of us, but I do think that someone should go talk to her. And I also think that we&#8217;re the best she has. Dad&#8217;s gonna be busy with fallout. Mum&#8217;s not here. Marianne would be a better choice, but it&#8217;s not like Lady Henry&#8217;s likely to let her come over here anytime soon.&#8221; Sev paused, his throat working for a moment as he thought about the implications of that. Charlie hid a smile by laying his head on his knees before it faded. He might be stuck in a house of people with broken hearts. That ought to be fun. &#8220;Somehow I don&#8217;t see Elizabet being any more help on this subject. She&#8217;s a little too prone to telling people she told them so. That pretty much leaves us.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Right.&#8221; Charlie pursed his lips thoughtfully. &#8220;But&#8211;um&#8211;couldn&#8217;t we let her calm down a little more before we head up there.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Coward.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;The man who knows when to hide lives to cower another day.&#8221; Charlie smirked. &#8220;Besides there&#8217;s nothing we could say right now.&#8221;</p>
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		<title>This Diamond Ring</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 23 Feb 2014 23:50:38 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Andavri]]></dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Finessa]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Summer - 1513]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[This diamond ring can mean something beautiful. And this diamond ring can mean dreams that are coming true. And then your heart won&#8217;t have to break like mine did Hybel 6th, 1513 &#8211; Fitz-Chivalry estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion The summer sunlight streaming in the windows hit Caroline&#8217;s tinted hair, exaggerating the brassiness of the [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>This diamond ring can mean something beautiful. And this diamond ring can mean dreams that are coming true. And then your heart won&#8217;t have to break like mine did</em></p>
<p>Hybel 6th, 1513 &#8211; Fitz-Chivalry estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
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<p>The summer sunlight streaming in the windows hit Caroline&#8217;s tinted hair, exaggerating the brassiness of the tinting and highlighting the sallow color of her face over the mourning dress that Katherine insisted she wear. The forced laughter didn&#8217;t help any. If he lived to be ninety, Brandon would never understand why Katherine insisted that Caroline and Leo be chaperoned. All they ever did was sit and have awkward discussions until one of them lost their tempers. Then one of them would stalk off and sulk and the other would go home.</p>
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<p>It was usually Marianne who was stuck with watching this sad pantomime. But she had protested that she had plans to meet &#8220;a friend&#8221; at the library this afternoon when Katherine had announced that Leo would be coming over and that she was expecting Marianne to chaperone<em>.</em> Well, it was phrased as a request, but all of the Fitz-Chivalry children knew when their mother said something in that tone, it was a demand and it would do them no good to protest it.</p>
<p>She&#8217;d looked so disappointed that Brandon had heard himself volunteering before the words had really even finished leaving Katherine&#8217;s mouth. Marianne had looked so grateful that he hadn&#8217;t even felt bad about subjecting himself to an afternoon of torture. At least until the torture started. He thought as his eyes flickered up over the top of the book that he was using as a shield against his sister and her inane chatter<em>. </em></p>
<p>Even now, though, it wasn&#8217;t that he was upset at Marianne, she suffered through this every time Leo came around, no, he reserved that for his mother who really thought that this madness was necessary. Leo wasn&#8217;t going to ravish Caroline on the parlor sofa with their father in his study in the next room. First of all, he couldn&#8217;t imagine any of the Finessas ravishing anyone, which was why he didn&#8217;t have too many concerns about the fact that the &#8220;friend&#8221; Marianne was probably meeting at the library was probably male. And he&#8217;d have laid pocket money it was Severus, who probably would have genuflected at Marianne&#8217;s feet with more seriousness than at the altar.</p>
<p>Second of all, Henry <em>was</em> in the next room and if Caroline so much as coughed uncomfortably, he&#8217;d stick his head out the door to see what was going on. And thirdly, Leo wasn&#8217;t <em>stupid</em>. Not to mention that Leo didn&#8217;t even seem to want to kiss or touch Caroline, so ravishing her on the sofa was probably as likely as a fae becoming an ironsmith.</p>
<p>So far they&#8217;d covered the weather and Leo&#8217;s classes at Camford and whether Caroline was enjoying her Hybel break. It all made one of Brother Loki&#8217;s lectures seem like a night out at the tavern.</p>
<p>&#8220;Um, I think that my mother mentioned that Lord Rance was&#8211;a cousin of yours?&#8221; Leo said, obviously grasping at straws for something to talk about.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, a second cousin of my mother&#8217;s, I think.&#8221; Caroline&#8217;s eyes flickered in Brandon&#8217;s direction and he made a show of turning the page in his book, the last thing that he was going to do was help Caroline out here. If it had been any of his other siblings, he probably would have, but even at Edmund&#8217;s most annoying, he held no candles to Caroline. She was on her own here.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry.&#8221; Leo said running his finger over a crease on his breeches.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, getting struck by lightning just sort of happens, right?&#8221; Caroline said. If she only knew, Brandon thought to himself. If she only knew&#8230; &#8220;I mean, it&#8217;s sad but I think that getting struck by lightning is just&#8211;it&#8217;s your time, you know?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Er. I&#8211;I guess?&#8221; Leo said awkwardly staring at the arm of the sofa.</p>
<p>&#8220;Your father does&#8211;something for the king, doesn&#8217;t he?&#8221; Caroline asked cocking her head to the side.</p>
<p>&#8220;So does yours.&#8221; Leo said, eyes narrowed slightly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, aye. But Daddy does stuff for the king in <em>Reme</em>, not in Albion, I was just wondering if&#8211;if your father had said anything about Garth.&#8221; Caroline asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Who?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Cousin Milford&#8217;s younger brother.&#8221; Caroline told him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Nothing&#8230;&#8221; Leo looked hard at Caroline. &#8220;Why?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, I heard that the council wouldn&#8217;t want Adelina for Richard&#8217;s guardian because of Rance being near the Reman border.&#8221; Caroline said. Brandon frown slightly. Why would Caroline be listening to something like that? Caroline had less interest in politics than pretty much anyone else Brandon knew.</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8211;may be.&#8221; Leo sounded guarded. &#8220;So you&#8217;re hoping that they find him?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;If they don&#8217;t find him&#8211;doesn&#8217;t that mean that they would have to move Rance&#8217;s estate to&#8211;someone else?&#8221; Caroline pressed. Brandon&#8217;s eyes flew wide as he figured out what Caroline was asking a half moment too late to stop her from saying anything further.</p>
<p>&#8220;Wait&#8211;are you saying what I think you&#8217;re saying?&#8221; Horror crossed over Leo&#8217;s face. Unfortunately Caroline, being so shallow if she were a puddle you could cross it in stocking feet and not get your stockings wet, could hardly be deep enough to be saying something else.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not that I&#8217;m <em>hoping</em> they won&#8217;t find him, but if they don&#8217;t, somebody&#8217;s got to attend the estate, if the Rance&#8217;s can&#8217;t, then there are people who could.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I cannot believe, Caroline!&#8221; Leo gaped. &#8220;I know you want your father to be granted an estate, but to hope that your own kin lose theirs because your father <em>might</em> get it is repugnant.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;What is repugnant about practicality?&#8221; Caroline asked as Brandon mimed for her to stop.</p>
<p>&#8220;You wouldn&#8217;t know practicality if it bit you in the arse!&#8221; Leo&#8217;s tone rose sharply.</p>
<p>&#8220;Do not swear in front of me, sir!&#8221; Caroline gasped.</p>
<p>&#8220;That is the very least of the profanity I would like to use directed at you right now. What kind of self-centered bitch would even think that? Certainly not one I would <em>ever</em> care to marry.&#8221; Leo climbed to his feet staring down at Caroline.</p>
<p>&#8220;And no gentleman, and I do use that term quite loosely, I would care to marry would ever use that kind of language in front of a lady.&#8221; Caroline also rose.</p>
<p>&#8220;It certainly doesn&#8217;t matter. I wouldn&#8217;t marry you under any circumstances. Vivi was right about you.&#8221; Leo snarled at her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Of course, go hide behind the jealous convictions of your precious little Vivianne.&#8221; Caroline planted her hands on her hips and sneered.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why would Vivi be jealous of you? You&#8217;re stupid, rude, self-centered with a mind too shallow to drown a worm in.&#8221; Leo said, throwing his hands in the air and storming away. &#8220;My father will contact yours about dissolving the betrothal contract. Good day to you, Miss Fitz-Chivalry.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Good day to you!&#8221; Caroline called before dissolving into tears and throwing herself on the settee. &#8220;<em>MOTHER!</em>&#8221; Brandon stared at his sister then at the ajar parlor door.</p>
<p>&#8220;Brandon?&#8221; His father&#8217;s voice came from the study door, barely loud enough to hear over Caroline&#8217;s hysterical crying. He turned and walked into the study, shutting the door after him when his father mimed for him to do so.</p>
<p>&#8220;I am sorry, sir.&#8221; Brandon sank into the chair.</p>
<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t be. I could hear well enough that I could have interceded if I really thought that it would help anything.&#8221; Henry sighed and picked at the cuff of his shirt. &#8220;This thing has been falling apart for long enough that I was almost expecting this. Maybe if I move quickly I can repair relations with the Finessas, though I&#8217;m certain that your mother will want all contact with them cut off as of immediately.</p>
<p>&#8220;But&#8211;if we cut off all contact with them&#8211;won&#8217;t we be losing our chance at ever becoming ennobled?&#8221; Brandon asked. &#8220;With the close ties that the Finessas have to the crown?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Quite possibly. We do live in a monarchy and no matter how much we like to pretend to be above nepotism, it does still exist.&#8221; Henry steepled his fingers and stared at the ceiling for a long moment. &#8220;Your mother&#8211;I hate to put it this way&#8211;but your mother is Reman. And the only thing more important to a Reman than power&#8211;is revenge.&#8221; He sighed. &#8220;I have worked in the Reman court too long not to know that. Right now, to your mother, cutting ties to the Finessas for their supposed slight to Caroline will be far more important than whatever help being in good relations with the Finessas would put us in for eventually being ennobled.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;So&#8211;what do we do, sir?&#8221; Brandon asked with a wince to the particularly shrill pitch Caroline&#8217;s sobbing hit in the next room.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, truth to tell, this couldn&#8217;t have come at a worse time, I received a dispatch this morning, I&#8217;m going to have to go to the embassy in Reme for a month, six weeks maybe, to hopefully keep the Remans from poking too many sticks at Rance until Garth can be located or another suitable guardian instated.&#8221; Henry admitted with a sigh.</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8230; The Lord Wright has a very peculiar sense of humor, doesn&#8217;t he, sir?&#8221;</p>
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		<title>Good Lives Are Gold</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 08 Jan 2014 10:22:58 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Andavri]]></dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie I&#8217;m on my way back home now. Good lives are gold, like the oldest story. Will mine be told while I&#8217;m still young and horney? I know my role is to be a confusion. Set the clock back when I&#8217;m [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Promise that forever we will never get better at growing up and learning to lie I&#8217;m on my way back home now. Good lives are gold, like the oldest story. Will mine be told while I&#8217;m still young and horney? I know my role is to be a confusion. Set the clock back when I&#8217;m growing old</em></p>
<p>Hybel 2nd, 1513 &#8211; Finessa Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
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<p>Knowing it would be all too brief, but enjoying it all the more for the brevity, Firenze Finessa, known to most as &#8220;Squeak&#8221; pulled his wife a little closer to his side. It was a bright, sunny summer day, his younger three children were here, and they were expecting company in the form of old friends who&#8217;d be staying for a few days. If he thought about it that way he could almost forget all of the stress that came with why their company was coming, of what was happening here.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I should double check the linens.&#8221; Lianne murmured.</p>
<p>&#8220;The house keeper is quite competent, my love. Everything will be perfect.&#8221; He kissed her nose and she giggled like the girl of fourteen he had first met, not the woman of forty-one she was now.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s like you forget who is coming.&#8221; Lianne pouted slightly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Your cousin.&#8221; He pointed out blandly tapping her pouty lower lip. &#8220;It doesn&#8217;t have to be perfect, we&#8217;re excused on the grounds of being family.&#8221; Lianne smiled and shook her head but made no move to get up and check the linens&#8211;or on the dinner preparations or on the parlor maids, so Squeak figured that he had won the argument, though he wouldn&#8217;t say that to her, especially not when she levered herself up off the cushion and settled onto his lap.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Ugh.&#8221; The twins said at the same time as they did, sometimes. &#8220;You know,&#8221; Severus said turning toward Charlie.</p>
<p>&#8220;If we&#8217;re going to meet up with the lads at the pub, we should probably get going.&#8221; Charlie agreed.</p>
<p>&#8220;Boys, you&#8217;re not even going to be here when they arrive?&#8221; Lianne asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;We can get clucked over&#8211;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8211;And told how grown up we are&#8211;&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;And how handsome and like our father we look when we get back, because you know we will.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve practically got the speech memorized.&#8221; Charlie told her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, you boys are very handsome and it never hurts to be told so by a beautiful woman.&#8221; Lianne said, more as a way of extending the protest so they wouldn&#8217;t think she was agreeing than anything else.</p>
<p>&#8220;Family doesn&#8217;t count.&#8221; Charlie said after exchanging a look with Severus.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve been spending too much time with your brother.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;We&#8217;re twins, it was bound to happen.&#8221; Severus reminded her. Lianne just shook her head before nuzzling against Squeak&#8217;s neck. &#8220;Ugh.&#8221; The twins said again on their way out of the parlor.</p>
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<p>Vivi continued to sullenly plunk away at the upright ignoring her parents. He wasn&#8217;t sure if it was insistence that she practice the piano that had her glaring and sullen or something else. It was no secret that Vivi didn&#8217;t care for the piano&#8211;nor did the piano seem to particularly care for Vivi as it snuck a sour note into her song.</p>
<p>&#8220;Mum, dad, you might want to stop sucking face, the king is here.&#8221; Severus&#8217; impertinent comment accompanied another sour note from the piano.</p>
<p>&#8220;The King? Is that all I am? A hatrack for a crown?&#8221; Hector&#8217;s familiar voice came from the entry. &#8220;And what about your aunt?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Sorry, Uncle Hector.&#8221; Severus said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, you two look so grown up and handsome, aren&#8217;t the twins handsome, Hector?&#8221; Lynnette&#8217;s voice came a moment later. &#8220;You look more like your father every time I see you.&#8221; He could imagine that Lynnette was distributing kisses on the cheek and Hector shaking hands and giving hugs, the twins trying to pile toward the door and the flow of royalty pushing them back into the house.</p>
<p>&#8220;And I keep telling you, Lynnette, I&#8217;m not the best judge of handsome men. I&#8217;ll trust your judgment there.&#8221; Hector told his wife, as he did every time she asked him that.</p>
<p>&#8220;See you later, Mum! Dad!&#8221; Charlie called a moment before the door shut.</p>
<p>&#8220;They&#8217;re leaving?&#8221; Lynnette asked, sounding puzzled.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye, they made plans to meet a few of their mates at the pub. That&#8217;s teenagers for you.&#8221; Squeak said from the doorway to the parlor. &#8220;Your majesty.&#8221; He bowed lowly to his king who rolled his eyes. Hector&#8217;s hair had gone completely white over the past few years, but his face was still boyish and nearly unlined.</p>
<p>&#8220;Baron Finessa.&#8221; Hector inclined his head regally. &#8220;Oh, damn me, Squeak. It&#8217;s good to see you. Even if the circumstances are pretty lousy.&#8221; He didn&#8217;t get a chance to say anything more about the circumstances, even if he were inclined to as his wife and Squeak saw each other and suddenly the small entry was filled with the sounds of bird-like chatter.</p>
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<p>&#8220;You would swear that those two hadn&#8217;t seen each other in years, when I will swear to you, I saw they together just last week.&#8221; Hector commented shaking his head before extending his arms toward Squeak. After hugging and back pounding and general good-to-see-you comments, both Squeak and Lianne&#8217;s attention was turned to the other occupant of the hall.</p>
<p>Nathaniel had been much blonder as a child, however, he had apparently grown into the Pendragon copper. Though Squeak wasn&#8217;t a lot better at truly judging how handsome a man was than Hector was, but Nathaniel had no obvious flaws of face except a scar on one cheek. Squeak wasn&#8217;t sure which of the innumerable accidents had caused said scar. The boy had spent years trying to grow into those long legs and arms and was only very recently managing to catch up to them.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Nathaniel. Oh, it is so good to see you! I wish the circumstances had been happier, it&#8217;s been so long.&#8221; Lianne drew the young prince in for a long hug. &#8220;You look so grown up and handsome. Doesn&#8217;t he look handsome, Squeak?&#8221; Squeak choked back a laugh that he didn&#8217;t want to explain. He had no idea if his wife and Lianne did that on purpose, or if their thoughts just ran along the same line, but they did <em>always</em> say that when they were confronted with one of the other&#8217;s children, at least the boys, the girls were &#8220;lovely&#8221; rather than &#8220;handsome&#8221; most of the time.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is it just Nathaniel then?&#8221; Lianne asked, drawing back.</p>
<p>&#8220;Clarys may be coming with Matilda, if they make it, but her cat was <em>just</em> starting to birth a litter when we were leaving. We couldn&#8217;t ask her to leave the cat.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;More Father crumpled when confronted with Clarys&#8217; teary eyes.&#8221; Nathaniel murmured.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, aye.&#8221; Hector coughed into his hand.</p>
<p>&#8220;And Sebastien&#8211;well, he&#8217;s going through a sensitive phase, I didn&#8217;t know that exposing him to so many grieving people would be good for him.&#8221; Lynnette finished. Squeak quirked an eyebrow at Hector, who shook his head just slightly. They&#8217;d talk about it later, he imagined.</p>
<p>Vivi&#8217;s playing from the parlor suddenly wandered terribly off key as if to remind them that she was there.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is that Vivi?&#8221; Lynnette asked. Squeak and Lianne both nodded.</p>
<p>&#8220;So I&#8217;m guessing Piano Virtuoso is not Vivi&#8217;s chosen career path?&#8221; Hector asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hector, honestly.&#8221; The queen frowned sourly at her husband. &#8220;Be nice.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi, honey?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;What, mother?&#8221; Vivi called back, still poking at the piano. Hector mouthed &#8220;mother?&#8221; and it was Squeak&#8217;s turn to shake his head to indicate they&#8217;d talk about it later.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aren&#8217;t you going to come say hello?&#8221; Lianne asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Fine.&#8221; Her song&#8211;such as it was&#8211;came to a sudden jarring halt.</p>
<p>&#8220;Though, I don&#8217;t suppose we have to keep you out here in the entry.&#8221; Lianne said, coloring slightly. &#8220;There&#8217;s really no reason for it.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;No beautiful chambermaids you want to keep an old lech away from working on the cobwebs in the corners?&#8221; Hector asked so solemnly you&#8217;d almost think he was serious, except the sparkle in his green eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hector.&#8221; Lynnette poked her husband with an elbow as they all piled toward the door. Vivi had come about half across the parlor only to stop short when she saw Nathaniel behind Squeak and Hector. Her eyes narrowed slightly.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, Nathaniel,&#8221; Lianne said, &#8220;I don&#8217;t suppose you even really remember our daughter, Vivianne.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8211;remember her as well as can be expected.&#8221; He dropped his lashes to hide his blue eyes for a moment. Vivi&#8217;s expression remained unchanging.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Vivi, this is Prince Nathaniel Pendragon, Nathaniel, this is our daughter Lady Vivianne Finessa.&#8221; Lianne introduced formally. Nathaniel extended his hand to Vivi as if expecting to shake, then seemed to remember that this was a lady and one usually kissed the hand of ladies. Vivi, her lips tightening slightly, extended her hand for a shake. Nathaniel&#8217;s cheek flushed slightly and he took a half-step back before speaking.</p>
<p>&#8220;A pleasure to remake your acquaintance, Lady Vivianne.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I guess you can call me Vivi.&#8221; She seemed to dismiss him with that as she turned to her mother. &#8220;Mother, now that I&#8217;m finished with my piano practice, I have a book I&#8217;d like to finish so that I can return it to the library tomorrow.&#8221; She said.</p>
<p>Lianne looked at Squeak who shrugged. &#8220;All right, Vivi. Well, come in, everyone, make yourself comfortable.&#8221; She gestured around at the parlor.</p>
<p>Nathaniel took the chair that faced the fireplace, Lianne and Lynnette sitting down next to each other on the settee. Vivi walked out, without even a glance at Nathaniel. That had gone well.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, how about a drink,&#8221; Squeak offered Hector by way of excusing them from the parlor. Hector nodded.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, don&#8217;t get drunk. I remember all to well when that happened.&#8221; Lianne said primly. Lynnette nodded in agreement. Hector chuckled as they walked out of the parlor, into the hall and into Squeak&#8217;s study.</p>
<p>Hector paused in the doorway, looking around. &#8220;How is it that your wife never notices your paranoia? It never fails to amaze me.&#8221; He said upon closing the door.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Whatever do you mean?&#8221; Squeak asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Do you really think that I haven&#8217;t noticed that, while they are an excellent example of Sminese paper panels, that there are only two windows and they&#8217;re both up there?&#8221; Hector jerked his chin at the windows above the fireplace and the bookshelf nook. Squeak shrugged and snagged a bottle of wine at random from below the bar before uncorking it and pouring a couple of glasses.</p>
<p>&#8220;Or how bout the fact that there is no seat in this room that doesn&#8217;t have something behind it?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Paranoia keeps me alive, Hector.&#8221; Squeak shrugged.</p>
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<p>&#8220;But in your own home, in your study?&#8221; Hector sank into one of the chairs by the fireplace and Squeak joined him, leaving the wine where it was, it was really only there for verisimilitude, they were working and only the sloppy drank while they worked.</p>
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<p>&#8220;If you&#8217;re going to insist on sending me to live in dens of snakes, I&#8217;m going to probably continue to be paranoid.&#8221; Squeak told him bluntly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is it that bad here?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I felt more comfortable when you sent me into Tower Prison as a prisoner to get to the bottom of that mess with Patron Cassidy.&#8221; Squeak said bluntly. &#8220;Jayson of Carico would slit his own mother&#8217;s throat if it served his purpose.&#8221;</p>
<p>Hector&#8217;s eyes narrowed slightly. &#8220;Anything I can use?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Unfortunately no. Hearsay, guesses, rumors, the fucker is damnably good at covering his tracks.&#8221; Squeak shook his head.</p>
<p>&#8220;So this thing with Rance?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, you know that brothel I told you about?&#8221; Squeak asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;The one they populate with slaves who probably aren&#8217;t as old as they&#8217;re purported to be and they call them after animals or something?&#8221; Hector asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;There&#8217;s no probably about it. I&#8217;ve been there, once, Hector. The average age of someone working there is somewhere between my Vivi and the twins. But they have kids as young as five or six working upstairs.&#8221; Hector stared at Squeak for a long moment.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Surely you jest, Cousin.&#8221; Hector said almost pleadingly.</p>
<p>&#8220;I wouldn&#8217;t joke about something like that.&#8221; Squeak reminded him.</p>
<p>&#8220;I was afraid you were going to say something like that. Though I&#8217;m not sure joking about something like that is that much better than saying it in seriousness.&#8221; Hector passed a hand in front of his eyes. &#8220;Continue, obviously this has something to do with Rance.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;He went there. I was actually at the tavern across the street watching Carico&#8217;s steward, who also frequents the place. Are you sure we can&#8217;t do anything about that place?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;If I dared.&#8221; Hector sighed. &#8220;But with the new lord of Rance being a twelve year old boy, who I&#8217;m told they&#8217;re having trouble finding a guardian for the estate.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Doesn&#8217;t he have a mother?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Who is Reman-born, with family close to the border. The Remans are still none to happy about the fact that we are both currently sitting in Albion and not in Reme.&#8221; Hector sighed. &#8220;And with Rance being close to the border, there are advisors who truly think that if I let Adelina Rance guardian her own son, I might as well gift Rance to the Remans, they&#8217;d come in that quick.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;And he has no relatives who aren&#8217;t Reman?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Rance has a brother&#8211;somewhere&#8211;but no one knows where he is. He&#8217;s been in the wind since graduating from Camford two years ago. He might have gone into Reme, he might have gone into Glasonland, he might still be in Albion under another name, he might be in Smina for all I know.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Hmmm, much younger brother?&#8221; Squeak asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Apparently, Rance was older than you and his brother would be twenty-four or so.&#8221; Hector shrugged. &#8220;Why?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Just thinking about where he liked to spend his spare time. And&#8211;I&#8217;ve heard that he likes to break them.&#8221; Squeak told his king with a sour taste in his mouth.</p>
<p>&#8220;Wright. I hope it&#8217;s just a fight over money, I don&#8217;t know if I can handle knowing a man I saw on a regular basis raped his own baby brother.&#8221; Hector passed a hand over his eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not sure that I think that raping someone else&#8217;s baby brother is any better, Hector.&#8221; Squeak pointed out. Hector sighed and bowed his head.</p>
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<p>&#8220;As an answer to your question, the last thing I need to do is start prodding across the border right now. Is Henry black or white?&#8221; Hector asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;White as a bloody lily, cousin.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re sure?&#8221; Squeak looked at Hector flatly.</p>
<p>&#8220;If the whole thing doesn&#8217;t implode, which it admittedly might, I&#8217;m marrying my heir off to Henry&#8217;s eldest. Plus the rest of my kids are tight with two of his. I know him pretty well. He doesn&#8217;t have a devious bone in his body. I wouldn&#8217;t have thought that a good-hearted, kind, hardworking man could make it as a diplomat, but I&#8217;ve heard <em>nothing</em> but good things about him. His wife has the personality of a cow-demon, but he&#8217;s white as snow.&#8221; Squeak told him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Then if I slipped into a dispatch or two to let something like that fall in appropriate ears, he&#8217;d do it?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s got an eight year old daughter,&#8221; Squeak sighed. &#8220;Most fathers would.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Rance?&#8221; Hector asked.</p>
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<p>&#8220;And Cox&#8211;and I&#8217;m sure more of those bloody bastards who frequent the place.&#8221; Squeak told him. Hector nodded with a sigh. &#8220;And that&#8217;s not even touching Jayson.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh&#8211;no. Okay, what about Jayson?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve heard rumors, just rumors, mind, that Rance&#8217;s death might not have been an accidental lightning strike.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-51-53-10.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-818" alt="Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-51-53-10" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-51-53-10.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;You fill me with dread&#8211;say on.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;The official story is Rance was struck by lightning while riding. But his horse is fine. So he wasn&#8217;t on his horse when he was struck. He had guards in the park with him. But they were not by his side when he was struck. They didn&#8217;t get to where he was until he was already dead and I talked to one of the nuns from the hospital. Rance would have still been alive for probably five-ten minutes after he was struck. So his guards were, say ten minutes away. Why do you take guards with you and then go off on your own?&#8221; Squeak asked. Hector just watched him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Plus, again, according to the official story, the lightning startled the horse of Lady Elizabet, Carico&#8217;s daughter, and she was thrown. So why did Elizabet&#8217;s horse spook and not Rance&#8217;s horse who was, I&#8217;m told, calmly grazing nearby his body. And&#8211;this is hearsay because I haven&#8217;t seen the girl or the body, but I&#8217;m told, it looks more like Elizabet got in a fight, bruises where they&#8217;d be if someone hit you not where you&#8217;d get them if you were thrown. And Rance&#8217;s nose was broken and he looked kinda worked over himself. And nobody&#8217;s saying he was thrown.&#8221;</p>
<p>Hector steepled his fingers and looked into the middle distance for a minute. &#8220;Would Elizabet fight if someone attacked her?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Elizabet would punch out St. Robert if she had reason to. Someone attacking you sounds like reason to me.&#8221; Squeak told him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is there any chance Rance could have come up with the harebrained scheme to attack Elizabet on her own?&#8221; Hector asked in a pained tone.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-50-45-66.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-819" alt="Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-50-45-66" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-50-45-66.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Think about what you know about Jayson of Carico, then ask yourself would you want to be the one who raped his daughter?&#8221; Squeak drew his mouth into a hard line.</p>
<p>&#8220;Fuck. Me.&#8221; Hector said pounding his forehead with a fist. &#8220;Do you have any good news for me? Any at all?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>&#8220;So, did you solve all the world&#8217;s problems?&#8221; Lynnette asked as they sat down to dinner later.</p>
<p>&#8220;Nah, just drank and shot the breeze, mostly.&#8221; Squeak told her. &#8220;What are you looking at, Hector?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;This book&#8211;what&#8217;s it doing in a display case?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m told that my ancestors brought it out from Underhill. I have no idea whether it&#8217;s true or not, after all, being sales people is kinda in the blood and we tend to exaggerate for effect, but that&#8217;s what I&#8217;m told.&#8221; Squeak told him.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-54-56-88.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-820" alt="Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-54-56-88" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-54-56-88.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;So why is it in a display case?&#8221; Hector repeated as he took a seat at the table.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, I just thought it was the custom of the land to keep odd things on display. After all, our neighbor keeps a dead relative as a paperweight in his study.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I think it&#8217;s a bookend, daddy.&#8221; Vivi disagreed.</p>
<p>&#8220;What? Either way, how do you even keep a dead relative as either!&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-55-05-17.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-821" alt="Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-55-05-17" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-55-05-17.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;There&#8217;s a funerary jar&#8211;with ashes in it&#8211;on the console in the baron&#8217;s study.&#8221; Lianne told him. &#8220;There are all sorts of rumors, but the most persistent one is that one of his uncles sided with the Remans when the Baron&#8217;s father was trying to retake River Sulis, he was killed in the battle and because he was considered a traitor, he was not buried in the family crypt. And that is&#8211;supposedly&#8211;the ashes that Baron Jayson keeps in his study.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Has anyone ever asked him about it?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Of course. He just looks at you and asks if he really seems the sort of man who would keep a dead uncle&#8217;s ashes in his study and use it as a bookend.&#8221; Squeak admitted. &#8220;Then he just changes the subject.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Does he seem like the sort of man who would keep a dead uncle&#8217;s ashes and use them as a book end?&#8221; Nathaniel asked. Squeak and Lianne looked at each other for a long moment.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-55-57-09.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-822" alt="Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-55-57-09" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/01/Sims2EP9-2014-01-08-00-55-57-09.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; Vivi put in finally. &#8220;Yes, yes, he does.&#8221;</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Love you so much. Can&#8217;t count all the ways, I&#8217;d die for you girl. And all they can say is &#8220;He&#8217;s not your kind.&#8221; Seryl 10th, 1513 &#8211; Carico Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion &#8220;Vivi?&#8221; The only response to his inquiry was his sister slamming the library door. Severus sighed. He was beginning to think [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Love you so much. Can&#8217;t count all the ways, I&#8217;d die for you girl. And all they can say is &#8220;He&#8217;s not your kind.&#8221;</em></p>
<p>Seryl 10th, 1513 &#8211; Carico Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi?&#8221; The only response to his inquiry was his sister slamming the library door. Severus sighed. He was beginning to think there was something seriously wrong with Vivi. Most of the time she was her usual smart, funny self&#8211;until their brother sent a letter, then she turned into this raging ball of angst and moped and pouted for days on end. No door was ever safe when she was in this mood. And being around the FitzChivalrys, or rather around Caroline, exacerbated it to almost dangerous levels.</p>
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<p>He glanced at the library door then sighed. His twin had a theory about what was happening and Severus didn&#8217;t like it. He and Leo weren&#8217;t that close, but there was something dangerously wrong with his sister and his eldest brother. But short of dragging Leo out into the gardens and beating him senseless, which he didn&#8217;t want to explain to his mother, he didn&#8217;t any way to solve that. Vivi wouldn&#8217;t talk about. Doubly so if Charlie were right. Unfortunately, the only person she&#8217;d probably talk about it with was the one that might have been the root of the problem.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-24-50-96.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-705" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-24-50-96" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-24-50-96.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>So he moved in the opposite direction, onto the balcony. Maybe there was some other problem that he could solve. At least one that involved him personally.</p>
<p>Leo and Caroline were looking at each other as if they were both biting their tongues wanting&#8211;but not wanting&#8211;to blame each other for Vivi&#8217;s leaving. In Severus&#8217; estimation they probably both were.</p>
<p>&#8220;So, Vivi cleared out of here pretty fast.&#8221; Severus commented to the person he was actually on the balcony to find. Marianne turned so fast that her plait swung almost around to strike her in the shoulder.</p>
<p>&#8220;Y-yeah.&#8221; She dropped her eyes and stared at her hands before shooting a look at Leo and an almost glare at Caroline. But her eyes came back to his face after a short moment and an almost smile hovered at the corner of her lips.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-26-18-88.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-706" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-26-18-88" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-26-18-88.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Need to warn the baroness of the approaching Reman army?&#8221; He joked. She shook her head.</p>
<p>&#8220;Said that the air had turned rancid.&#8221; Marianne murmured.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, please. You don&#8217;t need to dredge up&#8211;muck, Marianne.&#8221; Caroline huffed and stood up from the bench.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-27-14-23.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-708" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-27-14-23" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-27-14-23.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;I <em>asked</em>, Miss FitzChivalry.&#8221; Severus remind her. Lord Wright Almighty, what did she do with her brain? She could store three months worth of scandals and gossip in there, but conveniently forgot when she caused anything worth gossiping about. She also forgot other things when forgetting served her purpose. Like the fact that the lady she was emulating in her costume was best remembered for being the member of the nobility who got there by getting knocked up before her wedding.</p>
<p>&#8220;I should probably go talk to Vivi.&#8221; Leo muttered toward his boots as Caroline huffed.</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8230;If she&#8217;s still here.&#8221; Severus told him. Leo looked at him sharply. &#8220;Given the look on her face when she walked past me in the library, she very well may be half-way home by now. Maybe you should let her cool down first.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;If she&#8217;s that annoyed that she&#8217;d leave early, it&#8217;s all the more reason for me to go talk to her.&#8221; Leo bowed to Caroline and nodded at Marianne.</p>
<p>&#8220;We should probably get back to the party, I&#8217;m sure that Mother won&#8217;t like it if we come back soaked in perspiration.&#8221; Caroline linked her arm with her sister&#8217;s and half dragged her off toward the door. Severus shook his head and trailed after. Along the way, as she apparently had forgotten that Severus was right behind them, Caroline murmured a litany of things that Marianne had done wrong as a chaperone. If she had just suggested that Vivianne go with Elizabet back to the dancing then Leo wouldn&#8217;t have spent so much time paying attention to his sister.</p>
<p>If Marianne had just come up with a topic of conversation that didn&#8217;t have controversy attached to it, then Caroline never would have had to point out that Benoit had all the brains of a stone statue or that their father didn&#8217;t have the best costume at the party.</p>
<p>Or you could just bit your tongue for once. Severus thought sharply at the back of her head as the litany tapered off sharply off. As Caroline explained, it wouldn&#8217;t do to give a litany of flaws that Marianne possessed in front of all of the young men in the card room. After all, their father <em>did</em> still need to find a her a husband. That was proving difficult enough even without them knowing all of Marianne&#8217;s flaws.</p>
<p><em>I&#8217;d imagine so</em>, he thought. <em>When you have a shrew with the all the faults of a cow demon and none of the virtues of &#8216;em for a mother and a catty bitch-in-training for a sister, it probably would scare off a few of the fainter-hearted. Oh well, if they&#8217;re that stupid, not my fault. Less competition. </em></p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-28-45-49.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-707" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-28-45-49" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-28-45-49.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, Leo felt that he needed to check up on his sister, I gather she was in a bit of ill-humor.&#8221; Caroline said taking  her seat on the end of the settee, having dropped her sister&#8217;s arm and hurried a few steps ahead to proceed Marianne into the card room.</p>
<p>&#8220;I hope it&#8217;s not serious.&#8221; Nadine murmured, looking concerned. &#8220;She <em>did</em> seem a bit pale and out of sorts when she left the card room.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, ill-humor if you consider temper a humor.&#8221; Caroline huffed and raised her shoulder in a shrug. &#8220;So what did I miss?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, you know, Caroline, the light goes out of the room when you leave it.&#8221; Audrina smirked. &#8220;What could possibly happen without you around to witness it.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Other than Lord Joshua was in here for a while playing billiards with that handsome friend of his.&#8221; Babette told her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Which friend?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;The <em>scholarship boy</em>. <em>As </em>I was telling Babette while you were gone. I don&#8217;t care how nice his rear looks in that leather tunic, he&#8217;s still a scholarship boy. You can scrub them up, but you can&#8217;t clean them up.&#8221; Audrina said. <em>&#8230;And Charlie sorta </em>likes<em> her. If I didn&#8217;t know my twin better, I would swear it has more to do with the size of the dowry Earl Ravenway is offering for his daughter. It&#8217;s like &#8220;liking&#8221; a shark. Aye, they look impressive from across the way, but I wouldn&#8217;t want to marry one.<br />
</em></p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-30-04-59.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-709" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-30-04-59" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-30-04-59.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;What?&#8221; Speaking of Severus&#8217; twin, Charlie looked up from his cards when Severus dropped into the empty seat at one of the card tables where Charlie had been fleecing people most of the evening.</p>
<p>&#8220;There is no crime in looking.&#8221; Babette huffed from across the room.</p>
<p>&#8220;You know all those bizarre theories that our baby sister has for&#8211;certain people?&#8221; Severus asked. Charlie nodded. &#8221; I know where she gets them.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll have to explain that one to me&#8211;later. So you wanna contribute to my fund here? I think I might be able to buy a new horse before the night is out.&#8221; Charlie ran his fingers over the stack of chips.</p>
<p>&#8220;Only if you want to cover my drinks at the pub.&#8221; Severus batted his lashes at his brother.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, but where&#8217;s the fun in that?&#8221; Charlie sighed. &#8220;Besides, how shall I afford it and the new horse?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Fleece more idiots like us?&#8221; Severus asked tossing a stack of coins onto the table and gesturing for some chips.</p>
<p>When Edouard was too drunk to hold his cards steady and Constantin had excused himself to go find Jeremie so they could pour Edouard into a carriage to get him back home, Severus also excused himself as well. He figured he should probably check on when they were expected home. Not that he thought he and Charlie would stay any past the end of the party or that they would go out after it. But he didn&#8217;t know if his mother expected them to escort their parents home or if whenever they got there was good enough.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-32-49-07.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-710" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-32-49-07" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-06-22-32-49-07.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>But apparently the ball room had emptied entirely, as he should have known. His father&#8211;and all the other fathers&#8211;were probably outside smoking and talking. The ladies&#8211;well, by this point those still mostly sober were probably helping to pour their less sober friends into carriages just like Dell was helping Jeremie do for his brother.</p>
<p>Well, not quite entirely. Standing at the far end of the room, blonde plait with the caul slipping just slightly to the side contrasting against the teal and gold silk dress.</p>
<p>He&#8217;d been standing not far from this spot earlier in the evening, when the ballroom was more full than not, when his father had called him over. The musicians above in the gallery had just struck up a slow song and around him, couples drawn to each other to ask for a dance.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-43-18-912.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-711" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-43-18-91" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-43-18-912.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>She&#8217;d been sitting in the chair not far from where she was standing now, hands folded in her lap, eyes more on them than anywhere in the room.</p>
<p>&#8220;Severus, go ask Miss Marianne to dance.&#8221; For a man whose whole career was focused around beating around the bush, he didn&#8217;t have any patience for it when dealing with his kids.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221; Severus had asked, though there was a puppy dog eager twitch in his feet that had wanted to immediately trot over there, even without looking for where Lord and Lady Henry were. He knew that with Leo&#8217;s and Caroline being promised to each other, there really wasn&#8217;t any reason for him to look at Marianne. That and she was his sister&#8217;s friend. But there was something about the way she had looked, the very first time that he had met her&#8211;at one of his mother&#8217;s garden parties&#8211;the year that they&#8217;d first moved to River Sulis.</p>
<p>She&#8217;d been&#8211;oh&#8211;ten or eleven, wearing a soft rose and white striped dress, twisting her hands just like she was doing now, standing shyly at the edge of the hedgemaze. And something in him had decided right then, without any consultation, that he wanted to marry her. He hadn&#8217;t&#8211;at the time&#8211;even known her name. A lot of things had changed in those four years&#8211;but the way he always found himself looking at her&#8211;that hadn&#8217;t changed at all.</p>
<p>But he couldn&#8217;t tell his father that, not even when his father started talking about a marriage between Leo and Caroline. How do you say that. <em>No, dad, you can&#8217;t marry Leo off to Caroline. I decided at a garden party I was going to marry her sister.</em> Yeah, that&#8217;d have gone well.</p>
<p>&#8220;Because she keeps looking at the dance floor with a wistful expression that says clearer than words that she&#8217;d like to dance&#8211;and obviously no one has asked her.&#8221; That twitched at something inside of  Severus, that was both good and bad. If she had a suitor&#8211;then he&#8217;d have some reason to move on&#8211;but he would admit to being very glad that he had no competition. If Leo and Caroline would just implode like they were threatening to&#8230;</p>
<p>&#8230; Maybe?</p>
<p>&#8220;But why me?&#8221; Severus had asked as his heart declared him a traitor.</p>
<p>&#8220;Because you&#8217;re a gentleman and a Ferreira&#8211;and the only time we leave a lady in distress is when attempting to rescue her will cause her more distress&#8211;and besides, you&#8217;re the only one in the room that I can order to go do it. Now go.&#8221;</p>
<p>He&#8217;d sidled past the couples between him and Marianne and slipped into one of the chairs to her side.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-56-35-541.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-712" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-56-35-54" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-56-35-541.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;My father seems to be under the impression you&#8217;d like to dance.&#8221; He had placed his elbow on the arm of the chair and batted his lashes at her when she looked at him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Your father is asking me to dance?&#8221; She&#8217;d looked at him bewildered before peering past him to where his father was dancing with his mother.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-54-12-242.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-713" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-54-12-24" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-22-54-12-242.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;No! No. He&#8211;he wanted <em>me</em> to ask <em>you </em>to dance. I mean if you wanted to.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh&#8211;I&#8211;well.&#8221; Her eyes flickered down to her hands. &#8220;The floor is pretty crowded&#8211;except over there.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Aye, but if we go over there, we&#8217;ll have to see Captain Cox&#8217;s tunic up close, I see your dilemma.&#8221; Severus had joked to keep his shoulders from drooping dejectedly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, don&#8217;t&#8211;don&#8217;t think that I don&#8217;t want to dance with you, Severus. Please. May&#8211;maybe at another dance&#8211;one not so&#8211;you know&#8211;crowded.&#8221; Her eyes, always a brilliant unclouded teal pleaded with him to understand.</p>
<p>So later he had agreed, then retreated after a long moment, to the card room where he hadn&#8217;t had to worry about the next dance and if there were to be one. But the musicians had already packed it in for the night apparently as the gallery was empty. Still his heart was pounding a beat of its own.</p>
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<p>&#8220;You know, Miss Marianne.&#8221; He almost swallowed his own tongue when she turned to look at him. &#8220;You still owe me a dance.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I-I do&#8211;don&#8217;t I? But&#8211;&#8221; She glanced up at the empty gallery.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s always going to be something then, isn&#8217;t it?&#8221; Severus sighed, hoping to keep the tone jocular. Maybe it was all for the better, the way his palms were sweating.</p>
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<p>&#8220;No. If&#8211;if you don&#8217;t mind the lack of music, I&#8211;I don&#8217;t mind it.&#8221; She admitted toward her hands. He extended one cold clammy hand to her and she took it. The other he settled at her waist before beginning the first steps. But even with only the sounds of their dance steps echoing off the dark marble and up through the empty ballroom for accompaniment, it was better than he could have imagined any professional musician could have played it.</p>
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<p>It was allowed to just be, a spin here&#8230;</p>
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<p>&#8230;faster here, slower there&#8230;</p>
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<p>&#8230; until reality reasserted itself and he brought her with one final twirl to a stop.</p>
<p>&#8220;Thank you, Mr. Severus.&#8221; Marianne giggled as he brought her hand to his lips as the stepped apart.</p>
<p>&#8220;Wait, one last thing.&#8221; Severus said, the words out of his mouth before he even could think about them. She turned back toward him from where they had started to drift apart. He caught her hand, turning her around in one last twirl.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[It&#8217;s easier to lie to me than to yourself. Forget about your friends, you know they&#8217;re going to say we&#8217;re bad for each other, but we ain&#8217;t good for anyone else. Seryl 10th, 1513 &#8211; Carico Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion &#8220;You should go over and talk to him, Caroline.&#8221; Marianne&#8217;s cousin, Babette said from [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>It&#8217;s easier to lie to me than to yourself. Forget about your friends, you know they&#8217;re going to say we&#8217;re bad for each other, but we ain&#8217;t good for anyone else.</em></p>
<p>Seryl 10th, 1513 &#8211; Carico Estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
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<p>&#8220;You should go over and talk to him, Caroline.&#8221; Marianne&#8217;s cousin, Babette said from her place on one of the settees in the lounge.</p>
<p>&#8220;It doesn&#8217;t do for a <em>lady</em> to be so bold, Babette.&#8221; Caroline demurred, fluffing her hair like a ninny. &#8220;Besides, it&#8217;s just plain rude to interrupt.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;She&#8217;s afraid Leo&#8217;s more interested in the card game than in her.&#8221; Audrina snickered. Caroline sighed and tossed her hair again. Ugh. Vivi squared her shoulders under her dress and tried to keep her hands from balling into fists. Right now it was taking every ounce of deportment and the fact that no one (except maybe Marianne) would thank her for turning around and slamming her fist square into Caroline&#8217;s face to keep from doing exactly that.</p>
<p>Did the girl <em>ever</em> use her brain? Did she have one? Maybe it just dribbled out her ears onto her pillow and spiders had taken up residence in there instead. Nah, Caroline was probably too poisonous for even a spider to survive living in.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I am <em>not</em>.&#8221; Caroline said. &#8220;He was quite attentive when we were dancing.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;She means he was talking to her while everyone else was dancing.&#8221; Audrina mock-whispered across Caroline to Babette and Nadine.</p>
<p>&#8220;Because dancing with my <em>younger</em> cousin is <em>so</em> much better than talking with ones almost betrothed.&#8221; Caroline smirked.</p>
<p>&#8220;And just what is wrong with my brother?&#8221; Babette asked tossing her hair haughtily.</p>
<p>&#8220;<em>Nothing</em>.&#8221; Caroline told her. &#8220;He&#8217;s just younger than Audrina is and I think the only reason that she danced with <em>him</em> is because every other lad in attendance knows to stay far, <em>far</em> away from her. Audrina <em>does</em> have a bit of a&#8230; shall we say&#8230; reputation?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Just because mother and father would prefer <em>I</em> chose my own spouse instead of auctioning me off to the highest bidder does <em>not</em> give me a reputation. How&#8217;m I supposed to know which boy I want to marry if I don&#8217;t do a bit of flirting with all the options?&#8221; Audrina sneered back. Maybe their brains had been &#8220;borrowed&#8221; by the cow demons and used to play a rather vigorous game of croquet and been returned damaged.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Vivianne?&#8221; Marianne whispered. &#8220;Are you alright? You&#8217;re awful pale.&#8221; Vivi noticed that her brothers, all three of them were craning their attention toward where the two of them stood.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m fine. I just&#8211;it&#8217;s probably just the wig.&#8221; Marianne didn&#8217;t look convinced&#8211;for that matter, neither did her brothers.</p>
<p>The door to the cardroom opened, letting in overly warm, overly perfumed air from the ballroom.</p>
<p>&#8220;C&#8217;mon, let&#8217;s sit and get a game in before my mother can arrange me another dance.&#8221; Elizabet grinned at her best friends. &#8220;You too, Ri.&#8221; She added when Marianne hesitated.</p>
<p>&#8220;Marianne, don&#8217;t you dare, a lady doesn&#8217;t play poker.&#8221; Caroline called from her couch.</p>
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<p>&#8220;My mother plays poker. My grandmother, Sophie, who I&#8217;m pretty sure was considered the epitome of &#8220;a lady&#8221; in her day was the one who taught me to play poker.&#8221; Elizabet dismissed with a wave. &#8220;A lady, I guess, is not supposed to take shits either, must be why you&#8217;re so full of it, Caroline.&#8221; Caroline&#8217;s startled gasp was almost drowned in the masculine laughter. Marianne hurried to one of the chairs at the card table, with Severus dropping into the fourth chair a moment later when Ansem excused himself from their poker game to go find a drink.</p>
<p>&#8220;You are so coarse, Elizabet.&#8221; Caroline sniffed when the laughter had died down. &#8220;You&#8217;re a young lady now, not a child. One of these days you&#8217;re just going to have to grow up and stop wasting those deportment lessons that your parents are paying for.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Caroline, let me tell you something that your mother won&#8217;t. There is a lot more to being a lady than following &#8216;the rules&#8217;.&#8221; Elizabet looked over at Caroline, holding her gaze for a long moment. &#8220;A true lady doesn&#8217;t need to pretend to be something she&#8217;s not. And someone who spends all their time pretending, rather than being themselves is an actress not a lady.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Wow, that almost sounded wise, Elizabet.&#8221; Severus commented breaking the silence that had followed Elizabet&#8217;s words.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, I&#8217;m only twelve, almost wise is about the best I can do. Your deal, Ri.&#8221; Elizabet flicked a strand of black hair out of her face. Severus chuckled. Marianne hesitated for a second before picking up the deck of cards and dealing out the cards.</p>
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<p>&#8220;So, how&#8217;s it going in there?&#8221; Vivi asked, jerking her chin toward the ballroom.</p>
<p>&#8220;I now know how a prize side of beef feels.&#8221; Elizabet said. Vivi shrugged, Marianne stared at the table, picking at a piece of fluff that had built up on the felt. At Vivi&#8217;s own debut, her mother had already broached the subject of marrying Vivi off to Prince Nathaniel. He had been supposed to attend, but had caught some sort of flux or something and had not been able to make it. Still, it had spared Vivi the indignity of having to be passed from prospective husband to prospective husband via dance after dance.</p>
<p>She&#8217;d only had to dance the dances she felt like dancing and chatted with only the people she felt like chatting with&#8211;and with the few people that she couldn&#8217;t really avoid having some conversation with.</p>
<p>Marianne had probably had it the worst. Neither she nor Elizabet had been invited to the party, Elizabet had only been nine and a fairly rambunctious nine at that. Vivi had been eleven, only three or so months from the mythical twelve, but Lady Katherine was a quibbler over things like that. In fact, Vivi and Elizabet had had a sleepover and gotten wired on fizzy pop and cake and according to Elizabet&#8217;s nurse, had to be more or less peeled off the ceiling that night.</p>
<p>But from what little Vivi knew about Marianne&#8217;s party, she&#8217;d had a relatively empty dance card&#8211;but not by choice. More, she gathered, because there just hadn&#8217;t been too many people that interested in dancing with the second daughter of a man who was perilously close to losing noble status.</p>
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<p>And Vivi knew it bothered her. Lord Henry, so far as anyone knew, hadn&#8217;t entertained many offers for Marianne. Which sucked because  Marianne&#8211;of all of them&#8211;was the one most deserving of being chased. <em>Wish I could trade her my quasi-betrothal to the prince.</em> Vivi thought glumly. She had met Nathaniel once&#8211;so many years ago she barely remembered him as anything but tall and blonde. She didn&#8217;t know what he was like or what he looked like. He wrote her a couple of letters a year, probably because the queen told him he had to.</p>
<p>She was starting to think that he was avoiding her. Every time she&#8217;d gone to court with her mother, he wasn&#8217;t <em>at</em> court. Every time he was supposed to come to see her, something happened, fire, flood, rioting in the streets. He&#8217;d broken two bones, come down with any number of communicable diseases, either he was the most hapless prince in memory&#8211;or he was no more keen on the idea than she was.</p>
<p>But if he would just meet her, they&#8217;d either hit it off (ha) or they&#8217;d know they didn&#8217;t want to get married to each other and they could start looking other places. Vivi&#8217;s father <em>insisted</em> that she would not be forced to marry someone that she couldn&#8217;t stand. No matter what that meant giving up. But he equally insisted that they couldn&#8217;t decide that without meeting each other as young adults.</p>
<p>Leo had met him at Camford and told her that he really thought that she would like Nathaniel. But then again, he really thought that he could tolerate Caroline for the rest of their natural lives, so as much as she adored her brother, she wasn&#8217;t sure that she trusted his judgment on matters romantic.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, that&#8217;s it for me, lads.&#8221; Leo said, tossing his cards onto the stack. &#8220;Probably shouldn&#8217;t lose all of my pocket money, I do need to get back to Camford somehow, and I don&#8217;t fancy sleeping in bushes all the way.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Aw, c&#8217;mon, Leo, I&#8217;d lend you some.&#8221; Vivi craned her neck, looking at the stack of chips that Charlie had amassed in front of him, most of Leo&#8217;s pocket money was probably sitting in that stack.</p>
<p>&#8220;No, thanks. I don&#8217;t care to be your debtor, Charlie, your interest rates are way too high. You&#8217;re worse than a Reman pawnbroker.&#8221; Leo told him to the laughter of most of the rest of the room. &#8220;Besides&#8230;&#8221; He trailed off. Vivi&#8217;s back was to Leo, but he probably nodded toward something because there was a chorus of &#8220;ah&#8217;s&#8221;.</p>
<p>&#8220;My lady, would you care to accompany me for a breath of air?&#8221; He said walking over to where Caroline sat. She tittered behind her hand, but Vivi would bet money that she also used it to screen a smirk shot at Audrina before she stood and tucked her hand into the crook of Leo&#8217;s elbow.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, we probably shouldn&#8217;t be out without a chaperone.&#8221; Caroline paused. Knowing her brother, Vivi would guess it was an act of will for him to not roll his eyes at her. &#8220;Marianne, you probably shouldn&#8217;t lose all your pocket money either. Why don&#8217;t you accompany us.&#8221; It would take knowing Marianne well to see the way she withered a little. She slid her cards together and slid them in at the bottom of the deck.</p>
<p><em>I can&#8217;t let her go by herself.</em> Vivi decided. Normally Elizabet would have made it a group thing, and it would have been a lot more fun that way, but it probably wouldn&#8217;t do for the guest of honor at the party to disappear out into the night to chaperone a single couple that wasn&#8217;t even related to her.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll go with you.&#8221; Vivi said handing Elizabet her cards.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll wish I could, guess I should probably go head back into the meat market.&#8221; Elizabet sighed. &#8220;Sorry to abandon you, Severus, but you can go lose all your pocket money to your brother instead of me if you want.&#8221; Severus chuckled as the three of them stood straightening their skirts.</p>
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<p>The balcony off the Carico&#8217;s library was, for a wonder, currently empty. Leo escorted Caroline to the bench nearest the door and under the lanterns and seemed to settle in for a long conversation about the weather or something equally fascinating. What <em>did</em> you talk about with someone who would be hard-pressed to challenge a rock to a battle of wits.</p>
<p>&#8220;So, who was your favorite costume?&#8221; Vivi asked Marianne, hoping that even if her brother and Marianne&#8217;s sister couldn&#8217;t find something fun to talk about, she and Marianne still could.</p>
<p>&#8220;I think Lady Marisol&#8217;s. She looks almost exactly like that picture of Lady Dindrane from the costume book.&#8221; Marianne told her.</p>
<p>&#8220;I kinda liked Darin&#8217;s date&#8217;s.&#8221; Marianne frowned.</p>
<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t know Darin came with a date&#8230;&#8221; She trailed off.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, she&#8217;s been chatting with Benoit most of the evening.&#8221; Vivi told her. Caroline snickered.</p>
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<p>&#8220;You can actually chat with Benoit?&#8221; The comment earned her three black looks. Even if it was kinda true, it was a little hard to chat with Benoit, he was a very <em>nice</em> boy, but dense as a brick wall. He might have actually lost a battle of wits with Caroline. Still, it didn&#8217;t do to <em>say</em> something like that. <em>Which I think just proves Elizabet&#8217;s point. Caroline isn&#8217;t a lady any more than that bench she&#8217;s sitting on. She&#8217;s just an actress.</em></p>
<p>&#8220;<em>Anyway</em>,&#8221; Vivi said as if she hadn&#8217;t been interrupted. &#8220;She&#8217;s the one who came as Baroness Ferreira.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Are you sure we aren&#8217;t just prejudiced in favor of our own ancestors?&#8221; Marianne giggled. &#8220;I mean you&#8217;re descended from the Ferreiras and I&#8217;m descended from the Gwynedds and Lady Dindrane while not my direct ancestor, so far as I know, <em>was </em>the sister of my ancestor.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, point.&#8221; Vivi took the lull as a chance to shoot a look at her brother who had such a confused look on his face from whatever Caroline was saying that Vivi was hardpressed not to laugh. &#8220;Okay, so what about favorite male costume, we&#8217;ll see if we&#8217;re still prejudiced.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Hmmm, Well, I <em>did</em> like Darin&#8217;s. But I would have to say I think my <em>favorite</em> was Joshua&#8217;s.&#8221;</p>
<p>Vivi giggled. &#8220;He does kinda work the hell out of a black outfit, doesn&#8217;t he? I didn&#8217;t realize you could probably break wallnuts with his calf-muscles until I saw him in those hosen!&#8221; Marianne swatted her arm.</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi!&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, I <em>coulda</em> made some comment about his butt. Which is <em>very nice</em> too.&#8221; Vivi waggled her eyebrows  and Marianne blushed even redder.</p>
<p>&#8220;So before your mouth gets you into any more trouble, what was your favorite male costume. And please tell me that you whomever it was you weren&#8217;t looking at their&#8211;rear.&#8221; Marianne said sounding somewhat prim.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, no, you can&#8217;t even see the butt of the guy in my favorite costume as anything more than a bit of a lump. Besides I wouldn&#8217;t be looking at your dad&#8217;s butt anyway. I liked your father&#8217;s costume a lot.&#8221; Vivi said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ugh. Vivianne!&#8221; Caroline interjected. &#8220;Really, with Edouard&#8217;s and Jeremie&#8217;s and even your brother Severus&#8217; costumes the &#8220;best&#8221; costume you can choose is a middle aged man with five kids? I mean, really?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;The question was favorite costume, Caroline. Not which was the best looking boy who filled out his tights well.&#8221; Vivi told her affronted. &#8220;And I notice that Leo wasn&#8217;t on your list, what&#8217;s wrong with his costume?&#8221;</p>
<p>Caroline gaped for a long moment, her mouth opening and closing like a fish.</p>
<p>&#8220;Sorry, Marianne, I&#8217;m afraid the air out her has turned a bit rancid.&#8221; Vivi said shooting Caroline a black look as she headed off, intent on finding her mother and insisting to be allowed to head straight home. Elizabet was going to spend the whole evening stuck in the ballroom dancing or chatting anyway. And while Vivi was <em>not</em> going to blame Marianne for her obnoxious sister, after all she hated it when the backlash of some prank or what not of her brothers&#8217; spilled over onto her, she couldn&#8217;t help but wish that Caroline would just do them all a favor and fall down some stairs or something.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Seryl 11th, 1513 &#8211; Finessa Estate</p>
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<p>Vivi took one last long look at herself in her costume in the mirror. Twisting to look at the way she filled out the back and wishing there were a bit more to fill out the front before sliding the black wig off and there she was. Back to being plain old Vivi, with too many freckles and unruly not quite red, not quite blonde, not quite brown curls spilling out.</p>
<p>She turned to the wardrobe, slipping out of the costume, holding the underdress in one hand, reaching for a clothes hanger.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Vivi?&#8221; She gasped as Leo&#8217;s voice came from her room. &#8220;Can we talk for a minute?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Leo&#8211;I thought you were still at the party.&#8221; She dropped the cloth in her hand and walked up the stairs to her bedroom. She heard Leo gulp, saw him freeze in the middle of settling on her bed. <em>Why is he looking at me like that? </em></p>
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<p>His eyes swept over her, once, twice, on the second trip down she glanced down&#8211;just then realizing that she was&#8211;very not dressed.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Lemme grab my robe.&#8221; She said, hurrying back down the stairs, just stepping over the dress that she probably should have picked up from it&#8217;s crumpled heap on the floor, her cheeks still painfully red.</p>
<p>&#8220;Sorry.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;No, no, it&#8217;s&#8211;my fault for not knocking. Guess I&#8217;m not used to having to worry about my sister the young lady.&#8221; Leo said with a chuckle that would have been better if it didn&#8217;t sound so forced.</p>
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<p>&#8220;But, I thought you were still at the party.&#8221; She repeated, sliding onto the bed beside him. &#8220;It&#8217;s not even like you had to worry about me getting home. The walk home isn&#8217;t even far. I do it every day almost.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Not at night.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;With all the guards posted at the Carcios to keep people from crashing the party, ha, Leo. You must be mistaking me for your delicate little flower.&#8221; Vivi said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Delicate little flower?&#8221; Leo repeated.</p>
<p>&#8220;You know&#8211;Caroline.&#8221; Vivi told him with a glare a the toe of her stocking.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Vivi, my marrying Caroline FitzChivalry is more that it&#8217;s a good match politically and even financially. It has nothing to do with actually wanting to marry Caroline. You can&#8217;t keep punishing me for it.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Daddy said we didn&#8217;t have to marry anyone we didn&#8217;t like! You can&#8217;t possibly like her!&#8221; Vivi said, trying very hard not to whine as she said it.</p>
<p>&#8220;I also don&#8217;t dislike her. There are quite a few girls out there that I can&#8217;t even say that much about. It&#8217;s hard to find a girl who is tolerable <em>and</em> a good match.&#8221; Leo sighed. &#8220;I mean it would be wonderful, Viv, if I could find a beautiful girl who was a good match and had a good personality. But this isn&#8217;t a storybook, Vivi.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Wouldn&#8217;t marrying Marianne net you the same advantages as Caroline and that wouldn&#8217;t give me a sister-in-law I wanna strangle to sit across from at Robertmas dinner!&#8221; Vivi asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;And just how offended do you think Lord Henry would be if I said to him &#8216;you know, the more I get to know Caroline the less I like her, can we try the other one?&#8217;&#8230;?&#8221; Leo started to glare at her then quickly looked at his boots. He never glared at her&#8211;not even when she deserved it. It wasn&#8217;t his fault&#8211;and he was right&#8211;and she just couldn&#8217;t admit it.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;d be Lady Henry who was offended. I&#8217;m pretty sure that Lord Henry is well aware that his eldest daughter is a bitch.&#8221; Vivi said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi!&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;She is!&#8221; Vivi said turning on her side and looking at her brother. &#8220;She belittles and insults her sister, her friends, me,<em> anyone she thinks she can!</em>&#8221; She locked eyes with Leo and whispered. &#8220;And she&#8217;ll make <em>you</em> miserable.&#8221; She added in a whisper.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Vivi.&#8221; Leo rolled onto his side and put a hand on her elbow as her fingers ran over his belt buckle. &#8220;Oh Wright, Vivi.&#8221; He twined a curl around his finger before shifting.</p>
<p>A moment later he was basically straddling her waist, leaning over her. Then he shook himself like a dog that had just been dunked in cold water.</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi, I&#8211;&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re right.&#8221; She met his eyes, the exact same color as hers, in understanding even if he never finished. There were some things you just couldn&#8217;t articulate. &#8220;We shouldn&#8217;t be doing this now.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi&#8211;we shouldn&#8217;t be doing this at all.&#8221; A moment later he&#8217;d slid off the side of the bed and stalked off toward the door, without so much as a look back in her direction, the staccato of his boots almost identical the sound of Lady Henry&#8217;s slippers on the floor.</p>
<p>Vivi shivered.</p>
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		<title>Even the Losers</title>
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				<category><![CDATA[Capshaw-Martin]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Carico]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Caroll]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Cox: Masen]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Cox: Miguel]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Edwards]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Finessa]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Fitz-Chivalry]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Huntington]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Rose: Reginald]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Summer - 1513]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Vance]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[1513]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Annette]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Arsene]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Carico Estate]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Charlie]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Darin]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Dell]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Edouard]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Elizabet]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Eve]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Henry]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Josh]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Jules]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Katherine]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Miguel]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Two cars park on the overpass, rocks hit the water like broken glass. I shoulda known right then it was too good to last, God, it&#8217;s such a drag to have to live in the past. Seryl 10th, 1513 &#8211; Carico Estate, Lothianshire, Albion &#8220;If you don&#8217;t mind my saying&#8230; you are an idiot, brother [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Two cars park on the overpass, rocks hit the water like broken glass. I shoulda known right then it was too good to last, God, it&#8217;s such a drag to have to live in the past.</p>
<p>Seryl 10th, 1513 &#8211; Carico Estate, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p>&#8220;If you don&#8217;t mind my saying&#8230; you are an idiot, brother dear. I love you. But you&#8217;re an idiot.&#8221; A voice whispered in Josh&#8217;s ear, causing him to jump and almost slam the library door.</p>
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<p>Being a year older certainly hadn&#8217;t softened his sister any. Well, with Bet, he supposed that was only to be expected. He was a thin cover of fragile marble laid over a marshmallow center, Elizabet was diamond from the core out, only her physical appearance usually granted her any softness at all.</p>
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<p>Tonight, however, even the usual softness granted to her by her hair and the clothing she wore had been traded for something else. Her costume, that of Lady Morgan le Fay, added an extra physical hardness to her. She certainly was shades of a legend in it, but if there was something that the Lady Morgan of legend and Elizabet shared, it was a distinct lack of the appellation &#8220;soft&#8221;.</p>
<p>&#8220;How,&#8221; his voice cracked slightly. He coughed into his hand and tried again. &#8220;How do you mean?&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-00-37-92.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-633" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-00-37-92" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-00-37-92.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;This is just like you, Josh. Just go in and talk to him.&#8221; Elizabet shoved at his shoulder. &#8220;I promise nothing&#8217;s changed.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s what you think.&#8221; Josh muttered. Elizabet rolled her eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;Okay, let me rephrase that, except what&#8217;s going on in here.&#8221; She paused to tap the side of Josh&#8217;s head with a long finger. &#8220;Nothing has changed with him. You&#8217;re a better host than that.&#8221; Josh was starting to feel like Benoit, that was to say lost, in what should be a simple conversation to follow. He&#8217;d been doing okay until that sharp left turn at the end there. &#8220;Darin came to my party because you asked, in fact I&#8217;m pretty sure, given how much he protested whenever the party came up in conversation, that you<em> insisted </em>that he come.&#8221;</p>
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<p>She sighed. &#8220;So he came and his date is in the ballroom chatting up other people and he&#8217;s hiding in the library with Ri, only she at least is pretending that she is interested in that book of poetry she&#8217;s holding, and he&#8217;s staring at the Orkney crest on the wall.&#8221; Elizabet shook her head one of the flowers woven into the dark strands of her hair threatening to slide out. &#8220;It is your duty as host of this event&#8211;and as the person who invited him&#8211;to make sure that Darin has a good time. So.&#8221; She poked him hard through the sleeve of his doublet. &#8220;Oww.&#8221; She complained. &#8220;What do you keep under that thing, Josh? Rocks?&#8221; She wandered off still muttering about how nothing good could come from a birthday where she hurt her finger on her brother&#8217;s bicep.</p>
<p>&#8220;You have better manners than that, Joshua Piers!&#8221; She called from the dining room door, waggling a finger in his direction. She was right, of course, damn her. He did have better manners than that. But she didn&#8217;t <em>understand</em>.</p>
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<p>It had all started in the reception line. He&#8217;d caught sight of Darin in his costume as Florian Carey, the later years steward of Earl Pellinore, a rather ironic choice, as Florian was said to have a very peculiar sense of humor and a distinct sense of whimsy. Darin, so far as Josh had ever seen, had <em>no</em> sense of humor and wouldn&#8217;t know whimsy if it bit him in the arse. He could never imagine <em>Darin</em> holding a record for being kicked out of the most taverns in his time in Albion, managing to even beat Captain Jessiah Andavri for the record!</p>
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<p>The blonde wig didn&#8217;t suit him. Josh had decided as he nodded in response to whatever Lord Henry had just muttered to him, briefly losing sight of Darin to the huge puffed shoulders of Lady Henry&#8217;s costume. It made his face look sallow and drawn, contrasting badly with the dusky tone of his skin and reinforcing the hollow hopelessness that was almost always lurking in Darin&#8217;s blue eyes.</p>
<p>He needed&#8211;he needed&#8230; His mind was pulled back onto what he was supposed to be paying attention to, which was the receiving line, by the sound of Lady Henry simpering to his mother.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, Lady Marisol, I was <em>so</em> grieved to hear that Lord Jayson would be missing this. I know that Henry wouldn&#8217;t have missed <em>our </em>girls debuts for anything. I would half expect him to crawl out of the grave to be at Julia&#8217;s. <em>Such</em> a shame that he couldn&#8217;t make it back from Camelot in time.&#8221;</p>
<p>Josh&#8217;s mother was obviously trying to wrangle whatever sharp thing that had been building behind her teeth into something appropriate to say at a party when the tension was defused by an unlady-like snort from the woman behind Lady Henry in the receiving line.</p>
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<p>&#8220;What?&#8221; Lady Henry turned, affronted.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, nothing, I am sure you are <em>terribly grieved</em>,&#8221; Madame Cox smiled as she gave Elizabet a hug. &#8220;I, unfortunately, have mixed feelings on the whole thing. It certainly is a shame that the baron will miss this.&#8221; She winked at Elizabet. &#8220;But it does mean that Masen is still in Camelot too, which kind of dries any tears I might have over the whole thing.&#8221; Elizabet covered her mouth with her hand, probably covering a giggle as well. Josh&#8217;s mother was too well schooled to smirk, but he thought he detected a hint of a smile at the corners of her lips too.</p>
<p>&#8220;Surely you wouldn&#8217;t stand for Master Masen missing your own daughter&#8217;s debut!&#8221; Lady Henry asked, planting her hands on her hips. Lord Henry was looking like he was praying for the ground to open up and swallow him whole.</p>
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<p>&#8220;It would honestly depend on why he was missing it.&#8221; Madame Cox said, ignoring Lady Henry&#8217;s stance to lean in and kiss Marisol&#8217;s cheek. &#8220;After all, the universe is the Lord Wright&#8217;s to control and not ours. And certainly should it be fire, flood, or act of Wright that was preventing him from being there, he&#8217;d be excused in my eyes!&#8221; She fluttered her lashes in Lady Henry&#8217;s direction.</p>
<p>Lady Henry stormed off to where Lord Henry stood waiting looking like he still wanted to be swallowed by the paving stones, forgetting to say anything to Josh at all. &#8220;What?&#8221; She hissed at him.</p>
<p>&#8220;I told you not to get into that with Lady Marisol, Katherine. It&#8217;s not like she&#8217;d miss that it was a jab at her.&#8221; Lord Henry muttered before heading off toward the house, their murmured conversation fading as they went. Madame Cox, then the Captain and Mrs. Cox followed through without further incident when Josh caught sight of Darin and his date as well.</p>
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<p>&#8220;You might as well come up, Darin, we&#8217;ve already spotted you.&#8221; Elizabet called to the pair at the bottom of the stairs. &#8220;And you&#8217;ll have to forgive me for asking who this lovely young lady you&#8217;re escorting is.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;This is Eve Rose.&#8221; Darin said. Marisol&#8217;s eyebrow shot up as she looked over her shoulder at Josh who shrugged. Actually he had known that Darin was planning on inviting Eve, but there was no way to gently break that bit of information to his mother, so he would just pretend that he hadn&#8217;t known. Whether it worked was anyone&#8217;s guess.</p>
<p>&#8220;Rose&#8211;any relation to Reginald? Or to Guardsman Colby?&#8221; Elizabet asked curiously.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Eve said with a smile. It was Elizabet&#8217;s turn to look at Josh, only her expression was puzzled. He shrugged again. &#8220;They&#8217;re my brothers.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh&#8211;I didn&#8217;t know that Colby was related to Reginald.&#8221; Elizabet said faintly.</p>
<p>&#8220;We don&#8217;t make much of a deal of it. There are people,&#8221; Eve looked at the back of Miguel&#8217;s gaudy tunic as it was disappearing into the distance. &#8220;who would make it into something it isn&#8217;t. Call Colby&#8217;s loyalty to the guard into question when there&#8217;s no need for it. He wouldn&#8217;t do that.&#8221; Elizabet nodded in seeming understanding, probably actual understanding, if Josh could follow it, then Elizabet could more than likely follow it that much easier. Not for the first time he thought that River Sulis would have a much brighter future if there were some way that he could step aside and let his sister take the barony when their father died. The last thing this town needed was an idiot like him in a position of rank.</p>
<p>As Eve, Josh&#8217;s mother, and sister fell into easy discussion of the various costumes, Josh was pinned in place by Darin&#8217;s blue eyes. A wave of something that he had been trying&#8211;for months&#8211;to ignore or mislabel swept over him. And like a sharp slap to the face it was impossible to mistake it for anything else, that wave of lust, woven tight with softer things; hope, comfort, security, (love?) all wrapped up in a pulse of &#8220;want, want, want&#8221;. When that one single, perfect moment passed, between one heartbeat and the next, a second wave of much more familiar emotion rolled in: hopelessness, cowardice, panic on the verge of physical pain. Still, he had been trained from the cradle to keep up appearances, and so he murmured out some mechanical formula to Darin and then to Eve. They too turned down the path toward the house. All Josh wanted to do was run. But he couldn&#8217;t. It was Elizabet&#8217;s debut party and he, despite what he wanted, had a job to do. He was the host.</p>
<p>Still, that was what had lead to him standing out in the hallway lurking outside the library. Knowing that Darin was miserable and that it was his duty, his responsibility to make him happier or at least more comfortable&#8211;but&#8211;being a coward and as Bet so gently reminded him, an idiot. Oh, he didn&#8217;t want to mess up everything he&#8217;d built with Darin with him being stupid. Darin had forgiven him a lot, including everything that had happened <em>that night</em>, but he&#8217;d never forgive him for this. And Josh would never forgive himself if he ever let on.</p>
<p>But Darin saw right to the quick on so many things, how could he hide this from him?</p>
<p>He had hated himself lots and lots of times, but never more than in the stasis he found himself in standing outside the door to the library. The question &#8220;why&#8221; pounding in his head in time to the pounding of his heart. Why me? Why him? Why now? Why this? Why-why-why?</p>
<p>He took a step back as a group of his father&#8217;s contemporaries headed for the library&#8211;or maybe the balcony outside of it where they could smoke their pipes and talk about things that sometime in the next ten years society dictated would become the very most important things.</p>
<p>A moment later, the door to the library opened and Josh caught sight of a green sleeve, hurriedly he turned toward an arrangement of roses on a side table and began fiddling with the positioning.</p>
<p>Darin hesitated for a moment, but apparently the ruse worked, for he turned and wandered off in the direction of the bulk of the party. Still caught up in self-loathing, still hating himself for doing it, Josh followed along silent as a shadow and just as insignificant.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-08-27-09.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-662" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-08-27-09" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-08-27-09.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Darin seated himself on one of the gold settes in the corner of the room. Josh&#8217;s mother had been threatening for years to recover them, firmly of the opinion that the gold didn&#8217;t go&#8211;but she hadn&#8217;t found a fabric that she liked in their place, so there they stayed.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-08-17-25.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-636" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-08-17-25" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-08-17-25.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;There&#8217;s a seat open, Darin.&#8221; Dell said jerking his chin at the empty seat at one of the card tables. &#8220;Oww. What was that for?&#8221; He reached down to rub his right shin.</p>
<p>&#8220;For being stupid.&#8221; Severus said. Josh sighed to himself. Being stupid indeed.</p>
<p>&#8220;Are you sure?&#8221; Jules asked, looking over his shoulder.</p>
<p>&#8220;Nah, I&#8217;m not much of a poker player.&#8221; Liar, Josh thought, Darin was a helluva card sharp, Josh knew he played a lot with his own friends. He just didn&#8217;t play with Josh&#8217;s friends. It was just a lot of tutoring sessions to put into stakes. They thought nothing of tossing in a few silvers to a &#8220;friendly&#8221; game. Darin <em>had</em> to think of it, he didn&#8217;t have the luxury of thinking that money was unimportant.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Besides, I&#8217;m more fascinated by the schoolteacher hustling the nun at billiards.&#8221; Darin joked, jerking his head toward where the Mrs. Coxes were playing an absolutely cutthroat game. Madame Cox laughed before turning toward Josh, who was still lurking in the doorway, eyebrow arched. Josh hurried into the room, trying not to look like he was hurrying. Somehow he didn&#8217;t think it worked to fool her. He dropped, hopefully casually, into the seat next to Darin.</p>
<p>&#8220;I meant to ask, Madame Cox, who are you supposed to be?&#8221; Charlie asked, turning in his chair to look over his shoulder.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-09-14-39.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-638" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-09-14-39" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-09-14-39.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;See, that&#8217;s the trouble with attempting to be clever,&#8221; she said to the room at large. &#8220;You never know if you&#8217;re succeeding in being clever or if you&#8217;re missing the mark. Heloise.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Pardon?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Heloise&#8211;the elder daughter of the first branch of Wesleyans in Albion. She&#8217;s a distant ancestor of mine or so the family legend goes.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;The one who published all those scandalous treatises?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Madame Cox said. &#8220;We both share a talent for saying things that are&#8211;mildly&#8211;scandalous.&#8221; Mrs. Cox choked. &#8220;Oh, c&#8217;mon, those books weren&#8217;t so bad.&#8221; She nudged the woman dressed in the nun&#8217;s habit with her elbow.</p>
<p>&#8220;Yes, Annette, they <em>were</em>!&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;They&#8217;re educational at the very least.&#8221; Madame Cox said blandly.</p>
<p>&#8220;I could have gone my whole life without that kind of education.&#8221; Mrs. Cox said primly. &#8220;It&#8217;s your turn.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-11-02-28.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-639" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-11-02-28" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-11-02-28.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;So,&#8221; Josh said almost freezing again when Darin turned those heart-of-the-ocean blue eyes on him. &#8220;How you are doing?&#8221; Darin&#8217;s brow rose sharply, though it was half obscured by the blonde strands falling in his face.</p>
<p>&#8220;Words fail me.&#8221; Darin said. Aye, I was afraid of that. Josh thought.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hmmm. Well would you say it&#8217;s on par with the historical epic&#8211;or is it more like that Reman poetry recital?&#8221; Josh asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;More like that one time I walked into the hall by the salle and saw Brother Loki with his tongue in Brother Dustin&#8217;s mouth.&#8221; Darin told him blandly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Yeesh.&#8221; Josh said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Wait, you saw Loki kissing Dustin&#8211;and you didn&#8217;t tell us?&#8221; Edouard asked, slurring just slightly. His head was going to kill him in the morning. It was a good thing that they had the week off of courses. Of course it was no real surprise that he&#8217;d hit the bottle at any occasion. Josh didn&#8217;t know what he was drinking to forget, but he&#8217;d lay a month&#8217;s pocket money that whatever it was&#8230; it was something serious.</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8230;Aye.&#8221; Darin said after a long moment.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-10-54-04.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-663" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-10-54-04" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/12/Sims2EP9-2013-12-03-21-10-54-04.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;I guess cause they&#8211;um&#8211;like each other? Why do most people kiss?&#8221; Josh couldn&#8217;t see Darin&#8217;s expression, but could hear his eyes rolling in his voice.</p>
<p>&#8220;No, I mean why didn&#8217;t you tell us?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Because I know what you&#8217;d likely do with the knowledge.&#8221; Darin asked. &#8220;C&#8217;mon, I&#8217;m the orphaned street rat, you&#8217;re the gentlemen. If I have the manners not to gossip and make fun of them, you should know better yourselves, but that&#8217;s never stopped you before. What business is it of any of ours if Loki and Dustin are&#8211;um&#8211;fond of each other?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Father Remi says that it&#8217;s a mortal sin.&#8221; Jules said rubbing the back of his neck.</p>
<p>Josh heard Darin&#8217;s sharp intake of breath and nudged him slightly. &#8220;Well, if  Father Remi said that the sky was blue, I would probably go stick my head outside and check that it hadn&#8217;t turned green with violet spots before I believed it.&#8221; Darin said folding his arms over his chest and slumping back into the settee.</p>
<p>Josh leaned toward him and murmured &#8220;Nicely said.&#8221; by his ear. Darin glanced and him and shrugged again. Josh nodded and stared at his boots for a long moment, trying to pull his heart back out of his throat and into his chest where it belonged, feeling the hammering of his pulse to the soles of his feet. <em>What am I going to do? </em></p>
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		<title>Everybody Loves A Clown</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Look a little closer, inside I&#8217;m dyin&#8217;. It&#8217;s not easy to be in love, you see, when you&#8217;re a clown like me. Tyves 10th, 1513 &#8211; Fitz-Chivalry estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion &#8220;Leo wrote me again.&#8221; Caroline fluttered her lashes at Marianne who tried not to cringe. Sunday tea was the worst, being that Sunday [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Look a little closer, inside I&#8217;m dyin&#8217;. It&#8217;s not easy to be in love, you see, when you&#8217;re a clown like me.</em></p>
<p>Tyves 10th, 1513 &#8211; Fitz-Chivalry estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-29-48-91.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-549" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-29-48-91" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-29-48-91.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Leo wrote me again.&#8221; Caroline fluttered her lashes at Marianne who tried not to cringe. Sunday tea was <em>the worst,</em> being that Sunday was the seventh day, it was Fitz-Chivalry family law that they would <em>all</em> gather for tea. There was no excuse good enough to get out of it, no company to be invited unless said company was staying at the estate with them, which happened about once every blue moon. They were expected to have a couple of cousins come in for Elizabet&#8217;s birthday, but that was still a month away.</p>
<p>So today it was just family and it had been and was going to continue to be one of <em>those</em> teas.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Yes, Caroline, we heard.&#8221; Brandon said, throwing a flickery sort of smile across the table at Marianne, who swirled the last bit of tea in her cup.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, Marianne hadn&#8217;t heard she wasn&#8217;t here when the letter arrived, can&#8217;t I share my good news with my favorite sister?&#8221; Elizabet would have been brave enough to point out that Marianne was hardly Caroline&#8217;s favorite sister. Vivianne would have pointed out that surely Julia already knew, or pouted because Leo bothered to write her at all. Marianne just looked at the lemon slices on the tea plate and peered around the flowers as if looking for the sugar bowl.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ah-ah-ah.&#8221; Caroline said primly. &#8220;You haven&#8217;t enough tea left in your cup to even dissolve a second lump and you <em>certainly</em> do <em>not</em> need another lump of sugar. After all, Elizabet&#8217;s birthday party is in less than a month and mother doesn&#8217;t need to be constantly running to the tailor to have waist let out. Nor will the maids thank you for needing a winch to lace your corset tight.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Caroline.&#8221; Brandon rolled his eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, if our sister would just <em>watch</em> the amount of sweets she eats, I wouldn&#8217;t have to remind her about fitting into her undergarments at tea and you wouldn&#8217;t have to hear about her unmentionables.&#8221; Caroline said in dulcet tones.</p>
<p>&#8220;I was objecting to you &#8220;reminding&#8221; her of anything at all.&#8221; Brandon told her in a blunt, irritated tone. &#8220;If she&#8217;d like a second cup of tea, or another lump, it&#8217;s none of your business. I put twice the cream and sugar into my tea that Marianne did and you didn&#8217;t say a word.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s different for boys. You have your arms practice and your rugby games and your riding to work off that cream and sugar. All Marianne has is her riding three times a week and the walk to the Finessa&#8217;s estate for lessons and the walk to the Carico&#8217;s estate for lessons.&#8221; She shook her head. &#8220;And besides, Marianne needs to work on looking her best. She is going to be <em>fifteen</em> at the end of the month.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Um, so?&#8221; Brandon asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;So? She&#8217;s fifteen and father hasn&#8217;t so much as fielded a nibble of interest in a betrothal in <em>three</em> years of looking.&#8221; Marianne ducked her head and looked at the pink table linens as if there were some sort of mystery held there with-in.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-30-18-31.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-551" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-30-18-31" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-30-18-31.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;How do you know father hasn&#8217;t had any nibbles, Caroline, you know he doesn&#8217;t talk with us about things that do <em>not</em> concern <em>us</em> personally.&#8221; Brandon pointed out. &#8220;He hasn&#8217;t told me, so I&#8217;m pretty damned sure that he hasn&#8217;t told you.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;With the way Marianne is? You&#8217;d be able to <em>tell</em> if she&#8217;d had good news.&#8221; Caroline said shooting a look at Marianne who was chasing a sandwich crumb around the saucer. &#8220;See.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Maybe she just doesn&#8217;t appreciate us talking about her like she isn&#8217;t here.&#8221; Brandon sighed. &#8220;For which I apologize, Marianne.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, you don&#8217;t need to apologize for that, Brandon. Marianne wouldn&#8217;t have anything to add to the conversation even if we tried to to include her. I don&#8217;t know what she&#8217;s been doing during her deportment lessons. Or maybe that awful Elizabet is just taking up too much of the teacher&#8217;s time.&#8221; Caroline sniffed. <em>Elizabet isn&#8217;t awful.</em> Marianne thought at her sister. <em>She&#8217;s far nicer than you are. At least she saves her cruel jibes for people who deserve it.</em></p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-29-16-80.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-552" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-29-16-80" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-29-16-80.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;One of the things they teach us in deportment lessons is how <em>not</em> to dominate a conversation and one of the others is how impolite it is to gossip. So far Mother hasn&#8217;t had to have a single one of my dresses let out at the waist.&#8221; Marianne said. And thought hard at her sister <em>and I can still lace my stays tighter than you can. </em></p>
<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s because I&#8217;m hear to remind you, like a good big sister should.&#8221; Caroline said it with the air of someone patting a dog that had done an amusing trick on the head. Inwardly Marianne snarled and some part of her that had probably spent too much time with Elizabet was throwing itself at the bars of the cage that her mother, her deportment lessons, and that cursed shyness built around her, wanting to say something mean or awful, to make Caroline cringe and hurt.</p>
<p>&#8220;Honestly, Caroline, if you&#8217;re a &#8220;good big sister&#8221;, I&#8217;d hate to see a shabby one.&#8221; Brandon grumbled.</p>
<p>&#8220;What is <em>that</em> supposed to mean, Brandon?&#8221; Caroline gasped. &#8220;Name one shabby thing that I&#8217;ve ever done to you!&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You haven&#8217;t ever done anything particularly shabby to me&#8211;or to Edmund. But that doesn&#8217;t make you a good big sister. <em>I</em> don&#8217;t have to listen to you under anyone&#8217;s definition of hierarchy. But I&#8217;ve seen you do plenty of shabby things to Julia and Marianne.&#8221; Brandon said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Like what?&#8221; Caroline gasped.</p>
<p>&#8220;Like embarrass them, harass them, make snide comments, you&#8217;re constantly poking Marianne about not being betrothed, engaged, or spoken for. Well I&#8217;m almost two years older than Marianne is, and I&#8217;m not betrothed, engaged, or spoken for.&#8221; Brandon pointed out.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-32-01-72.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-553" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-32-01-72" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-32-01-72.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;That is <em>different</em>.&#8221; Caroline replied huffily. Before Brandon could roll his eyes and ask how so, she continued. &#8220;You&#8217;ll be going to Camford and no one will expect you to marry until you graduate. With my dowry and your Camford fees, and no estate, yet, to replenish them, there certainly won&#8217;t be the money to send her&#8211;&#8221; Caroline poked a finger toward Marianne. &#8220;To Camford. And even if Father is granted an estate and there is the money to send her to Camford, if she hasn&#8217;t at least had a few suitors by then, everyone will assume that she&#8217;s a terrible bluestocking. Which is a <em>fine</em> reputation to have when you&#8217;re at university.&#8221;</p>
<p>Brandon looked at Marianne and she shrugged.</p>
<p>&#8220;I am just trying to look out for Marianne. You know that books don&#8217;t teach you any sort of sense, Brandon.&#8221; Caroline addressed the comment to Brandon, but her eyes were on Marianne. &#8220;All they do is stuff your head with candy floss and make you into a ninny.&#8221; Marianne bit hard on the inside of her cheek.</p>
<p>Out of the black darkness came the harps of the holy llamas, proclaiming the presence of the Lord Wright, or rather the bells of the cathedral, chiming the None, signalling the time for Marianne&#8217;s escape.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-32-10-71.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-554" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-32-10-71" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-32-10-71.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Brandon, Caroline, excuse me, I have&#8211;a test to study for tomorrow.&#8221; She flashed Brandon an apologetic smile and pushed her chair back from the table.</p>
<p>&#8220;Marianne, where are you going?&#8221; Her mother asked as she passed their table to head out the garden door&#8211;she knew she should&#8217;ve used the library door. Oh well, too late now.</p>
<p>&#8220;The bells just rang the none, I have an exam to study for tomorrow.&#8221; She offered with a flickery, forced smile.</p>
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<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s alright, Marianne, study hard.&#8221; Henry interjected before Katherine could do more than start to say Marianne&#8217;s name.</p>
<p>&#8220;Henry, she&#8217;s obviously upset.&#8221; Katherine told him before she was barely two steps away from the table.</p>
<p>&#8220;I know. And if she&#8217;s upset the last thing she needs is to be called out for it in front of an audience.&#8221; Henry said.</p>
<p>&#8220;We&#8217;re all family here.&#8221; Katherine objected.</p>
<p>&#8220;It isn&#8217;t as if family can never say anything that upsets you. Half the disputes I hear about when I&#8217;m at court are dealing with brothers who did <em>something</em> to their brothers to cause a grievance. The last two emperors in Reme were taken off the throne by their families.&#8221; Henry ticked off before Marianne got far enough out the door to let it shut behind her. She took a deep breath to walk decorously across the courtyard. A Fitz-Chivalry, a Gwynedd, a Reman lady, none of them, ran from the room in tears. No matter what was said to them.</p>
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<p>Still, by the time she reached the top of the tall stone stairs that lead up to the second floor of the estate, she was going far faster than a well-bred noble should ever go. She didn&#8217;t even pause inside the door before turning and heading up the stone stairwell into her own bedroom.</p>
<p>She flung herself onto her bed, but refused to cry. Caroline and her pettiness, and that was all it was, Elizabet told her so, Vivi told her so, even Mistress Cox had said that Caroline was petty, none of it was worth her tears.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-39-31-90.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-557" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-39-31-90" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-39-31-90.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>A few moments later she heard the garden door shut firmly and pushed herself to the edge of the bed. She didn&#8217;t want to hear the lecture that would surely follow if her mother came into her room and she had her slippers on the edge of the bed.</p>
<p>And it would be her mother, the heels on Katherine&#8217;s slippers clacked as she made her way up the stairs and a moment later her head appeared just over the white parquet.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-39-45-94.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-558" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-39-45-94" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-39-45-94.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Marianne, you should be less hard on your sister.&#8221; Of course the first words out of Katherine&#8217;s mouth would be why Caroline was right and Marianne was wrong. &#8220;Come, sit, a daughter of the Gwynedds does <em>not</em> entertain sitting on her bed like a common girl without a whit of manners.&#8221; Marianne slid off the bed and walked over to one of the white chairs in front of her bookcase.</p>
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<p>Her mother sat with head up, neck arched proudly, just like Marianne&#8217;s deportment teacher told them to, spine and shoulders just barely rested against the back of the chair. Was being a proper Gwynedd lady really all about carrying a deportment teacher around in your head all the time? No one would accuse the baroness of being anything but a lady, still she didn&#8217;t sit there like she had a book perched on her head and a ruler tied to her spine.</p>
<p>&#8220;Your sister, Marianne, is just trying to educate you. To remind you that eyes are on us all the time. From taking another lump at tea or the thick cut slice of ham for your sandwich, one needs to remember we are being watched. And we more than most of noble blood. Your father is close to being granted an estate, if we show common blood or course manner it may never occur.&#8221; Marianne frowned just slightly. From what she had learned in her Governance courses that table manners had less than nothing to do with how one was granted lands or a title.</p>
<p>Katherine didn&#8217;t even notice. She just continued on. &#8220;I did the same thing for my sisters when we were younger.&#8221; A traitorous voice in Marianne&#8217;s head said <em>and that&#8217;s probably why Aunt Anne and Aunt Emma won&#8217;t talk with you now. </em></p>
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<p>Her mother sighed. &#8220;You have always been of less stern demeanor than Caroline and so I have more concern with you, Marianne. I have never doubted that Caroline was a true daughter of my house. There is much of your father, however, in you. The Fitz-Chivalries have many virtues. But I am not certain that what virtues they possess will serve you well in this world.&#8221; Katherine said, pursing her lips slightly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Still, it is not too late for you to adopt more of the virtues of my house.&#8221; Katherine stood up, still with that internal deportment teacher nipping at her heels, her heels clacking at an exactly precise staccato as she descended.</p>
<p>She looked at the windows for a long moment, wishing that they were of clear glaze, so she could see out. The problem with her room, she decided, as she heard the door shut below, was that it was basically a trap. There was no way to get out of it once someone else was in it, without seeming dreadfully rude&#8211;and anyone who would make her feel trapped in the room would never forgive her being rude.</p>
<p>So what she needed was an &#8220;away&#8221; some place she could go and her mother and Caroline wouldn&#8217;t follow to tell her that she was sulking. Thought was parent to deed and her slippers were padding&#8211;not clacking&#8211;toward the stairs before she was even finished with the thought.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-52-26-68.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-561" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-52-26-68" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-18-52-26-68.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>It was still the warm, pleasant afternoon it had been, her siblings banished to the courtyard to enjoy the summer sunlight. Marianne paused for just a second in the sunlight when she saw Caroline&#8217;s horrid white and green damask train that clashed awfully with the pink gingham sash she&#8217;d chosen to go with it. And my mother thinks that she&#8217;s a picture of virtue.</p>
<p>&#8220;Caroline, what sorts of dances do you think Lady Elizabet will have at her birthday celebration?&#8221; Julia asked, a shade too loudly, after her eyes touched on Marianne. Was Julia trying to&#8211;distract Caroline from noticing her? Well, whether that was the intention or not, it was succeeding and Marianne slipped past through the garden before anyone else even noticed she was there.</p>
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<p>Her feet carried her, enjoying the sun on her shoulders and back, to the Library. She found her way toward a book of Geoffry Chausseur&#8217;s poems. She liked this one, it was poems about youth and the shivery-yet-warm feeling of being near someone who caused that frisson that was part lust-part interest-part something that might be something more around the one you <em>liked</em>.</p>
<p>She liked all of Geoffry&#8217;s poems, actually, but this book, so far, was one of her favorites. Somehow she wondered&#8211;thought&#8211;perhaps that he would have understood a lot of this. The poem that she had left off on, however, instead of drawing her in like usual was turning her thoughts outward, it was about seeing and noticing and the offer of friendship in the strangest of places.</p>
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<p>And as her eyes danced over the letters, a flash of movement caught her attention from over the corner of the book. It was Vivianne&#8217;s brother, Severus, a book not unlike hers in his hands, though he&#8217;d just shut the cover with a soft, hushed thump. She turned her attention back to the line of text which seemed to shift and dance under her eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;The poems of Geoffry Chausseur, huh? Is this the book of naughty ones?&#8221; Marianne blinked as his warm brown eyes met hers, she hadn&#8217;t noticed him move to the seat right next to her.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-02-37-27.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-565" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-02-37-27" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-02-37-27.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;N-naughty ones?&#8221; Marianne stammered out.</p>
<p>&#8220;It is! It is!&#8221; Severus chuckled as Marianne flushed red as the eagle on the Orkney crest. &#8220;You&#8217;re blushing.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;How do you know that I&#8217;m not blush-blushing because you even suggested that there are naughty poems?&#8221; Marianne asked as she fanned her heated cheeks with her hands.</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8216;Cause unlike your sister, you have more brains than a bag of rocks. You&#8217;re at the library all the time. In everybody&#8217;s library. Ours, the Carico&#8217;s, the Academy&#8217;s, here,&#8221; Marianne blinked. How did he know that she spent so much time in the library? Did he notice that? She didn&#8217;t think it was so obvious&#8230;? &#8220;If you&#8217;re not with Vivi and Elizabet at some party, you&#8217;re in the library, it&#8217;s the first place your brother sends anyone to look for you. Vivi too.&#8221; Severus continued. Oh, her brother and friend, of course. He knew Brandon. He, obviously, knew his own sister. She could&#8217;ve told you where you were most likely to find Vivi or Brandon at a party too.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, books are nicer&#8211;if you don&#8217;t like the book, you can just close it and find another one.&#8221; She explained.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-03-28-06.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-566" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-03-28-06" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-03-28-06.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;If it&#8217;s not being too forward of me&#8211;and&#8211;er&#8211;knowing that my definition of &#8220;forward&#8221; is a bit&#8230; <em>more</em> than most peoples.&#8221; He bit his lip and rubbed the back of his neck. &#8220;Are you&#8211;is everything alright?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, just.&#8221; Marianne tried to think of a way to explain without sounding like she was whining and making a big deal out of nothing.</p>
<p>&#8220;Marianne&#8211;if you don&#8217;t want to tell me, you&#8217;re welcome to go tell me to jump into the river. Hey, I&#8217;m the one with no manners who is prying.&#8221; Severus pushed his hair off his forehead where it promptly fell right back into place. She wondered, for just a brief moment, what his hair felt like. It was the same color&#8211;almost&#8211;as hers, but more touched by the sun.</p>
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<p>&#8220;You have manners.&#8221; Marianne protested.</p>
<p>&#8220;Not enough to not be talkin&#8217; in the library.&#8221; He winked at her. &#8220;We probably shouldn&#8217;t sit and talk in the library. Could I ask you to trust my intentions and walk with me over to the Shrine of St. Betsy? Last thing my Sunday needs is a grouchy old monk stumping over here to yell about the sanctity of books or some such rot. My luck it&#8217;d be Brother Loki and I see enough of him during in the week.&#8221; Marianne smiled and nodded, getting to her feet. He blinked for a moment before bouncing to his feet as if he really hadn&#8217;t expected her to do it.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8211;I didn&#8217;t actually think you&#8217;d trust me.&#8221; He said as they approached the gates of the garden that served as a shrine to the patron saint of housekeepers and children in trouble. There was the hospital, where actual work was done, but every city in Lothianshire had a garden dedicated to St. Betsy.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Why wouldn&#8217;t I? My brother would skewer you if so much as thought about doing something&#8211;untoward. Not to mention what your sister would do to whatever was left. Plus this is the shrine of St. Betsy and she&#8217;s known for helping people in trouble.&#8221; Marianne pointed out.</p>
<p>&#8220;True. You know what this is?&#8221; He jerked his head at the little stone and wood building by the stairs into the gardens.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s some sort of Sminese shrine isn&#8217;t it?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Wishing shrine. The Sminese put them out in parks, if you toss a copper in and make a wish on it, they say if you wish hard enough as you toss your copper, it&#8217;ll come true.&#8221; Severus shifted from one foot to the other like he was nervous.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh.&#8221; Marianne said, right now she wished she hadn&#8217;t left <em>all</em> her pocket money in her purse at home.</p>
<p>&#8220;You wanna try it?&#8221; Severus asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well&#8211;<em>kinda</em>. But I can&#8217;t, I left all my pocket money at home.&#8221; Marianne said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, far be it for me to leave a damsel in distress wanting for something.&#8221; He fished a copper out of his belt pouch and handed it to her.</p>
<p>&#8220;I couldn&#8217;t take your pocket money!&#8221; Marianne protested.</p>
<p>&#8220;You can owe me, I just get to name my price.&#8221; He batted his lashes at her with a smirk.</p>
<p>&#8220;You can name your price, but what you&#8217;ll get is one copper.&#8221; Marianne told him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, what if my price is for you to not sound like your sister with something uncomfortable stuffed up your arse.&#8221; Severus stuck his tongue out at her.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Really, it&#8217;s your pocket money, shouldn&#8217;t you be making the wish.&#8221; Marianne asked even as her feet took her to the front of the shrine.</p>
<p>&#8220;My wish is for you to make a wish and tell me if it comes true or not.&#8221; Marianne blushed as his warm brown eyes seemed to be a little warmer. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes as she flipped the bright coin into the air. I wish&#8211;oh there were all sorts of things that she could wish&#8211;I wish somebody&#8217;d <em>like </em>me. She seemed to hear a chuckle and not so much words in her head as an impression, something floating to the surface. <em>If you only knew.</em></p>
<p>She heard the coin hit the stone bowl that held the other coins, but other than that fleeting impression, nothing.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, it hasn&#8217;t worked yet.&#8221; Marianne reported faithfully to Severus as they walked up the stairs.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a shrine, maybe it takes time.&#8221; Severus said. &#8220;Although&#8211;did you hear anything?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Not hear&#8211;more like&#8230;&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-24-07-30.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-571" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-24-07-30" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-24-07-30.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;&#8230; Got an impression.&#8221; They said in unison. &#8220;So you&#8217;ve tried it.&#8221; Marianne said triumphantly.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye. On a dare, once.&#8221; Severus shrugged.</p>
<p>&#8220;Did&#8211;your wish come true?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Not&#8230;&#8221; He seemed to lean a little closer to her. Close enough she could pick out golden flickers in his irises. &#8220;Yet.&#8221; She felt her breath catch, her eyes widening. And even as she was swaying a little closer to the fire in Severus&#8217; eyes, he turned and the spell was broken. &#8220;Brandon, I don&#8217;t suppose you have that assignment we&#8217;re supposed to do for Loki&#8217;s class done yet&#8230;?&#8221;</p>
<p>Oh, bother and last seasons slippers. Marianne thought to herself as Elizabet often said when she was trying hard not to use course language. Was he&#8211;did he? Was it all in her head? And yet she couldn&#8217;t be sure that she was mad at Brandon because she didn&#8217;t know what that fire in Severus&#8217; eyes meant&#8211;or if she wanted to chase it&#8211;or if chasing it was like chasing the white stag, something she&#8217;d chase forever and never catch.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-25-41-38.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-572" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-25-41-38" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-25-41-38.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Brandon and Severus chatted for a minute longer, Severus leaving with some sort of naughty joke that only made passing sense to Marianne and then he skated around Marianne&#8217;s brother and was gone with nothing more than a nod in her direction.</p>
<p>&#8220;What you two talking about?&#8221; Brandon asked as Severus went through the arches at the front of the garden.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh&#8211;just the wishing shrine.&#8221; Marianne said.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry about Caroline.&#8221; Brandon said.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-27-42-94.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-573" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-27-42-94" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-27-42-94.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Well, Elizabet says she&#8217;s not my fault&#8211;and that means she&#8217;s not your fault either and we shouldn&#8217;t be sorry over things that aren&#8217;t our fault.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Wise woman, your Elizabet.&#8221; Brandon chuckled.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-30-43-43.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-574" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-30-43-43" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Sims2EP9-2013-11-05-19-30-43-43.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Aye that.&#8221; Marianne agreed, even as they walked out of the garden and her eyes caught on the wishing shrine again.</p>
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				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>It&#8217;s bitter. Tastes a lot like winter. And will it release me?</em></p>
<p>Darid 14, 1513</p>
<p>Lianne closed her eyes, breathing in the intoxicating smell of roses in bloom, even though the pavilion overhead kept the worst of the sun off, the warm light was a palpable pressure, like the soft hand of a lover, not the cruel task master that it would be in just a few weeks most likely. It was so rare anymore, with the children grown or very nearly, that she had time to sit in her own garden and host a tea party. It seemed to happen so fast.</p>
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<p>Surely just a few days ago her little Vivi, now a bright vivacious young woman, one who would make a wonderful bride for Prince Nathaniel if she would just stop being so stubborn, had been a little girl in a violet and white sprigged dress, begging her to stop her research to play teaparty with her dolls. Or to not go to court so they could pick flowers in the wildflower gardens. If only Lynnette didn&#8217;t need her so often! Maybe they could have done that more often.</p>
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<p>Still, she&#8217;d grown up so well. All of their children had avoided the traps that preyed upon so many of the young nobles she saw at court. And even if there hadn&#8217;t been nearly as many tea parties, Vivi still seemed so regal, so grown up, sitting with her little friends holding their own little court of girl-stuff.</p>
<p>&#8220;Isn&#8217;t that right, Lianne?&#8221; Katherine asked leaving Lianne to stumble after the thread of conversation.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, I am terribly sorry, Katherine, my mind wandered. What were you asking?&#8221; Lianne colored slightly under her freckles, a useful trick for added sincerity even if it was rarely genuine any more. She really should be paying attention, it was just that her companions&#8211;well. To her right, reorganizing her thoughts like a lecturer reorganizing her notes for another round of pontification, was Katherine Fitz-Chivalry.</p>
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<p>How many times had she seen girls just like Katherine at court? So earnestly striving to be liked, to be included. So desperate to prove that they were as good, that they lived up to the titles and the surroundings. Except Katherine lacked that innocence, she was obviously skilled at shilling, at proving that she, too, was the right sort.</p>
<p>To her left with an air of icy indifference to anything and everything, sat Marisol. The baroness of River Sulis, their home away from home at least until Hector sent Squeak somewhere else to attend to some other problem or issue for the kingdom, Marisol was as icily regal as any queen born. Some would think that she thought she was above such silly things as tea parties in the garden, but that just didn&#8217;t seem quite right.</p>
<p>Personally, it seemed more to Lianne as if Marisol knew that these were things that she had to do, and so she would to do them. What she was really like, Lianne had no idea, she had never so much as glimpsed behind the icy visor to see the sim looking out from inside.</p>
<p>Behind her, seated in lone solitude was Lord Henry, Katherine&#8217;s husband. If Lianne had realized that neither Squeak nor the Baron were going to attend she&#8217;d have had Juliana center the table under the pavilion and only put out two tables rather than three. Or at least insisted that the twins go riding <em>after</em> the tea part was over with. It surely made Lianne seem a poor hostess.</p>
<p>It was just that only pregnancy, serious illness, or death ever made one miss one of the parties that she usually co-hosted with Lynnette in the Queen&#8217;s gardens. She forgot that here in River Sulis, she was not the Queen&#8217;s companion, she was just the baroness of some tiny little holding two shires over.</p>
<p>Also, she should have gotten hold of a second pavilion or at least a sunshade for the girls&#8217; table. <em>Sloppy, Lianne,</em> she chided herself. There was a staff to arrange tables and bespeak sunshades and pavilions at the palace, certainly, but that didn&#8217;t excuse her not taking care of such things herself with this party.</p>
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<p>Just when she thought of asking Vivi if she might go ask the housemaid to come make the necessary arrangements to the table, the point became moot. Through the front gate marched Squeak, such a silly childhood nickname for such a tall, handsome, quite obviously fully grown man possessing as deep and manly a baritone as surely anyone ever had.</p>
<p>The effect, of course was spoilt just slightly by those hideous robes that he wore. Her Squeak had far better taste than that, but as he was so fond of reminding her, the wardrobe made the man. And the man he was here in River Sulis was silly, a little pompous, and not to be taken at all seriously. Besides, he would also remind her, they were historical, a faithful recreation of the robes famously worn by the first Earl of Sarras.</p>
<p>It was hard to believe that the blood of a man who would commission such a terrible outfit could be running through Marisol, probably the single most tasteful woman that Lianne had <em>ever</em> met, even with all of her years at court.</p>
<p>&#8220;Squeak, darling,&#8221; Lianne called.</p>
<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t worry, my love, I shan&#8217;t wear these &#8220;awful&#8221; clothes in your house or to your party,&#8221; He called back with a stunning smile, framed to perfection by his mustache and goatee.</p>
<p>&#8220;Merci!&#8221; She was rewarded with his rich chuckle at the Gaulish. A few moments later, she heard a groan from near the door. Her eyes flew wide and concern rushed to fill her.</p>
<p><em>&#8220;Severus!&#8221;</em> Squeak bellowed, surely it was his voice that shook the leaves above and not an errant breeze.</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi, could you be my best friend and go tell your father that the twins are off riding?&#8221; She&#8217;d also see that a maid was called to bring Squeak something appropriate to wear. <em>I don&#8217;t need his sense of humor getting the better of him and him coming to the teaparty in his hosen&#8211;or worse&#8211;his braises.</em> Lianne thought to herself.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Of course, mother.&#8221; Vivianne stood up, smoothing her lavender skirts, her curls falling over her shoulders as she pushed her chair up to the table. Lianne was too far away to hear what Caroline said to her, but it would take a far less observant woman not to notice the way Vivianne&#8217;s spine stiffened. However hard on the heels of Caroline&#8217;s comment, Elizabet turned to Caroline and said something. Caroline gasped, eyes wide.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Lady Marisol, could you please restrain your daughter? The last time that she took tea with Marianne and Caroline, Caroline cried for twenty minutes over whatever cruel thing that your child said.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;When your Caroline gains the wits to not insult my daughter and her friends, I am certain my Bet will stop making her cry.&#8221; Marisol said, swirling her wine around her glass.</p>
<p>&#8220;I am quite certain that Caroline said nothing of insult.&#8221; Katherine reared up at the challenge.</p>
<p>&#8220;Truly?&#8221; Marisol quirked a perfect blonde eyebrow. &#8220;The last time that Caroline took tea at our estate, she told Marianne that if she insisted upon gorging herself on sweets at every tea, her girth would increase to the point where no chair would hold her and then your husband would never be able to find Marianne a husband.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, you must admit, Lady Marisol, that hunting for a spouse is a battleground and that a young lady must use every bit of advantage in battle. It&#8217;s just bad policy to gorge oneself on anything, especially sweets.&#8221; Katherine pressed her hand to her bosom in affront.</p>
<p>&#8220;<em>I</em> took more pastries at tea than the <em>two</em> that Marianne did.&#8221; Marisol said cuttingly. &#8220;And certainly my own arse has not grown to the proportions that would require it it&#8217;s own shire!&#8221; Katherine gasped and gaped.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ladies, please. There&#8217;s no need for profanity or arguments.&#8221; Lianne interjected.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, did I miss profanity. I always miss the fun parties. I only ever show up at the boring ones.&#8221; Oh, thank the Lord Wright. Lianne thought to herself as she glanced over her shoulder to see Squeak, now properly attired in an Aubergine suit. He grinned at her and winked.</p>
<p>&#8220;It was just a small spat, my lord.&#8221; Katherine said, glancing at Marisol and then Lianne.</p>
<p>&#8220;And no wonder it&#8217;s turning into a romp, those are not tea glasses.&#8221; He gesture to the golden goblets on the table.</p>
<p>&#8220;We were just having a little Gaulish, as a finisher for the tea.&#8221; Lianne offered. Squeak gathered a plate of fruit from the refreshments table and walked over to the pavilion, he dropped a kiss on the top of her head before dropping into the chair next to Henry.</p>
<p>&#8220;I do hope you saved me some.&#8221; He said. &#8220;And I hope that you will forgive my manners as I eat, I worked straight through luncheon, my lord.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, not at all, I understand, my lord.&#8221; Henry said with his usual easy-going tone.</p>
<p>&#8220;Does that fill our requisite my lords for the afternoon, can we just call each other by our Wrightian names rather than being so cursedly proper?&#8221; Squeak asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;But properness makes the world go round, father.&#8221; Charlie said appearing as if conjured out of the hedgemaze. She hadn&#8217;t known that the twins were home.</p>
<p>&#8220;At least that&#8217;s what Brother Dustin is always telling us.&#8221; Severus followed. &#8220;And you know what they say about broken clocks, after all.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Severus!&#8221; Lianne scolded, getting to her feet to plant her hands on her hips. &#8220;I am quite sure that Brother Dustin is not a broken clock.&#8221; Before Severus could come up with whatever his clever retort was, and Lianne was certain he had one, Squeak turned to her.</p>
<p>&#8220;While you&#8217;re scolding our son, my love, please remind him again why it is not okay to hide my clothing?&#8221; Squeak asked with another disarming grin.</p>
<p>&#8220;Severus!&#8221; Lianne sighed.</p>
<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t!&#8221; He protested looking up from the fruit trays, injured look on his face. &#8220;I just switched the pots in front of the door.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s the same thing.&#8221; Squeak sniffed.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Sorry, father.&#8221; He said walking around the table, Lianne turned around to see him sliding into her chair. &#8220;Severus.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;You tell me not stand and eat, Mum. It was the only open chair.&#8221; He paused for a second and looked toward where his sister sat. His Adam&#8217;s apple bobbed for a moment as if he were swallowing heavily.</p>
<p>&#8220;Mother, may Elizabet, Marianne, and I be excused? Master Chalmers is going to be giving us a test tomorrow on the story of St. Romeo and St. Juliette and I want to be certain I know everything.&#8221; Vivianne asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Of course, Vivi, study hard.&#8221; Squeak said turning in his chair.</p>
<p>&#8220;Thanks, daddy.&#8221; She blew him a kiss as she headed for the mouth of hedge maze. Lianne stifled a sigh, she couldn&#8217;t remember the last time that Vivianne had been that affectionate toward her. She reserved much more of her regard for her father and her brothers, especially Leo.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Thank you, Lady Finessa. The tea was wonderful.&#8221; Marianne said with a curtsy.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re quite welcome, Marianne.&#8221; Lianne said with a nod.</p>
<p>&#8220;Yes, thank you, Lady Finessa.&#8221; Elizabet said, her blue-gray eyes sparkling. &#8220;I especially enjoyed the pastries.&#8221; Marisol actually chuckled, it was a rich sound that was all too infrequent.</p>
<p>Vivianne&#8217;s leaving had left Caroline in lone splendor at the girls&#8217; table and that wouldn&#8217;t do, she&#8217;d spent too much of this tea lost in thought, not attending to her guests&#8217; needs. She slipped into the chair that Marianne had vacated. &#8220;I&#8217;m not keeping you from studying, I hope?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; Caroline said. Well, that was one conversation starter that had lead nowhere fast.</p>
<p>&#8220;Your sister is such a lovely girl.&#8221; Lianne tried again. Caroline glanced at the tree with a slightly sour look on her face.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I think Julia will be prettier when she grows up.&#8221; Caroline told her. This was going to be like extracting water from a stone. &#8220;Have you heard from Leo? Is he enjoying Camford?&#8221; There that was something that they could talk about.</p>
<p>&#8220;What are those two girls doing?&#8221; Lianne could hear the scowl in Katherine&#8217;s voice from where she sat.</p>
<p>&#8220;Playin&#8217; it looks like, Lady Henry.&#8221; Severus told her. &#8220;That&#8217;s what they were doing when we came in, playing solider it looked like.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Soldier!&#8221; Katherine gasped. &#8220;I knew nothing good would come from letting Julia spend time with <em>that</em> girl.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Pray recall, Lady Henry,&#8221; Marisol interjected with what Lianne imagined was the cold certainty of a hunting knife being plunged into flesh. &#8220;That <em>that</em> girl is my kin. My cousin&#8217;s daughter.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Second cousin.&#8221; Katherine corrected. Lianne saw Henry cringe.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye. Second cousin, still puts us at closer relation than you have to those Reman families you like to remind us you&#8217;re related to.&#8221; Marisol&#8217;s tone was growing icier by the moment. Lianne wracked her brain to think of some way to defuse the situation, she certainly had never intended for this party to stop the two ladies from talking to each other, which had happened before. Especially because it made Vivi so miserable.</p>
<p>&#8220;Henry, I&#8217;ll tell you, I don&#8217;t like the look of that cloud, d&#8217;you?&#8221; Squeak interjected loudly enough that they could all hear him.</p>
<p>&#8220;It could be nothing, but it could mean rain.&#8221; Henry agreed. &#8220;Perhaps I should gather my daughters and head on back home before we find out.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Squeak said, standing up from his chair and offering the other man a firm handshake. &#8220;Charlie, could you please go find Marianne for us.&#8221; Severus turned in his chair as if he was going to say something then turned back toward the table and popped a grape in his mouth without a word. Charlie stood up and ran off in the direction of the house.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, if we&#8217;re going to use inclement weather as a reason to break up the party, perhaps Lyssa, Bet and I should take our leave of you as well.&#8221; Marisol smiled tightly. Goodbyes were said without incident and finally, when all of the the guests had disappeared through the wrought iron gate.</p>
<p>&#8220;Those two.&#8221; Squeak expelled his breath in a sigh.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Lianne agreed.</p>
<p>&#8220;You two are braver than I am. I&#8217;d be afraid to have dinner with Lady Henry and the baroness in the baron&#8217;s dining hall.&#8221; Severus said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why so?&#8221; Squeak asked, sounding honestly puzzled.</p>
<p>&#8220;The baron has all those weapons and suits of armor in there. I&#8217;d be too afraid that they&#8217;d pull something off the wall, suit up and use them on each other.&#8221; Lianne offered a polite twitter of laughter that paled next to Squeaks heartier guffaw.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, it&#8217;s probably a good thing that Caroline is intended for Leo then.&#8221; Squeak said. &#8220;And  that I don&#8217;t see the baron or baroness pursuing the idea of the Fitz-Chivalry&#8217;s Edmund for Elizabet.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Yeah, that&#8217;d be a bad idea.&#8221; Severus seconded as Vivianne sat down at the table next to him, her face as blank as a just washed slate. &#8220;I don&#8217;t think that Edmund could handle a girl like Elizabet. I&#8217;m not sure there is a man who can handle a girl like Elizabet.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;What, you&#8217;re not up to the task?&#8221; Charlie asked, sitting down himself to finish the rest of his plate. Something, again, passed over Severus&#8217; face. It was so peculiar how she could read almost any courtier with consummate ease, but her own children were often completely incomprehensible to her.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Nope. After all, our mama only raised one fool, and that&#8217;s you.&#8221;</p>
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		<title>What A Good Girl</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;Got these chains hanging around our necks, people want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath.&#8221; Imsdyn 10th, 1513 – Fitz-Chivalry estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion Marianne brushed nervously at the horse hair that still clung to the skirt of her blue riding habit. &#8220;We just got back from our riding [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>&#8220;Got these chains hanging around our necks, people want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath.&#8221;</em></p>
<p>Imsdyn 10th, 1513 – Fitz-Chivalry estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p>Marianne brushed nervously at the horse hair that still clung to the skirt of her blue riding habit. &#8220;We just got back from our riding lesson.&#8221; Vivianne pointed out, tossing a strand of hair over her shoulder. &#8220;No one is going to expect us to be completely spotless.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Speak for yourself,&#8221; Marianne&#8217;s other companion, Elizabet, wrinkled her pale nose. &#8220;I&#8217;ve seen mother lead an autumn hunt and come back with not a piece of horse hair clinging to her skirt, nor a hint of perspiration about her brow, not even a hair out of place.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, aye, Elizabet, but we&#8217;re not even sure that your mother is a sim, she might be a ice sculpture that someone bewitched.&#8221; Vivianne tossed back with a smirk.</p>
<p>&#8220;Hardly.&#8221; Elizabet dismissed airily. &#8220;A bewitched snow sculpture would be warmer than my mother.&#8221; Their riding instructor put a hand over her mouth and cleared her throat, probably to hide a snicker. Marianne couldn&#8217;t blame Madame Cox for it. She probably knew the baroness better than any of them. Her husband was a cousin of Elizabet&#8217;s mother <em>and</em> worked as the baron&#8217;s steward. And while she was never anything other than the very picture of polite, deferential good manners around them, you couldn&#8217;t help but get the impression that Madame Cox was anything other than polite and deferential in her thoughts of them.</p>
<p>&#8220;Besides, just because your mother can do it doesn&#8217;t mean that any sim can.&#8221; Vivianne told the blonde girl.</p>
<p>&#8220;You have met my mother, haven&#8217;t you? Of course, she expects us to be able to do everything she can. <em>Only the Lord Wright can create perfection, but we should all strive to be as close to perfection as simly possible.</em>&#8221; Elizabet gave an airy flick of the hand as Lady Marisol did after she deemed something to be so. Vivianne snickered. Marianne&#8211;wished she dared to. &#8220;What I don&#8217;t understand is why given that both my estate and the Finessas&#8217; estate is closer to the riding grounds we <em>have</em> to come to the Fitz-Chivalrys after riding lesson.&#8221;</p>
<p>Marianne&#8217;s gaze dropped to the ground by the hem of her skirts. Mother reminded her that they couldn&#8217;t expect to be treated as the <em>exact</em> equals of the Caricos and Finessas, they were not, through no fault of their blood, which could be traced back to some of the noblest, they simply had <em>yet</em> to earn landed status. But Elizabet was never so cruel as to simply point out that while her father was Baron of River Sulis, Marianne&#8217;s father was the Baron of nowhere yet.</p>
<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t mean that, Ri.&#8221; Elizabet said flicking blue-gray eyes her direction. &#8220;I&#8217;m not disparaging your house or your company, just the silliness that we go from there to here even though there are other theres to go to inbetween. You understand, right?&#8221; Though Elizabet had the baroness&#8217; eyes, there was an earnestness in them that  Marianne had never seen in Lady Marisol&#8217;s icy gaze.</p>
<p>&#8220;My mother doesn&#8217;t like nicknames.&#8221; Marianne pointed out instead of answering the questions, she didn&#8217;t really know if she understood, but she knew that Elizabet wouldn&#8217;t let it go if she didn&#8217;t deflect the situation. &#8220;She thinks they&#8217;re crass and low-class.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;So I&#8217;ll tell <em>my</em> mother to tell <em>your</em> mother not to be so <em>stuffy</em>.&#8221; There went Vivianne&#8217;s snickers again. &#8220;And I&#8217;m sure that will bring the return of St. Robert and then Armageddon from irony alone. But even <em>my</em> mother doesn&#8217;t mind nicknames. And considering how your mother is&#8211;do you really think that she&#8217;ll call <em>me</em> out  for using one, even if she <em>does</em> think they&#8217;re crass?&#8221;</p>
<p>Considering how your mother is. It was easy to read between the lines, Elizabet made no secret that she thought that Marianne&#8217;s mother was an unapologetic social climber. Secretly, shoved so deep down inside that maybe even the Lord Wright couldn&#8217;t see it, Marianne knew that Elizabet was right. Her mother did nothing that wasn&#8217;t aimed at making their family look better in the eyes and minds of those higher up the chain than the Fitz-Chivalrys.</p>
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<p>Madame Cox cleared her throat gently. &#8220;Your lord-father made the request, milady. And I am not dumb enough to argue with the baron.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Not even over something that makes no sense?&#8221; Elizabet taunted.</p>
<p>&#8220;Especially not over something that makes no sense. I have better things to do with my time. Like go argue with my garden wall in hopes that it will move five feet to the left or the statue of St. Brandi to change position, because I think that her normal one is a trifle trite by this point.&#8221; Madame Cox&#8217;s bland expression didn&#8217;t change but even Vivianne, usually the first to giggle at something scandalous, was watching the riding instructor with a semi-horrified expression. As for Marianne herself, her eyes felt as if they were bulged so far any moment now, they would surely pop right out of her head.</p>
<p>Elizabet, however, grinned sunnily. &#8220;Probably a good idea. You do have more chance of convincing those things to move.&#8221;</p>
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<p>Madame Cox offered a small smile and nod. &#8220;Well, having delivered you to your location, I should probably get home, I believe that Lyssandra should be returning from her music lesson shortly.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, Madame Cox?&#8221; Elizabet called after the riding instructor.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye, Lady Elizabet?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I think my father said something about wanting Master Cox to work on the Library fundraiser this evening, that&#8217;ll probably keep him late.&#8221; Elizabet said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Good, if he keeps him all week, I&#8217;ll refund your tuition for the month.&#8221; Elizabet burst out into giggles as Madame Cox waved over her shoulder.</p>
<p>&#8220;Did I miss something?&#8221; Vivianne asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Madame Cox and Master Cox do not like each other. He annoys her, I think she <em>scares</em> him. But my father works him like a salt miner. So, they can avoid each other. It&#8217;s probably better that way.&#8221; Elizabet pushed open the iron gate, leading the way down the side of the house.</p>
<p>They were almost to the courtyard when a boyish shout caught their attention.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, cow demons and last seasons slippers!&#8221; Elizabet muttered. &#8220;Now we have to deal with the brothers too.&#8221; Marianne looked under the arbor toward the courtyard and saw she was right. The courtyard was filled with teenage boys, Elizabet&#8217;s brother Joshua, Charlie and Severus, Vivianne&#8217;s brothers, of course Brandon, Marianne&#8217;s elder brother was there as well and&#8211;who was&#8230;?</p>
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<p>&#8220;I thought Leo was off Camford.&#8221; Elizabet said to Vivianne. &#8220;That is your brother isn&#8217;t it?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;No, not yet. There was storm damage from that late Spring storm that went through the east of here. They&#8217;ve got to finish repairing the buildings before people can move in. But, that&#8217;s okay. That means he doesn&#8217;t have to leave so soon.&#8221; There was a little catch in Vivianne&#8217;s voice as she said it.</p>
<p>&#8220;The-outfit is new.&#8221; Elizabet said neutrally.</p>
<p>&#8220;I helped pick it out.&#8221; Vivianne told them clasping her hands behind her back. &#8220;I think he looks really&#8230; handsome.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;He does look nice.&#8221; Marianne added in a hurry, before Elizabet could say something snappish. The door almost directly opposite from where they were standing opened and spilled a girl out into the summer sunlight.</p>
<p>&#8220;Now, she does not.&#8221; Elizabet grimaced as she turned to Marianne. &#8220;How can your mother have such good taste and your sister so poor? That pink, with that green? And all that brocade?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Caroline&#8217;s&#8211;&#8221; Marianne started, then stalled out trying to figure out how to be diplomatic and defend her sister, as her mother insisted they do, and knowing she kind of agreed. Caroline&#8217;s dress was made to lord over others. She wanted to catch every eye in the room, and with most of her dresses she would&#8211;just not the way that Marianne thought Caroline would want to catch that attention.</p>
<p>&#8220;Got her slimy paws <em>all</em> over Leo.&#8221; Vivianne crossed her arms over her chest and glared straight ahead.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Your <em>brother</em>.&#8221; Elizabet said with a little heat. &#8220;C&#8217;mon, obviously they&#8217;ve usurped the courtyard, so let&#8217;s go to the back garden.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;But&#8230;&#8221; Marianne protested.</p>
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<p>&#8220;We are not gonna tear the place up, we can just sit quietly and <em>talk</em>.&#8221; Elizabet shot a look at Vivianne who was still scowling. &#8220;Your mother doesn&#8217;t want the brothers back there because somebody&#8217;d push somebody into the reflection pools or break the head off the statue or trample the roses. I think we can avoid doing all that.&#8221; Having no response and hoping that her mother would accept that it was Elizabet&#8217;s idea, she followed them to the formal gardens at the back of the house.</p>
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<p>Elizabet pointed to the bench nearest to them and slid onto the right seat before patting the right one and pointing from Vivianne to it.</p>
<p>&#8220;Vivi, you have got to let this go.&#8221; Elizabet told her bluntly, sounding far older than her eleven years.</p>
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<p>&#8220;She&#8217;s right, Vivianne.&#8221; Marianne bit her lip when Elizabet looked at her and nodded toward their friend. &#8220;My father and your father are&#8211;in betrothal negotiations. I-I know you like your brother, but&#8230;&#8221; Marianne looked back at Elizabet, thinking not for the first time of the irony that she was technically the eldest of the three and yet she was most definitely not the leader. And it had nothing to do with being the lowest ranked.</p>
<p>&#8220;I just think that Caroline has her nose so far up in the air that it&#8217;s surprising she doesn&#8217;t drown in the rain and is not at all worthy of Leo.&#8221; Vivianne raised her chin with an icy, regal air that was better suited to Elizabet&#8217;s mother than the usually sweet girl that Marianne called a friend. &#8220;Can&#8217;t I think that?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Aye, and some-or most-of it is probably even true. But the reason I bring it up, Vivi, is you would or have found something wrong with <em>every</em> girl your parents have introduced to your brother.&#8221; Elizabet said. &#8220;You&#8217;d say it about Ri and she is the sweetest, most not-conceited girl we know.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;No, I wouldn&#8217;t.&#8221; Vivianne protested. &#8220;Not <em>that</em> at least.&#8221; She muttered to her hands. Elizabet sighed and leaned her head back against the rough brick of the back wall.</p>
<p>&#8220;But you wouldn&#8217;t like it.&#8221; Elizabet pressed. Vivianne shrugged and looked away. &#8220;He&#8217;s gonna marry somebody, Vivi. And&#8211;it isn&#8217;t you. I mean even if you weren&#8217;t quasi-betrothed to that prince.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m working on that!&#8221; Vivianne interrupted in protest.</p>
<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s your <em>brother</em>, <em></em>Vivi. You&#8217;d have better luck convincing your parents to let you out of being promised to the prince to marry my brother.&#8221; <em></em></p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t want to marry Josh!&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;And I don&#8217;t blame you. I mean he&#8217;s <em>Josh</em>.&#8221; Elizabet said it with such over the top distaste that Marianne couldn&#8217;t fight the giggle that bubbled up in her throat. &#8220;But he&#8217;s not <em>your</em> brother.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t mean that <em>I</em> want to marry Leo.&#8221; Vivianne picked at a thread on her riding habit. &#8220;I just don&#8217;t want <em>Caroline</em> to. And I don&#8217;t want to marry the prince. I don&#8217;t look good in a tiara.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, I&#8217;d disagree with that. I think your head is shaped just right for a tiara.&#8221; Elizabet teased with a wink. Marianne sat down on the grass, turning her attention up to the clouds.</p>
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<p>&#8220;What are <em>you</em> doing back here?&#8221; The sneering voice cut through the summer light, seeming to bring a cloud with it. Really, if it weren&#8217;t for the fact that Vivianne did have this peculiar attachment to her brother, Marianne would not see any problem with Vivianne wresting him away from Caroline. She&#8217;d probably even help her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Sitting. What are <em>you</em> doing back here?&#8221; Elizabet said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, the boys were being so loud, it&#8217;s hard to get acquainted in the presence of all that noise, so Mother suggested that we walk back here.&#8221; Caroline said.</p>
<p>&#8220;And there&#8217;s plenty of room for you to walk.&#8221; Elizabet said gesturing broadly. Vivianne slumped down on the bench crossing her arms over her chest.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, Vivianne.&#8221; Caroline simpered. &#8220;You&#8217;ll ruin your posture, then what will the <em>prince</em> say?&#8221; Leo shot Caroline a black look that seemed to cow her for a moment. Apparently she&#8217;d forgotten that you didn&#8217;t, ever, make fun of Leo&#8217;s sister when he was standing right there. He shot Vivianne a sympathetic look and she smiled back&#8211;sort of&#8211;it was a flickery sort of smile, like a candleflame in a draft.</p>
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<p>Caroline moved around the reflection pond, not seeming to notice that Leo wasn&#8217;t following her any more. That he wasn&#8217;t even looking at her. Then she paused and started to turn.</p>
<p>&#8220;Goodness, Caroline, look at the <em>size</em> of that <em>bee</em>.&#8221; Elizabet said.</p>
<p>&#8220;What bee?&#8221; Caroline sounded suspicious.</p>
<p>&#8220;The one on your shoulder. I&#8217;ve never seen one that big!&#8221; Elizabet gasped.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Ahhh!!&#8221; Caroline waved her hands &#8220;Bee!&#8221; She turned and ran out of the garden.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a good thing there wasn&#8217;t really a bee, else it&#8217;d have stung her.&#8221; Elizabet snickered.</p>
<p>&#8220;Lady Elizabet.&#8221; Leo chided softly.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, c&#8217;mon. She deserved it. I will even go apologize if you can seriously, with a straight face, tell me she <em>didn&#8217;t</em>.&#8221; Leo, perhaps wisely, said nothing.</p>
<p>&#8220;Leo, Vivi,&#8221; Severus rounded the corner. &#8220;Oh, hi, Elizabet.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Aren&#8217;t you forgetting someone?&#8221; Elizabet batted her lashes.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Oh, uh, hey, uh Marianne.&#8221; Severus tugged lightly at the collar of his doublet. &#8220;Why did your sister come running around the house like all of Grimmy&#8217;s Cow Demons and some distant relatives of Elizabet&#8217;s were chasing her.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Severus, you really shouldn&#8217;t talk about cow demons in front of ladies.&#8221; Leo scolded. &#8220;It&#8217;s not appropriate.&#8221; Severus colored lightly under his freckles.</p>
<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s alright, Severus.&#8221; Marianne shook her head. &#8220;Elizabet told Caroline there was a bee on her shoulder.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Wouldn&#8217;t that be a really dumb way to handle a bee?&#8221; Severus asked before breaking eye contact to look at Elizabet. &#8220;Though truly classic on telling her that, Elizabet. I approve. Oh, uh, yeah, dad&#8217;s here, Leo. I was supposed to come get you and Vivi.&#8221; He glanced at Marianne again before running his hand over the back of his neck.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Good afternoon, then, ladies.&#8221; Leo nodded as Vivianne moved past him toward where Severus stood.</p>
<p>&#8220;See you tomorrow at lessons.&#8221; Vivianne told them with a wave. A few quick strides later, Leo caught up with his sister and slung an easy arm around her shoulder.</p>
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<p>&#8220;We just lost every bit of progress we might have made this afternoon, didn&#8217;t we?&#8221; Elizabet asked sitting down on the bench. Marianne sat down next to her smoothing her skirt.</p>
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<p>She thought for a moment. &#8220;Aye.&#8221; Elizabet nodded and sighed. And all Marianne could do was nod and sigh as well. That seemed to pretty much say it all.</p>
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