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		<description><![CDATA[The road is dark and it&#8217;s a thin thin line. But I want you to know I&#8217;ll walk it for you any time. Maybe your other boyfriends couldn&#8217;t pass the test&#8230; Trigger Warning! So as not to be all spoilery, there is character death and other stuffs in this post. Proceed with caution. Ververe 29th, [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>The road is dark and it&#8217;s a thin thin line. But I want you to know I&#8217;ll walk it for you any time. Maybe your other boyfriends couldn&#8217;t pass the test&#8230;</em></p>
<p><span style="color: #ff0000;">Trigger Warning! So as not to be all spoilery, there is character death and other stuffs in this post. Proceed with caution.</span></p>
<p>Ververe 29th, 1513 &#8211; Riding grounds, outside River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
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<p>It seemed strangely quiet this morning. She couldn&#8217;t remember the last time that she had been riding all by herself. As it was officially Hybel break as of yesterday afternoon&#8211;despite it not yet being Hybel&#8211;there were no lessons, including riding lessons. Then Vivi had something that she was doing with her father and brothers, Elizabet had known that for a good couple of weeks. Then this morning her father told her that the FitzChivalries had sent over a servant, Marianne had sent her regrets but she wasn&#8217;t going to make it either. Still, Elizabet would be damned if she was going to spend the first day of her break sitting around the estate doing nothing.</p>
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<p>It was, in fact, a perfect day for finding some of those trails that Marianne was too chicken to ride and Vivi preferred to avoid as well, she said she always felt like she was going to tip off. Well, of course she felt that way, that&#8217;s why Elizabet rode astride rather than side saddle when she was going on trails like that.</p>
<p>But what should have been a good day of riding, just her and Honey and practically the whole riding park was actually setting up to be a not so good day after all. It felt like someone was taking a pin and pricking her up and down her spine. Every branch that creaked in the faint breeze, every dry leaf that crackled seemed like an executioner&#8217;s drum. Like something horrible was ahead.</p>
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<p>Once Honey had picked her way down out of the trees into a meadow, Elizabet climbed out of the saddle, her nervousness was obviously translating itself to the horse because it felt like she was about to bolt. And Elizabet was nowhere near big enough and strong enough to wrench the horse&#8217;s head if the mare spooked.</p>
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<p>If she had taken half a dozen steps before she realized that she had made a mistake, she&#8217;d have been surprised, that single pin was suddenly dozens, every instinct telling her to get out of that clearing and do it yesterday.</p>
<p>She&#8217;d just started to move toward the stirrup when the rustling of grass and something internal told her it might already be too late. She looked up at the easiest way out of the meadow.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Lord Rance.&#8221; Elizabet&#8217;s heart sunk. Her father had many acquaintances who were just fine, but Rance&#8211;he gave off the same vibe that Cox did, one that said that he was not&#8230; safe?</p>
<p>Outwardly, he was just another man, a counsel member, one that her father had been trying to court around to an alliance for a while now. So far as Elizabet knew though, he&#8217;d never found anything that Rance had wanted. Rance had a son who would be starting at the Academy at the start of the next year&#8211;so it wasn&#8217;t entirely&#8211;weird that he would be in River Sulis, or even that he&#8217;d be riding in the park.</p>
<p>But she <em>knew,</em> in that way that she could never say how, that this was not right.</p>
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<p>He slid out of his saddle and Elizabet bit her lip, hard.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ah, Lady Elizabet, just the lass I was hoping to see.&#8221; Elizabet&#8217;s throat went dry. Why would he want to see <em>her</em>?</p>
<p>&#8220;I guess the luck is more with you than me, Lord Rance.&#8221; Elizabet said.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, I don&#8217;t know about that.&#8221; Rance stalked toward her at a ground eating lope that was as intimidating in it&#8217;s purposefulness as having Rance suddenly looming over her was. &#8220;Some people would count this as their lucky day.&#8221; He swept up one of the plaits hanging over her shoulders, twining the blonde strands around his fingers for a moment.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Somehow, I seriously doubt that I&#8217;m going to be one of them.&#8221; Elizabet said, grabbing her plait and pulling it out of his hands, repressing an urge to shudder.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well, what you think is hardly relevant.&#8221; Rance told her with a matter of fact tone that Elizabet didn&#8217;t like at all. &#8220;I&#8217;m just taking what I am owed.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Owed? What <em>are</em> you going on about.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Your father has tried for years to find something that could sway me &#8217;round to an alliance with him. He&#8217;s got a block, you know, on this edge of the country. Only Firth and Rance don&#8217;t vote en block with your father. The Earl of Firth hates your father&#8217;s guts and I truly think he&#8217;s given up on it as the earl&#8217;s heir feels much the same way. He&#8217;s figured out ways to work around Firth.&#8221; Lord Rance smiled, it wasn&#8217;t a pleasant thing. &#8220;However, I have been on occasion both a help and a hindrance. I&#8217;ve never found any reason to make it easy for him. He&#8217;s never had anything I&#8217;ve wanted&#8211;until recently.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;However, one evening&#8211;at a quaint little tavern that I sometimes frequent&#8211;your father&#8217;s steward, Masen, happened to catch up with me&#8211;and it so happened that your father had come into something I <em>was</em> interested in.&#8221; Rance was moving closer to Elizabet with the same purposefulness that he had crossed the meadow with. She had a sneaking suspicion that she knew what he was interested in.</p>
<p>&#8220;You see, Lady Elizabet, it is so hard to find such things&#8211;They&#8217;re very easily broken.&#8221; He said in a musing tone.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Well, I&#8217;m not that easily broken.&#8221; Elizabet snarled, refusing to be cowed by this jackass.</p>
<p>&#8220;All the better.&#8221; Rance almost purred in a thoroughly disturbing tone.</p>
<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t care what you think you&#8217;re owed&#8211;or what my father agreed to, you&#8217;ve got about two seconds to stop touching me or you&#8217;re going to regret it.&#8221; She slapped his hand away from her hair. Rance just laughed. He caught her shoulders and forced her back toward Honey&#8217;s side, pinning her more or less against the horse. Honey whuffled in surprise, but otherwise stood firm, trapping Elizabet.</p>
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<p>She shoved at his chest when he let go of her arms enough that she could. Rance&#8217;s chuckle was just fuel for the fire that was suddenly racing up Elizabet&#8217;s spine. She was <em>not</em> going to be another one of Rance&#8217;s &#8220;broken toys&#8221;. He was just enough off balance from her shoving that when she kicked him in the knee, he took a step back. She used the newly won space to get one good gut punch in.</p>
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<p>He gasped a moment for breath, but when he caught it&#8211;and her&#8211;he was smiling. He <em>liked</em> this.</p>
<p>Catching her hands up in his left, he belted her across the face. A few moments of struggle later&#8211;his nose slightly crooked and bleeding profusely from her elbow slamming repeatedly into it. Her cheeks on fire from where his slaps had split them. Her nose was dripping blood too, but she didn&#8217;t think her nose was broken as his surely was. He hit her hard enough to send her reeling.</p>
<p>She didn&#8217;t think she passed out&#8211;exactly, but everything had gone all fuzzy and when it cleared, her riding habit was tossed off into the grass on one side and he was drooling against her neck&#8211;actually drooling&#8211;like a dog. The feeling of that sliding down her neck forced a reaction out of her. She lashed out with a foot and caught him hard in the gut. He made a surprised wumph and crossed his arms across his torso.</p>
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<p>Elizabet squirmed up into something of a sitting position, the two of them staring at each other for a long moment, then he leaned forward, his lips stirring her hair as he spoke. &#8220;I love it when you fight. So many of them just cry and squall. It&#8217;s so much better when you fight, bitch.&#8221;</p>
<p>As if something in the core of her had been embers that were suddenly fed paper and stirred, fire raced along every nerve ending in her body. She snarled something&#8211;some words that didn&#8217;t make any sense&#8211;except they did. Rance had about enough time to look uncertain and back up a few feet before a bolt of lightning screamed through the tortured air and wrapped around him.</p>
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<p>Two more bolts, in quick succession, hit him square, the third knocked her to the side and she collapsed, face down, into the meadow&#8217;s soft green grass as rain began to fall as if the very sky were crying for her.</p>
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<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Darin and Brandon had about enough time to scramble after Josh who took off as if he knew exactly where he was going&#8211;but nowhere near enough time to ask if he by any chance knew were he was going. He cut through some of the thickest trees seeming like a shadow except his bright flag of hair.</p>
<p>A few minutes, enough time for a couple other rumbles of thunder to crash down somewhere ahead, they broke through the trees into a meadow. Two horses, one a butterscotch colored mare, the other a very ordinary seeming chestnut gelding were grazing on the ground, seemingly unconcerned about what had happened in the meadow.</p>
<p>Given what Darin knew about horses, they should have been bolted for the four winds by now, not grazing calmly.</p>
<p>On the other side of the butterscotch horse who whuffled at Josh as he passed and he patted the mare&#8217;s nose absently&#8211;it sorta seemed like all hell had broken loose. A blonde girl was flung to one side, a scarlet riding habit balled up and tossed off to the other. It was obviously the girl&#8217;s because she was only wearing underwear.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Bet.&#8221; Josh sobbed, kneeling by her side and reaching out to stroke her hair. Feeling very much the outsider as Brandon knelt by the girl as well. He had little sisters&#8211;he probably had a better idea than Darin did what to do with&#8211;all this.</p>
<p>But if he wasn&#8217;t going to look at Elizabet, his eyes were drawn to the&#8211;other person in the meadow. Electricity crackled over the man&#8217;s skin still. Sparking and shooting little miniature bolts of lighting out into the muggy air.</p>
<p>He was groaning&#8211;the occasional tortured sounding breath escaping from his mouth which was twisted and split. He was obviously dying and even had that best doctor been on sight, nothing they did would have changed that. A gasp behind him dropped his stomach as even seeing Elizabet&#8217;s crumpled riding habit and the dying man hadn&#8217;t.</p>
<p><em>Stupid, Darin! Stupid!</em> He maybe had remembered to tell the kids to stay with the horses&#8211;but of course they weren&#8217;t going to. They were kids&#8211;curious enough for six cats. He should have been smart enough to stay with them. To wait where he was. Now he was going to die, probably painfully, when his sister and Raven realized that the kids had seen someone die because he was an idiot.</p>
<p>And that fate would be reserved for if the kids <em>didn&#8217;t</em> figure out what had happened to Elizabet. If they had any inclination of what Elizabet in her unmentionables meant, Sara-Beth would go hunt up the bonephone itself and bring him back so she could keep killing him.</p>
<p>He heard some stirring behind him and took his attention off Anna-Marie and the other kids for just a second to see Elizabet climbing disorientedly to her feet. Josh caught her when she stumbled and her breath hissed between her teeth half in pain, half in reaction before she buried her face in her brother&#8217;s coat.</p>
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<p>The man on the ground flopped for a moment like a fish, flipping onto his back, before blood spewed out of his mouth in a miniature fountain, eyes half-open.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is he&#8211;?&#8221; Brandon asked. Darin, much as he didn&#8217;t want to, but feeling probably the most qualified to make the call, went over to where the man lay, now still a hand under his nose indicated no breath, a touch to the neck, wrist, and chest indicated no flutter of heartbeat. He was dead.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Darin said. &#8220;My sister&#8217;s a nurse, she taught me&#8211;y&#8217;know?&#8221; Brandon looked puzzled, but seemingly more by the idea that Darin would think that he&#8217;d question him than by the pronouncement.</p>
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<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s, he&#8217;s, he&#8217;s&#8230;?&#8221; Bronx gasped. Shit!</p>
<p>&#8220;We&#8217;ve got more trouble than that.&#8221; Josh said finally. &#8220;That&#8217;s Rance. And Rance doesn&#8217;t go to the pot without at least a couple of guards around. He wouldn&#8217;t want them that close, if&#8211;well.&#8221; Josh trailed off. &#8220;And they probably don&#8217;t know exactly where he is&#8211;was?&#8221; Josh looked at the body like he wished it would stir again so he could tear it to bits as he pulled his sister a little closer to his shoulder.</p>
<p>&#8220;But they&#8217;ll be coming.&#8221; Brandon agreed. &#8220;I&#8217;m not sure why that&#8217;s more trouble, though. He got struck by lightning.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;He just happened to get struck by lightning while attacking my sister? You really think anyone will buy that was a coincidence given our family history?&#8221; Josh asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;But can&#8217;t your father do something about it? I mean no offense, Josh, but nothing goes in or out of River Sulis without your father&#8217;s saying it can.&#8221; Brandon pointed out.</p>
<p>&#8220;Father told him he could.&#8221; Elizabet&#8217;s voice shook and sounded more like an echo than like the vivacious girl that Darin was coming to know. &#8220;He wanted an alliance with Rance&#8211;and I was&#8211;the payment they&#8230;&#8221; Josh drew in his breath and muttered something into Elizabet&#8217;s hair.</p>
<p>&#8220;Like I said. We&#8217;ve got trouble.&#8221; Josh closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. &#8220;Okay, Brandon&#8211;get Bet out of here. We can force father&#8217;s publicity machine to cover our asses, but only if those guards can&#8217;t connect Bet being attacked with Rance&#8217;s death. Darin&#8211;will the kids talk?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Only to their parents, probably&#8211;and then more about,&#8221; He jerked his head toward the body. They didn&#8217;t even seem aware&#8211;as of yet&#8211;of Elizabet. Maybe that was because between the horse and the fact that she was clinging to Josh like ivy to an old stone wall, they just couldn&#8217;t see that she was more naked than dressed. Maybe. &#8220;I&#8217;ll&#8211;um&#8211;see what I can do.&#8221; Darin said. Not certain what he would do, but needing&#8211;somehow&#8211;to make some sort of promise given the look in the other boy&#8217;s eyes.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Okay, get the kids out of here too.&#8221; Josh said. &#8220;I&#8217;ll bullshit the guards, I&#8217;m good at that, and can pull rank if worse comes to worse.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Anna-Marie.&#8221; Darin called the girl over. She and her friends came to where Darin stood, giving wide birth to the dead man in the grass. &#8220;I need you to go back to the pond, go back to the horses, we&#8217;ll get you there. And take care of Bronx for me&#8211;and Starla, okay? Can you do that for me?&#8221; Anna-Marie&#8217;s hands shook but she nodded. Her head had barely completed one full nod before the other kids were taking off for the pond at a run. He voiced a silent prayer to the Lord Wright that he would keep those kids at least sort of sane.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I should&#8211;I should go with them, shouldn&#8217;t I?&#8221; Darin asked as Anna-Marie&#8217;s yellow dress disappeared at last into the ring of trees.</p>
<p>&#8220;No&#8211;please&#8211;I&#8211;please?&#8221; Josh asked. Darin had about enough time to nod before the sound of horses making their way up the incline hit his ears.</p>
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<p>Josh squared his shoulders, pulling around him an aura of Lord Joshua, son of the baron of River Sulis as thick as Darin had ever seen it and he strode over to where Rance&#8217;s horse stood at the mouth of the path. He heard the jingle and thump of two men dismounting and braced himself.</p>
<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s going on here?&#8221; One of the two guardsmen in the emerald green of the Gwynedd family demanded.</p>
<p>&#8220;I could ask you the same thing.&#8221; Josh&#8217;s voice was haughty. &#8220;Shouldn&#8217;t you have been here attending to your lord rather than leaving him to die alone like some common rabble in the grass?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Die?&#8221; The other one asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;Who are you to ask me anything?&#8221; The first sneered.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Lord Joshua, son of the Baron,&#8221; his eyes flickered over the man&#8217;s plain surcote. &#8220;Unless your father has very messed up priorities, guardsman, I would say that alone gives me every right to question your actions.&#8221; The guardsman flushed.</p>
<p>&#8220;Begging your pardon, my lord.&#8221; He said dropping his eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll consider it.&#8221; Joshua shook his hair back from his face, how he managed to do it, given the water that was currently dragging Darin&#8217;s hair into his eyes, Darin would never know. &#8220;As to what happened here, Lord Rance was struck by lightning.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Just his lordship?&#8221; The guardsman asked shrewdly.</p>
<p>&#8220;We heard a lass scream.&#8221; The second guardsman added.</p>
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<p>&#8220;My sister, the lady Elizabet was nearby, I believe she was thrown when her horse was spooked by the lightning striking so near. I had one of my companions accompany her back to our estate.&#8221; Josh said calmly.</p>
<p>&#8220;But.&#8221; The first guardsman&#8217;s eyes narrowed.</p>
<p>&#8220;But? Is there something else that I should know, guardsman?&#8221; Josh demanded. The guardsman obviously knew that Rance was going to be with Elizabet, it was clear on his face&#8211;but the only people who would be able to back up that version of events were either dead or damned unlikely to admit he set his own daughter up to be raped, which is the only way the baron would have foreknowledge.</p>
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<p>&#8220;No, no, sir, m&#8217;lord. Haynes.&#8221; He obviously knew he was trapped, instead turning to the second guardsman. &#8220;Go see to his lordship.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Yes, sir!&#8221; When the first guardsman had his back to Josh to go back toward the horses and the second had his back to Josh walking toward the dead nobleman, Josh turned and met Darin&#8217;s eyes. He mimed wiping sweat off his forehead and Darin shot him a grin.</p>
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		<title>And I guess I lost my way</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[Trigger Warning: All of the following are implied in the following post, though none of it is pictured or explicit: Pedophilia, underage prostitution, rape/statutory rape, slavery/sex slavery. Again, not a happy post. Surrounded by strangers I thought were my friends, I found myself further and further from my home. Tyves 1st, 1513 &#8211; Carico estate, [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color: #993300;">Trigger Warning: All of the following are <em>implied</em> in the following post, though none of it is pictured or explicit: Pedophilia, underage prostitution, rape/statutory rape, slavery/sex slavery. Again, <em>not</em> a happy post. </span></p>
<p><em>Surrounded by strangers I thought were my friends, I found myself further and further from my home.</em></p>
<p>Tyves 1st, 1513 &#8211; Carico estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
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<p>&#8220;Bet? What are you doing out here?&#8221; Josh asked as he walked down the stairs toward the stables where the two horses he asked to be saddled were waiting for him.</p>
<p>&#8220;Are you going somewhere?&#8221; Elizabet asked, without answering.</p>
<p>&#8220;Do you need me to stay?&#8221; He&#8217;d figure out some way to do it, if Elizabet were in trouble or having one of those feelings again. He didn&#8217;t quite know how, but he would. His &#8220;plans&#8221; for the evening could go hang, especially as he didn&#8217;t want to go at all.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Nope. Just wondering why you have two horses saddled, there&#8217;s only one of you&#8230;&#8221; She turned toward him with a grin. &#8220;It&#8217;s a bit late for a ride isn&#8217;t it? I mean unless it&#8217;s supposed to be a moonlight ride with someone pretty.&#8221; She clasped her hands together under her chin and fluttered her lashes at him.</p>
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<p>&#8220;No, I&#8217;m going to go throw myself on Darin&#8217;s mercy.&#8221; Josh rolled his eyes, stepping forward to smooth the saddle blanket hanging on Shade. &#8220;I&#8217;ve got&#8211;something I have to go do and I don&#8217;t want to go do it alone.&#8221; He added after a moment.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, well, it&#8217;s still with someone pretty.&#8221; Elizabet gave her best romance heroine sigh. He shook his head.</p>
<p>&#8220;Aren&#8217;t you too young to be noticing if my friends are pretty or not?&#8221; Josh asked. Elizabet stuck her tongue out at him.</p>
<p>&#8220;In case you didn&#8217;t notice, dear brother, I <em>will</em> be turning twelve next month. That would mean it&#8217;s time for father to step up the ol&#8217; husband hunt. So, if society says I&#8217;m almost old enough to start looking for a future husband, I&#8217;m probably old enough to notice how your friends look.&#8221; Elizabet pointed out with that razor-sharp logic that never particularly failed to skewer him. &#8220;Besides, pretty is an aesthetic thing. I don&#8217;t think you have to necessarily want to bed someone to know if they&#8217;re pretty or not.&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;You are in an amazingly good mood tonight, Bet. Should I be afraid for snakes in my bed?&#8221; Josh teased, however it was true. Usually Elizabet was nowhere near this jocular.</p>
<p>&#8220;Apparently you haven&#8217;t heard then. Goody! Father is going to Camelot for a full month at court. He leaves Monday and won&#8217;t be back until my birthday, I think.&#8221; Elizabet rocked up onto her toes and did a pirouette.</p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not sure if he leaves Monday or if he&#8217;ll be back for your birthday?&#8221; Josh asked. Though that totally explained Elizabet&#8217;s mood. The whole household from their mother straight down to the lowest servant breathed just a little easier when Jayson was&#8211;elsewhere, especially for a long period of time, but no one more than he and Elizabet.</p>
<p>&#8220;He leaves Monday, I imagine he&#8217;ll be back for my birthday.&#8221; Elizabet said shaking her head. &#8220;Though if the Lord Wright were listening, a freak summer blizzard in Seryl that kept father away until after whatever Wright-awful extravaganza mother is planning to celebrate my birth would be the cream.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I think that&#8217;s asking a bit much, even for the Lord Wright, Bet.&#8221; Josh pointed out.</p>
<p>&#8220;Drat.&#8221; Elizabet sighed. &#8220;Well, maybe a rainstorm. Something that washes out a bridge or something.&#8221; Josh chuckled.</p>
<p>&#8220;But I&#8217;m keeping you from that something you don&#8217;t really want to do, aren&#8217;t I?&#8221; Elizabet asked. Josh nodded reluctantly. &#8220;Well, who knows, maybe it&#8217;ll go better than you expect.&#8221; She shrugged and grinned before hugging him around the waist and running off toward the house.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Outskirts of River Sulis</p>
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<p>A hard knock on the door almost made Darin jump. He had been reading a book that Father Valen had lent him about the first Duchess of Orkney, Lady Morgause. It had been written by a contemporary of hers, but as it had been published under a pseudonym there was some controversy as to who had actually written it. The leading candidate in current analysis was Lady Guinevere. But Father Valen had told him that he thought that if the first duchess of Avilion were going to pen all about Morgause, she&#8217;d have put her name right at the front of it.</p>
<p>Others believed that it might have been St. Galahad, but again that was suspect, he also would have written under his own name more than likely, considering the heretical nature of some of his treatises. Plus, most of Galahad&#8217;s writings were written in such an enthusiastic, bright tone, as if there were just this wealth of knowledge inside his head that he <em>had</em> to share. Even as he had grown older and perhaps more jaded, certainly more world-weary, that tone hadn&#8217;t changed.</p>
<p>Valen had suggested, and Darin, after a few chapters, tended to agree, that it might well have been written by Lady Dindrane. It lined up rather well with some of the lady&#8217;s other writings in tone and personality, plus there were certain references that indicated that the author had had a true and honest fear of the woman. The fear that might have come from actually having lived with the woman? That was what Father Valen had thought.</p>
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<p>He set the book on the table, unable restrain a shiver as he did it, even though he was fairly certain that it wasn&#8217;t Lady Morgause at his door.</p>
<p>&#8220;Josh?&#8221; Darin&#8217;s eyebrow crept up toward his hairline. &#8220;What are you doing here?&#8221; Josh turned around and offered him a smile.</p>
<p>&#8220;Throwing myself on your mercy.&#8221; Josh pulled his bottom lip in between his teeth and grimaced.</p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, Wright, what now?&#8221; Darin asked. <em>If this is another pubcrawl, I&#8217;m staying home.</em></p>
<p>&#8220;I have to&#8211;I&#8217;m supposed to meet someone at this&#8211;pub over in Reme and&#8211;I just don&#8217;t know that I can handle meeting this person and going there on my own.&#8221; Josh said to his knuckles, which Darin noticed, even in the faint light of the moon, were whiter than usual.</p>
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<p>There were all sorts of questions that were running through his head&#8211;questions and jibes at Josh&#8217;s sanity&#8211;but somehow he couldn&#8217;t seem to make himself ask them. &#8220;It&#8217;s not&#8211;like Marcinak&#8211;is it?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;<em>You</em> wouldn&#8217;t say so,&#8221; Josh told him, something flashing through his eyes to quick for Darin to read.</p>
<p>&#8220;Um, okay.&#8221; Darin shrugged.</p>
<p>&#8220;That blue suit you got, could you wear it?&#8221; Well, obviously, as the suit was by far the nicest thing in Darin&#8217;s wardrobe, even including his Academy uniform, this was no run of the mill sort of pub.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Cats &#8211; Ignisward, Santa Bella, Reme</p>
<p>Darin could count how many times he&#8217;d been over the border into Reme on one hand and still have a few fingers left over. If you&#8217;d asked him, going over the border in the middle of the night with a nobleman who was getting twitchier the further they went wouldn&#8217;t have been the way he&#8217;d have chosen to do it again.</p>
<p>Joshua had been very quiet as they rode, which, they weren&#8217;t like Severus who always had to have conversation going, but they usually weren&#8217;t this quiet. And the quiet hadn&#8217;t helped Darin any either, because it left him a good hour and a half to brood over what the hell he was doing going to a pub&#8211;in Reme&#8211;to meet with a guy that Darin wouldn&#8217;t classify as a thug, but the way Joshua said it sort of implied that he thought that whomever they were meeting probably was one&#8211;in the middle of the night.</p>
<p>Hopefully it they got murdered, Joshua had told someone, maybe his sister? that he was going and that he was taking Darin with him. Elizabet would probably remember to tell Sara-Beth that Darin was dead and buried in some town over the border. He hoped.</p>
<p>Joshua reined in his horse in front of a building that wasn&#8217;t much different than any of the other buildings on the block, light poured out from the two open archway doors on either side of an impressive wooden gate and started to dismount. Darin did the same, sliding awkwardly out of the saddle with care for the suit.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Do you know where we are?&#8221; Joshua asked Darin, who looked back at him like he was insane.</p>
<p>&#8220;Reme?&#8221; Darin asked. He wasn&#8217;t so good with linking geography from a map up with physical geography and all of the towns along the border seemed to be Santa something-or-others. Josh gestured over his shoulder at the building.</p>
<p>&#8220;I meant what this place is.&#8221; Joshua said, crossing his arms and leaning them on his saddle.</p>
<p>&#8220;Nope.&#8221; Darin shook his head.</p>
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<p>&#8220;If I told you we were at Cats would that mean anything to you?&#8221; Darin thought for a moment. It sounded familiar but he couldn&#8217;t have said where he&#8217;d heard it before or in what context, so he shook his head again. &#8220;Okay.&#8221; Joshua said before freezing like he was a mouse who&#8217;d just spotted a cat. Darin swung his head in the direction Joshua was looking in, but all he saw was a man who&#8217;d walked out of one of those archways that seemed to lead into some sort of shop.</p>
<p>&#8220;Isn&#8217;t that your father&#8217;s steward?&#8221; Darin asked in a low voice. Joshua nodded before dropping Shade&#8217;s reins into the hand of a young boy who skittered up. There was something odd about the boy&#8217;s face, but Darin couldn&#8217;t make out what it was in the dim light. The blonde boy obviously steeled himself with a couple deep breaths as Darin turned Reaper over to the boy as well. &#8220;Are we here to meet up with <em>him</em>?&#8221; Darin asked. Joshua nodded again.</p>
<p>&#8220;Okay.&#8221; Darin said as the stableboy lead the horses away.</p>
<p>&#8220;Joshua.&#8221; Masen Cox&#8217;s eyes flickered over Darin, eyebrow quirking upward.</p>
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<p>&#8220;After you.&#8221; Joshua said, saying nothing about Darin or offering no introductions. Cox pushed open the gate into a richly appointed courtyard. There were several couches in the curved style favored by the Remans, snowy marble covered in rich red striped cushions. Seated on one of them, there were two girls, both an identical shade of blonde, but if their brows were any indications, the color wasn&#8217;t natural.</p>
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<p>The one in red was probably ten, the other, in blue, maybe six. She turned to look up at the three men, showing that her face was as fully painted as a Gaulish belle for a fete. The red, red lips obviously not natural and the rouge on her cheeks heavy. There was fear in her eyes, he could see it, even as she coquettishly kicked her feet out.</p>
<p>Both girls were dressed in short dresses with what looked like ruffled breeches underneath, there was nothing <em>wrong</em> with the style, but there was something wrong with the whole thing, especially paired with the hair and cosmetics. He wished he could ask Joshua about it, but there was no time to for Cox was leading them toward a second gate.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-07-08-31.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-461" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-07-08-31" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-07-08-31.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>In this courtyard there were more marble benches, one occupied by a woman dressed a green satin corset, chemise and petticoats. Darin shot Joshua an alarmed look as the blue haired woman stood up and greeted Cox with a kiss on each cheek. &#8220;Lord Masen.&#8221; She smiled sunnily. &#8220;Lord Joshua and&#8211;er&#8221; She stumbled to a stop when she saw Darin, to cover it she simply turned.</p>
<p>&#8220;Calico is waiting for you as you requested, Lord Masen, follow me, please.&#8221; Her Albionese was accented heavily and he&#8217;d have laid money that her Reman wasn&#8217;t spoken with the local accent. There was an older lady he&#8217;d done odd jobs for for pocket money who was from somewhere on the western coast of Reme that had the same sort of accent.</p>
<p>&#8220;Thank you, Miss Tabby.&#8221; Cox said. They passed through an arch and into a brightly lit public room that was scattered with well dressed men, drinking wine and munching exotic fruit while dicing or playing cards.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-09-17-30.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-466" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-09-17-30" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-09-17-30.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>A young girl with hair the color of poppies&#8211;didn&#8217;t anyone in this place have a natural hair color?&#8211;greeted Cox the same way Miss Tabby had. She turned to lead him up the stairs in the corner of the room.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-10-19-41.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-467" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-10-19-41" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-10-19-41.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Miss Tabby turned to Joshua. &#8220;Lord Joshua, please let me know if there&#8217;s anything I can do for you&#8211;or your guest.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;A glass of wine perhaps.&#8221; Joshua said. &#8220;But that&#8217;s all at this time, thank you.&#8221; Joshua indicated with his head the nearest table to the door and Darin sat down. Josh following suit a moment later as Tabby went off, probably in search of that wine.</p>
<p>&#8220;Joshua, is&#8211;is this place what I think it is?&#8221; Darin asked, watching the brightly haired employees hurrying through the public room, a young woman or young man would come to the bottom of the stairs and one of the richly dressed men around would follow them up the stairs.</p>
<p>It wasn&#8217;t that they were in a brothel that set the hair on the back of Darin&#8217;s neck on end. He&#8217;d been in a few brothels before, though never outside the public rooms, it was everything else about the place&#8230;</p>
<p>Joshua nodded and glanced away at the table top. As before, he felt about five billion questions piling up, but he couldn&#8217;t voice any of them.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-14-28-58.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-472" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-14-28-58" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-14-28-58.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Then the boy&#8211;the one that Darin had thought was just a stableboy, came running into the room&#8211;in the bright light he could see that like the girls in the atrium&#8211;the boy&#8217;s hair was bleached blonde and his face was painted. He headed up the stairs at a run and a moment later, a stick thin man dressed in the black robes of a judge stood up and headed for the stairs.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-14-14-82.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-471" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-14-14-82" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-14-14-82.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>At first, Darin thought maybe the man was going to &#8220;meet&#8221; the young man who&#8217;d just come down, hair dyed a brilliant teal, but the judge walked past him and went up the stairs in the wake of boy.</p>
<p>Darin was going to be sick in about half a second. &#8220;I am so sorry, Darin.&#8221; Joshua said from across the table, though it was quiet enough that probably only Darin heard him.</p>
<p>&#8220;How&#8211;,&#8221; Joshua looked around at the other men, the ones who didn&#8217;t seem to respond at all to the idea of a graybeard and judge going upstairs with a boy that age, and Darin&#8217;s question fell off.</p>
<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t&#8211;I thought, look, we&#8217;ll&#8211;talk about it later. I&#8211;I promise, later.&#8221; Joshua&#8217;s hands shook and Darin could only nod. Then Josh started talking about a lecture that was supposed to happen the next week at school and Darin fell into the pantomime that everything was all right as if it had all been rehearsed ahead of time.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Shrine of St. Betsy, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p>After they&#8217;d left the brothel, they&#8217;d ridden back to Albion in silence, but given that Cox had been just ahead of them on the road, Darin guessed there wasn&#8217;t a lot that Joshua would be willing to say. It was only after they&#8217;d parted company&#8211;if you wanted to call it that&#8211;Joshua hadn&#8217;t said more than two words to the steward the entire time&#8211;with Cox that Joshua thawed any at all.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-38-54-55.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-476" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-38-54-55" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-38-54-55.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;I couldn&#8217;t handle going there by myself again.&#8221; Joshua said after they settled onto one of the secluded benches near the back wall of the shrine.</p>
<p>&#8220;Do you go there often?&#8221; Darin asked.</p>
<p>&#8220;More often than I&#8217;d like.&#8221; Joshua admitted. &#8220;It&#8217;s one of Cox&#8217;s preferred places of recreation&#8211;they don&#8217;t offer the right sort of services here in Albion.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-39-88.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-482" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-39-88" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-39-88.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Okay, but you&#8217;re the nobleman, he&#8217;s the steward, why do <em>you</em> have to go with <em>him </em>to some place you don&#8217;t even want to go?&#8221; Darin asked. &#8220;Can you just tell him no?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;If he were an ordinary steward, probably. If he didn&#8217;t work for my father, maybe. But he is my father&#8217;s steward and that means I&#8217;m stuck.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Wait, your father knows about that place? He knows that Cox takes you to it?&#8221; Darin said, his brain feeling broken at the thought.</p>
<p>&#8220;I wouldn&#8217;t be surprised that he knows where Cox takes me and that he knows exactly what happens there.&#8221; Joshua clenched his fists. Darin stared at him as he flexed his fingers.</p>
<p>&#8220;And your father, he just <em>lets</em> him?&#8221; Darin gaped.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m keeping Cox out of trouble.&#8221; Joshua leaned back into the bench.</p>
<p>&#8220;&#8230;How?&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-32-35.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-481" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-32-35" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-32-35.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;If I&#8217;m with Cox then if we somehow get caught there, it looks like he&#8217;s there with me, not me there with him. It&#8217;d all get laughed off if <em>I&#8217;m</em> there fucking some whore. Cox is a grown man and married, it&#8217;d be a terrible scandal.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;Good.&#8221; Darin crossed his arms over his chest and scowled. &#8220;And those kids&#8211;they <em>work</em> there? How in Wright&#8217;s name is that <em>not</em> illegal as hell?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;There aren&#8217;t any laws in Reme about children working in brothels.&#8221; Joshua told him. &#8220;It&#8217;s generally assumed that everyone disapproves of making whores out of children. But as far as the constables are concerned, the boys and girls who work there aren&#8217;t whores, they&#8217;re runners and work the stables and turn the spit in the kitchen.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-12-35.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-478" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-12-35" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-39-12-35.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Joshua,&#8221; Darin paused. &#8220;That kid-the one with the teal hair? He couldn&#8217;t be as old as we are. How is that legal? They weren&#8217;t even pretending that that boy was a stableboy! And I&#8217;m pretty sure that the girl that Cox went upstairs with is probably the same age as Vivianne Finessa.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;If you&#8217;re buying slaves&#8211;and most of the workers there are slaves&#8211;they&#8217;re the kids of conquered territories or people who have relatives who in some way did something treasonous, it&#8217;s not that hard to convince the slavers to put seventeen on the slave bills than thirteen or fifteen for a little extra compensation.&#8221; Joshua looked as disgusted as Darin felt with a whole bunch of added bitter.</p>
<p>&#8220;But seventeen is still underage.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-38-57-26.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-477" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-38-57-26" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-10-29-18-38-57-26.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Here in Albion, it&#8217;s different in Reme.&#8221; Joshua sighed. &#8220;There you only have to be seventeen to work a brothel. I know.&#8221; Joshua put a hand on Darin&#8217;s arm and sighed. &#8220;I know. If it were here in Albion, I&#8217;d go picket outside the counsel chamber until the place was closed down. I would. But things are different in Reme, I&#8217;ve heard it too many times to doubt it.&#8221;</p>
<p>Darin sighed.</p>
<p>&#8220;And worst of all my father just looks the other way. Maybe&#8211;someday&#8211;when <em>I&#8217;m</em> Baron of River Sulis, I can put the right kind of pressure on them, get the place closed down. It won&#8217;t make it up to those kids&#8211;but&#8211;maybe&#8230;&#8221;</p>
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		<title>&#8216;Til They&#8217;ve Broken Them</title>
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				<category><![CDATA[Academy]]></category>
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		<category><![CDATA[Cox: Masen]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Summer - 1513]]></category>
		<category><![CDATA[Brother Dustin]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[Trigger Warning: Abuse, adult situations, nudity, some breath-play, biting/bruising, bondage (sort of), D/S, referenced blood-play/torture-play, borderline DubCon. *headdesk* I guess we all know what I read now. Catch your breath hit the wall, scream out loud, as you start to crawl back in your cage the only place, where they will leave you alone. Darid [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color: #ff0000;">Trigger Warning: Abuse, adult situations, nudity, some breath-play, biting/bruising, bondage (sort of), D/S, referenced blood-play/torture-play, borderline DubCon. *headdesk* I guess we all know what <em>I</em> read now.<br />
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<p><em>Catch your breath hit the wall, scream out loud, as you start to crawl back in your cage the only place, where they will leave you alone.</em></p>
<p>Darid 25th, 1513 &#8211; The Academy of St. Hugh, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion<span id="more-279"></span><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-25-46-95.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-288" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-25-46-95" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-25-46-95.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t tell me you&#8217;re done already.&#8221; A strong pale hand caught Brother Dustin by the throat. It&#8217;s twin caught him as somewhat lower as well, the lower hand shifting slightly so that broad, close cropped nails dug in the length of him. Dustin didn&#8217;t know what to tell him, not that it really mattered, he couldn&#8217;t have spoken even if he had known.</p>
<p>Loki stepped just a bit closer, the grip on his neck tightening to the point where his instincts were starting to kick in, adrenaline raced down his muscles, it&#8217;d hurt more if he tried to run, but his body wanted to. Perversely, it also wanted to press him back against the broad chest flush with his shoulders, to grind against Loki.</p>
<p>He&#8217;d prayed to the Lord so many times to clear him of these thoughts. But he came back, he always came back. Even when he had to walk, humiliatingly, into the dining hall at the abbey, the eyes of all the monks on him, his abused body clenched tight against leaking, unable to clean up because they were running late&#8211;or because Loki just hadn&#8217;t given him permission to do so. The knowing looks burned like salt sprinkled on the shallow cuts of Loki&#8217;s riding crop on his back.</p>
<p>But every time Loki cocked an eyebrow at him, Dustin slunk back to his metaphorical bed&#8211;in the years that they had been doing this, there had only been a couple of times that they&#8217;d had anything so mundane as a bed. Hughian monks, bar the abbot, slept in a barracks like dormitory room. Some other orders gave their monks the privilege of cells, even if they were no more than a cot, clothes chest, and place to kneel and pray.</p>
<p>There had been the once that Valen had sent Loki and Dustin to Port Finessa to collect some materials for him, they&#8217;d stayed one night in an inn because the weather had taken a nasty turn and the one monastery that would have put them up for the night, the brothers were suffering from a nasty flux. A couple of overnights to the capital in Reme, where Albionese monks were not always welcome.</p>
<p>But even had a bed been available to them, Loki probably would have chosen the floor, or a bench, or table. Beds, Dustin figured, were for lovers&#8211;not whatever the hell he and Loki were&#8211;other than on a fast track to hell.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-25-59-64.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-289" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-25-59-64" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-25-59-64.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not attentive tonight, <em>cher.</em>&#8221; Loki pouted in his ear. It was pretty much the only Gaulish that Loki ever used and the closest to informal they ever were. It was like they couldn&#8217;t <em>do</em> this if Loki was calling him by his Wrightian name. He grabbed hold of the back of Dustin&#8217;s neck with those neat, even white teeth sinking in to a point that would leave a bruise. He hoped to Wright that it was some place that his tail would cover. The last time he had to wear a high necked undergarment for like a week for the bruises to fade. It wouldn&#8217;t do for the students to see a monk running around with bite marks and bruises on his neck.</p>
<p>Loki was getting worse about it, it was like something inside the other monk was slipping&#8230; But like Dustin had any room to talk. He was the one who let Loki fuck him open wide right there on the desk that Loki&#8217;d be teaching at come morning. He raised his hand and touched the lock of hair right above Loki&#8217;s temple. It was one of their signals that Dustin needed to talk to the other man.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-31-59-85.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-297" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-31-59-85" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-31-59-85.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>He wondered if it would work. It didn&#8217;t always. But Loki stepped away, letting Dustin take a couple of hard breaths. &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry.&#8221;</p>
<p>Loki stepped closer, heavy lids half closed. &#8220;Don&#8217;t be sorry, just say whatever you need to babble about so we can get back to what we were doing.&#8221; He gave Dustin&#8217;s nipple a quick pinch/twist as if to remind him. As if he could forget. &#8220;I don&#8217;t have all night, someone&#8217;s bound to notice we&#8217;re gone, and I don&#8217;t feel like dealing with Valen&#8217;s slurring tonight <em>and</em> Baron Jayson in the morning.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-30-33-02.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-291" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-30-33-02" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-30-33-02.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;The baron? Why are you seeing <em>him</em>?&#8221; Dustin blurted out without thinking.</p>
<p>&#8220;Are you jealous?&#8221; Loki asked with a sneer.</p>
<p>&#8220;No.&#8221; Dustin didn&#8217;t know why his voice trembled on it. He wasn&#8217;t jealous, in fact it would probably be better if Loki found some other playmate. (&#8230;Plaything&#8230;) Not that he would, at least not in Jayson of Carico, the baron would never submit to Loki, and Loki needed to be the undisputed alpha.</p>
<p>The sneer jumped up a notch, before melting into smirk that ended in a heavy lidded salacious smile. &#8220;I need to talk with him about Joshua.&#8221; Dustin bit his lip.</p>
<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221; He couldn&#8217;t have been acting up in class, Joshua hadn&#8217;t been in since the previous week.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-30-52-45.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-292" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-30-52-45" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-30-52-45.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Because he&#8217;s been skipping class.&#8221; Loki told him, rolling his eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;I thought he was ill, he hasn&#8217;t been in anyone&#8217;s classes.&#8221; Dustin offered. It was hard not to notice Joshua, even in a class full of young noblemen, he hardly blended in, there was something about his glossy ash blonde hair and cat swept slate eyes that made him stand out almost always.</p>
<p>&#8220;I had thought that myself, but according to what I heard from a little bird, whatever this mysterious illness is hasn&#8217;t stopped him from going to the tavern in the evening.&#8221; There was something about Loki&#8217;s expression that twisted Dustin&#8217;s stomach with both fear and lust. He ignored the lust for now.</p>
<p>&#8220;You do know what will happen if you talk with the baron, Loki.&#8221;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-51-20-19.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-303" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-51-20-19" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-51-20-19.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;Oh, how sweet.&#8221; Loki simpered. &#8220;You&#8217;re worried for poor Joshua. If you have the time for that, <em>cher</em>, I guess I&#8217;ll have to take it off your hands.&#8221; The other man pulled Dustin into a crushing grip, forcing his mouth onto Dustin&#8217;s and smothering any protests with his mouth and tongue. Leaving Dustin with nothing to do but scrabble at his back and tip his head to give Loki the angle he needed to steal all of Dustin&#8217;s air entirely.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-42-49-96.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-300" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-42-49-96" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-19-42-49-96.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>When he was breathless and shaking with reaction, Loki struck again, forcing him to the floor, pinning him in place. He felt the other man&#8217;s spit slide between his cheeks before being forced open with careless disregard for the state of Dustin&#8217;s internal organs.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p>Darid 27th, 1513 &#8211; Carico estate, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p>Josh&#8217;s hand shook as he reached for the library door.  Dorine had had that almost expressionless, sympathetic look on her face when she had tapped on his bedroom door to tell him that his lord father wished to speak with him in the library. It told Josh all he needed to know. He&#8217;d been caught, there was nothing to do but face up to the music. But that didn&#8217;t stop him from wishing that he could do anything but go into the library and speak with his father.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-30-48-72.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-268" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-30-48-72" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-30-48-72.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>But Jayson was not one to be kept waiting and so Josh pushed the door open. His father was sitting at one of the tables reading a book. He looked up when Josh entered, glanced one last time at the page and shut the book with a soft thud.</p>
<p>&#8220;Have a seat, Joshua.&#8221; Jayson&#8217;s voice was as clear, icy, and even as if he were giving a speech. Josh wasn&#8217;t fooled, but he walked to one of the chairs by the fireplace, unlit logs sitting on the andirons at the moment, the fire wasn&#8217;t needed and given all of the books in the room, if it wasn&#8217;t needed, it wasn&#8217;t kept lit. He slipped into the chair and stared at the carvings on the fireplace.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-32-35-95.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-270" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-32-35-95" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-32-35-95.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>He heard his father put his book away, then his firm footfalls as he walked to the other chair and sank into it with an easy grace that always made Josh feel like a lumbering behemoth. Jayson smoothed his tunic and looked at Josh with what was ostensibly disinterested curiosity.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-33-20-81.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-275" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-33-20-81" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-16-33-20-81.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve had a most interesting conversation with Brother Loki at the Academy, Joshua.&#8221; Jayson began, pinning him in place with a glare that practically dared Josh to squirm. He didn&#8217;t and Jayson continued. &#8220;He tells me that you&#8217;ve been skipping your classes this week. Is there a reason for that?&#8221;</p>
<p>It sounded so reasonable, so like if Josh would just explain then this could all go away. It wouldn&#8217;t and so Josh worked up enough spit to say &#8220;Not really.&#8221; If Josh had cared to inform his father about why he was skipping class&#8211;well&#8211;he wouldn&#8217;t have been in the situation that lead him to skip class in the first place.</p>
<p>No, he really didn&#8217;t want to tell his father about Philipa&#8217;s drug problem or all the money that she owed some thug in a stylish suit. He didn&#8217;t want to tell him about how he had gone to talk with said thug when Philipa told him that Marcinak was pressing her to steal some trial information from her father so that he could set his lackeys to intimidating the jury in a case against one of Marcinak&#8217;s lieutenants.</p>
<p>Philipa would never have gotten into her father&#8217;s office to steal that information. Either Marcinak didn&#8217;t understand that&#8211;or he was trying to set her up somehow. Josh didn&#8217;t know. Although that wasn&#8217;t really the reason that Josh had been skipping class this week. Sure, walking through the halls with a face as worked over as his had been would have been more attention than Josh would have wanted, but not all of it would have been negative.</p>
<p>No, it had more to do with where he sat than what his face looked like. Josh felt like he owed Darin some sort of an answer for all the crap he&#8217;d put the other boy through the other night and Josh didn&#8217;t have one. And somehow, even having run over in his head what was likely to happen to him if he did cut class&#8211;Josh didn&#8217;t have any hope that he would have been able to get away with doing it&#8211;he couldn&#8217;t go sit in those classrooms right next to Darin and not be able to tell him <em>something</em>.</p>
<p>You don&#8217;t just kiss a man and go on with your life as if nothing happened. Josh had a tough enough time with the idea of kissing a <em>girl</em> and going on with his life like it hadn&#8217;t happened. No, Darin&#8217;s willingness to let it go or not, he deserved an explanation and Josh didn&#8217;t want to face him until he had one.</p>
<p>Seeing as he couldn&#8217;t come up with a reason why he kissed him and his mind just wouldn&#8217;t let go of the fact that he had, the only thing he could do was avoid Darin, which considering he sat next to him in most of their classes, wasn&#8217;t all that easy to do. At least without skipping school.</p>
<p>And if telling Jayson about Philipa was out of the question, telling his father that he&#8217;d randomly kissed a man for no apparent good reason was a whole other universe of something altogether.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I see.&#8221; Jayson said, folding his hands. &#8220;Joshua, what am I going to do with you? One of these days you are going to have to <em>think</em> about what you&#8217;re doing. You will be a baron one day and do you think that the other noblemen are just going to shrug or throw their hands up if you continue to act without thinking.&#8221; He paused as if collecting his thoughts.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Has it occurred to you, Joshua, that having an ineffectual lord in this town is simply asking Reme to attempt to take it back? And do you really think that you would survive it if they did? And what might happen to your mother? Your sister? if that happened?&#8221; Jayson sighed but it didn&#8217;t cover the sound of the door closing.</p>
<p>Josh&#8217;s spine tingled, knowing there were eyes on his back. He knew exactly who was watching him, but Josh knew enough to know you didn&#8217;t take your eyes off Jayson, the other wouldn&#8217;t make a move until Jayson loosed his reins.</p>
<p>&#8220;Ah, Cox, right on time.&#8221; Jayson said with a half smile. Josh heard the sound of cloth rustling and felt his throat go drier if that was even possible.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-16-43-48-02.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-278" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-16-43-48-02" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-16-43-48-02.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>And just a moment later, at the corner of his vision, Cox appeared. As Josh had suspected, he&#8217;d shed his coat and waistcoat, Madame Cox refused to even send his clothing to the laundress if he had blood on it. Blood, she had apparently told him, was not part of <em>his</em> job description and cleaning it up was not at all part of <em>her</em> job description. If he was going to get his clothing bloody, he could make sure that it got clean too.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I am just trying to make you think, son.&#8221; Jayson said before standing. &#8220;I&#8217;m sure you understand.&#8221; Josh said nothing, nor did Cox. The library door shut with a soft click that might as well have been the ponderous thud of a stone crypt door.</p>
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<p>Josh said nothing, just got out of his chair, no reason to make more work for the parlor maids and walked over to the empty space next to the door. Cox followed and Josh turned, his lips turned faintly up at the corners because you didn&#8217;t show fear to a mad dog.</p>
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<p>That was the last coherent thought that went through his mind before he doubled over the wind knocked clear out of him.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-16-52-39-92.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-284" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-16-52-39-92" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-16-52-39-92.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>His last thought at all was how brightly the light seemed to catch Cox&#8217;s wedding band right before the fist it was wrapped around caught his chin and all he saw was black.</p>
<p>&#8212;</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-18-02-38-76.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-286" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-18-02-38-76" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-18-02-38-76.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>The library was dark except the light of a single candle when Josh came to himself, curled up on one side, blood puddled under his cheek. The hem of a something fluttered near him, neat slippers stopped just a fingers-width from the blood.</p>
<p>&#8220;Bet?&#8221; He pushed the rough croak out of his desert-dry throat.</p>
<p>&#8220;Well,&#8221; She said, voice sounding on the edge of tears. &#8220;It&#8217;s not the queen.&#8221; He tried to chuckle&#8211;it hurt. The cold stone floor had leeched all the heat from his body and seemed to make every bruise protest that much more as he slowly pushed up into a sitting position and then even more slowly got to his feet. He could barely stay on them starting to tumble back to the floor when Elizabet caught him. How her small, almost frail body managed to keep him even a little upright amazed him.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-18-03-59-27.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-287" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-18-03-59-27" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-30-18-03-59-27.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>&#8220;I got you.&#8221; She whispered in his ear. &#8220;I got you.&#8221;</p>
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		<title>But I Know I&#8217;ll Do the Right Thing</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[TRIGGER WARNING: Blood and violence! I am nothing more than a little boy inside that cries out for attention yet I always try to hide Darid 20, 1513 &#8211; The Black Boar Tavern, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion Darin sighed as he rounded the corner, these tutoring sessions were almost more of a pain than they [&#8230;]]]></description>
				<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><span style="color: #ff0000;">TRIGGER WARNING: Blood and violence! </span></p>
<p><em><span style="color: #000000;">I am nothing more than a little boy inside that cries out for attention yet I always try to hide</span></em></p>
<p>Darid 20, 1513 &#8211; The Black Boar Tavern, River Sulis, Lothianshire, Albion</p>
<p>Darin sighed as he rounded the corner, these tutoring sessions were almost more of a pain than they were worth. But it was something that Sara-Beth couldn&#8217;t object to as a way for him to earn pocket money, though she still glared something fierce if he so much as put a clipped copper in the cookie jar that they kept their savings in. She could immediately tell, no matter how full it was, just by looking in the jar. Even if he buried his two coppers in the bottom she seemed to be able to tell.</p>
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<p>But some of the dunces he was trying to tutor had more bone than brain matter in their heads. However, they were <em>wealthy</em> dunces and paid very well for his pain. And if he could continue to tutor some of the kids and pay for all of his expenses, that would ultimately save Sara-Beth some money. And as Reggie had pointed out, when Darin had talked with him<em> </em>about it, these were the men whose fathers would be looking for people to hire when he graduated. If he ingratiated himself to them by helping their sons graduate or even get into Camford, he might find that translating into employment later, if not as a scribe or even steward, maybe just as a private tutor.</p>
<p>Still, trying to pound old Reman into Benoit Coudray was like trying to pound gruel into a brick. It was all just sliding off the side. And his mother was a high ranking Reman noblewoman, one who still spoke with a Reman accent! Surely this couldn&#8217;t have been Benoit&#8217;s first exposure to the language.</p>
<p>He&#8217;d never be quite sure what alerted him to the man in the  pass-through, nor for that matter why he instinctively knew to duck behind the stables as the man crested the mouth of the alley. But he was very glad for whatever it was otherwise he might have run smack into Jan Leekbee. Leekbee&#8217;s boss, Marcinak, was one of Reggie&#8217;s chief rivals with a long and bloody history to mark his rise to the top.</p>
<p>Darin knew from listening to his friends that nothing good would bring Leekbee down here to the Boar. He preferred to do is drinking in the Reman wine bars up in the merchant&#8217;s district. No, if he was here at the Boar, it was for business. And Leekbee&#8217;s business was blood, the spilling of it usually. Sometimes just a little like beating the shit out of someone, sometimes a lot of it, like a murder.</p>
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<p>Biting his lip to the point of pain, he pressed himself closer to the rough brick of the stable, feeling it catch in his coat and pull at his hair. A peek around the corner of the building showed him just <em>standing</em> there, looking first one way then as his head swung back to reveal the point of that absolutely ridiculous handlebar mustache, Darin pulled back around the corner with a whispered Hail St. Brandi hoping the man hadn&#8217;t seen him. But nothing indicated that he had.</p>
<p>Why is he just standing there, there was no indication that he had turned back down the pass-through, it was almost as if he was standing guard. Darin&#8217;s blood turned to ice in his veins. There was only one person that Leekbee would stand guard for and that was even worse.</p>
<p>If it was rare for Leekbee to be at the Boar, for Marcinak to be at the Boar was almost unheard of. He had lackeys for that, like Darin&#8217;s buddy Neal. Besides, given that the Boar was just a little way down the street from Reggie&#8217;s house, he could see the second story walkway from where he stood, it was really taking his life&#8211;or at least his hide&#8211;into his own hands to come here. Reggie guarded his territory with careful ruthlessness and would not take kindly to Marcinak&#8217;s presence.</p>
<p>No, this could not be good at all. Darin took a deep breath and listened for the clatter of wooden shoe heels on the cobblestone, thankfully Leekbee was the sort of muscle who thought the world ought to tremble with his footsteps rather than the sort who crept through it on assassin&#8217;s feet. He did hear it after a turn, but it seemed to be getting further away and somewhat echo-y as if the other man had turned down the pass way. Darin edged down the wall, ready to bolt like a rabbit back to the dubious safety of the alley if he heard the sound of shoes coming his direction.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-48-22-03.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-193" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-48-22-03" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-48-22-03.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Instead he heard hushed, but heated voices punctuated by the soft thud of a fist hitting meat. The likelihood that Marcinak was down in this alley beating a side of beef or something was laughable, even if there was an eerie lack of reaction to the beating.</p>
<p>He reached the other edge of the stable wall and peered around it. Through the cobweb seemingly undisturbed by Leekbee walking through it, he could see Leekbee&#8217;s dove-gray coat and a sea green one in the ornate style currently favored by the nobles. The very identifiable hair told him that he was right on one of the pass-through&#8217;s occupants, it <em>was</em> Marcinak.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-50-14-18.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-196" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-50-14-18" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-50-14-18.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>The other, however, Darin couldn&#8217;t make out, only being able to catch a glimpse of ash blonde hair and white shirt that could belong to anyone. Or anyone blonde at least.</p>
<p>Even a quick dart across the mouth to trade rough stone against his back for rough plaster, told him nothing more. Even though his instincts were screaming at him to run for home, for Reggie&#8217;s, for the still crowded market across the street where one boy could easily lose himself in the press, wherever they were clamoring for him to go, they were all clamoring for him to go as fast and far as he could.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-53-10-78.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-199" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-53-10-78" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-53-10-78.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>But as if his feet had somehow taken to root, he couldn&#8217;t pick his feet up and move. He knew too much already, but he didn&#8217;t know enough, pulling his coat tighter around him as the first heavy drop that the sky had been threatening for hours, plinked down square on the top of his head, he stayed.</p>
<p>He ducked back for the stable once more, it was a shorter dash to get to the alley that way, none too soon as Leekbee turned once more in his direction, though his attention seemed fixed on the man that Marcinak was dealing with. Certainly the blonde muscle didn&#8217;t show any indication of coming toward Darin.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-53-31-06.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-200" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-53-31-06" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-53-31-06.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>His heart kicking at his ribs like a caged animal, so loud the ones he was watching would surely hear it pounding soon, Darin watched as the man&#8211;no, boy, he was  turned on his heel and walked away from him, his hands dropped to fists before crossing over his chest. Darin&#8217;s mouth went as dry as the Dousa Desert as his stomach sank like a stone. <em>It can&#8217;t be!</em> <em>Not&#8230;</em></p>
<p>Marcinak said something in a croon that Darin just couldn&#8217;t quite make out&#8211;giving credence to Reggie&#8217;s theory that he was half bigfoot&#8211;but he could definitely make out the malice and danger in the sound. Still the blonde boy was turning in this direction. But before Darin could confirm what he half suspected and half dreaded, Leekbee started back toward the mouth of the pass through and Darin was forced to bolt back for the safety of the alley mouthing prayers that he hadn&#8217;t been spotted.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-55-26-07.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-202" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-55-26-07" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-14-55-26-07.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Silently hyperventilating, he pressed himself against the stable wall and held himself still. But when the footfalls reached the mouth of the alley, they seemed to turn the other way without so much as a hesitation his direction. He peeked out from behind the wall once more to see the backs of the two men heading away from him down the street, toward where their horses were probably tied up at the market.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-06-10-63.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-203" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-06-10-63" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-06-10-63.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>As soon as they were far enough away that they wouldn&#8217;t likely hear <em>him</em> over themselves, he gave himself a quick sign of the plumbbob and ducked out of hiding and into the pass through. Face down on the cobbles lay the blonde boy. He didn&#8217;t seem to register Darin&#8217;s presence until Darin kicked a loose rock out of the cobbling and it clattered loudly as if some sort of spell had been holding all the sound in while Marcinak had been there and now that it was gone, everything was amplified.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-07-06-23.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-204" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-07-06-23" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-07-06-23.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>The blonde pushed himself, painfully, to his knees and then clambered to his feet without so much as a groan of pain, something that Darin wasn&#8217;t sure he would have been able to manage in his place. Pushing the thick blonde hair back from his face, the other boy suddenly pressed his palms to his temples and started to crumple forward. Darin darted to one side, catching him, barely, by the arms, but the blonde jerked back at the touch and stumbled back, starting to fall backward.</p>
<p><a href="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-09-48-57.jpg"><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-205" alt="Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-09-48-57" src="http://boysofsummer.blackbirdslullaby.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/Sims2EP9-2013-09-20-15-09-48-57.jpg" width="600" height="450" /></a></p>
<p>Darin caught his arms and slowed his descent so that he only sat down hard, rather than falling backward and potentially doing himself even more harm. &#8220;My lord, it&#8217;s me, Darin.&#8221; Joshua, for that was who it was just as Darin had suspected, blinked once-twice-three times slowly as if trying to clear his vision.</p>
<p>&#8220;C&#8217;mon, m&#8217;lord, we need to get you to the hospital, it&#8217;s just a short way.&#8221; And it was, just the length of the dormitory wing of the Boar and across the street.</p>
<p>&#8220;No!&#8221; Joshua yelped. &#8220;No, I can&#8217;t&#8211;I can&#8217;t go there, they&#8217;ll tell&#8211;they&#8217;ll tell&#8230;&#8221; He pressed his palm into his ribcage.</p>
<p>&#8220;Tell who?&#8221; Darin asked peering into Josh&#8217;s strange mercurial eyes.</p>
<p>&#8220;My father.&#8221; Joshua whispered. &#8220;They&#8217;ll tell my father.&#8221; His eyes dropped away from Darin&#8217;s and he wiped the blood still leaking from his nose with the back of his hand. Darin didn&#8217;t ask if that was bad or why it might be. He liked to think he knew genuine fear when he heard it, if Joshua didn&#8217;t want his father to know then Darin would just have to figure out some way to get him the help he obviously needed without going to the hospital where they might tell his father.</p>
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<p>Darin bit his lip and dropped his head before it came back up hard. &#8220;C&#8217;mon, can you walk?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I told you, I can&#8217;t go to the hospital.&#8221; Joshua said, not moving from where he was.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not taking you to the hospital, my sister&#8217;s a nurse. I&#8217;ll take you to her.&#8221; She could patch Joshua up, for Darin couldn&#8217;t leave him here. That just wasn&#8217;t something you could do with your Lord&#8217;s son, leave him bleeding in an alley behind a shitty tavern. And the baron was hardly going to come down to this part of town and ask every nurse, wisewoman, and old granny who knew how to put a salve on some wounds and bandage ribs if they had patched up his son.</p>
<p>Though how did Joshua really expect that his father wouldn&#8217;t notice that his face was completely worked over? Sara-Beth was good, but she wasn&#8217;t exactly Morgan le Fay and he wasn&#8217;t even sure that Morgan could heal wounds wholesale in just a few hours.</p>
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<p>Darin offered the other boy a hand, which he took reluctantly, but once on his feet again he was steadier and seemed to prefer to walk unaided.</p>
<p>&#8220;Is it far?&#8221; Joshua whispered as Darin lead them out of the pass-through and into the back courtyard of the inn. &#8220;Your sister&#8217;s house?&#8221;</p>
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<p>&#8220;Nope, not a whole lot further than the hospital is and less stairs.&#8221; Darin said. And it wasn&#8217;t, after cutting through the courtyard and down the small gap between Clayton&#8217;s house and the Boar, it was just diagonal across the street. Joshua looked curiously at the chickens scratching at the grass for seeds, the cracked umber plaster of the houses but strangely not disdainfully.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Here we are.&#8221; Darin said as cheerfully as he could manage. Darin pushed the door to the house open and stepped back so that Joshua could proceed him into the gloomy interior. Sara-Beth had been sitting on the bench with a mending project in her hand and got to her feet with a welcoming smile at least until she saw Joshua. Then she winced and shot Darin a look. &#8220;My Lord, this is my sister, Sara-Beth&#8211;Sara-Beth, this is Joshua.&#8221;</p>
<p>Her head once more swung toward Darin and mouthed &#8220;The baron&#8217;s son, Joshua?&#8221; Darin nodded. &#8220;He didn&#8217;t want to go to the hospital, I was hoping&#8211;um&#8230;&#8221; Darin shrugged.</p>
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<p>&#8220;That I would patch him up?&#8221; Sara-Beth asked. Darin shrugged again. &#8220;My lord.&#8221; She turned to Joshua who simply rubbed at the blood still leaking from his nose. &#8220;May I ask how this happened&#8211;and if I am likely to get in trouble for helping you?&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;No, I give you my word that I will not tell my father how I came to be patched up, not that I truly believe that my father would think to inquire after it.&#8221; Joshua said. &#8220;And&#8230;&#8221; He trailed off, eyes turning to where Darin stood.</p>
<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m gonna go over t&#8217;Neal&#8217;s, SB.&#8221; Sara-Beth nodded.</p>
<p>&#8220;Please have a seat, my Lord.&#8221; She gestured at the bench she&#8217;d recently occupied and hurried off toward the pantry where he knew she kept her medical kit. Darin shot one last look at Joshua and then left without a word.</p>
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<p>He hadn&#8217;t really expected Sara-Beth to still be awake when he got back long after dark. He hadn&#8217;t been able to find out anything about what interest Marcinak had with the Baron&#8217;s son and heir, even pumping half the coppers he had in his purse into ales for Neal over at the Boar. Still, maybe it was for the better, he wasn&#8217;t exactly in any position to be meddling in the affairs of criminal bosses <em>or</em> noblemen. All he could do with both was hope he was standing far enough away from them when they inevitably fell that he didn&#8217;t get hit.</p>
<p>&#8220;You were out late.&#8221; Sara-Beth said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Aye.&#8221; Darin agreed. &#8220;It was always one more toast afore you go, Darry.&#8221; He shrugged, it had been like that, only it was him suggesting one more round every time something got promising. He didn&#8217;t have to tell her that. &#8220;So, what&#8217;d you do with his lordship. I assume not drown him in the river.&#8221;</p>
<p>&#8220;I wouldn&#8217;t do that.&#8221; Sara-Beth said. Darin nodded, somebody notice he was missing. &#8220;Beside, he&#8217;s a sweet kid, I wouldn&#8217;t want to.&#8221; Now that stopped Darin short and he blinked at her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Sweet? M&#8217;lord? He&#8217;s a bully and a jerk.&#8221; Darin said.</p>
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<p>&#8220;How much of that might be a defense though, Darry?&#8221; Sara-Beth asked. &#8220;His lord-father probably doesn&#8217;t have a whole helluvalot of use for a sweet son. An&#8217; his lady-mother is one of those de Ganises. Those gotta prove they&#8217;re man &#8216;nough to spit in Grimmy&#8217;s eye and have bigger balls than any man alive de Ganises.&#8221; Darin blinked and thought for a second <em>&#8230;well, maybe&#8230; Nah I still don&#8217;t buy it.</em></p>
<p>&#8220;So what <em>did</em> you do with him?&#8221; Darin asked after a long moment of them both staring at the dying fire.</p>
<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s asleep in my room.&#8221; She was just trying to bewilder him tonight. First calling Joshua sweet, then telling him that he was asleep in <em>her room</em>. Sure it was probably better than putting his lordship in Darin&#8217;s cubby, but why had he even agreed to sleep here? Which when he had stopped his head from spinning long enough to take a breath he asked with the very next one.</p>
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<p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t. He asked if he could. And I would like to keep an eye on him, he got&#8211;hit pretty hard.&#8221; Sara-Beth told him after a moment&#8217;s hesitation.</p>
<p>&#8220;I guessed as much.&#8221; She didn&#8217;t have to tell him everything he knew, but that went both ways. She gave him a sharp look and he looked right back at her.</p>
<p>&#8220;Darry&#8230;&#8221; She sighed. &#8220;Look, I hate to put you out for the night, but I have to be up early for my shift and you don&#8217;t have class, so&#8230;&#8221; She trailed off.</p>
<p>&#8220;Nah, go ahead and take my bed. I&#8217;ll take the sofa, don&#8217;t sweat it.&#8221; He smiled at her.</p>
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<p>&#8220;Okay, could you keep an ear out for Josh, I heard him having a nightmare earlier. I think it was just a general nightmare and not related to an injury, but just to be safe, if you hear him, wake him up and make sure he gets a cup of water or something.&#8221; Sara-Beth levered herself up off the couch and headed toward his cubby, pulling the curtain closed.</p>
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